Luna the Moth

Accidentally farted loud while my wife was on the phone with her boss RIP

why am I so anxious 🫠🫠

When I want real news from vetted sources I take mushrooms under a full moon and listen to the songs of the old gods. Picture of a Victorian lady

Got this text as I was literally in the ketamine room listening to Florence’s Old Religion lmao

Putting on headphones again because my wife’s job stresses me out!!

Time kept speeding up today! It was weird!

I think one of the weirdest parts of Ketamine (besides how it just lays your whole psyche bare) is how every now and then you remember you have a skeleton and when you swallow you can feel it rattle

You did not visit me last time! I can confirm!

Like, when were entangled with someone on a psychic level somehow, the connecting thread is made of of time

Is this batshit? Maybe idk. But my brain has decided to believe it lol

was reading a sketchy article somewhere about how time is the thing with 3 dimensions and space just a side effect and it was mainly interesting to me because my brain has decided on its own (with evidence?? Idk, it’s an autistic brain it does what it wants) time is the thread binding us to people

Good thing to remember online right now is that everyone here is very emotionally dysregulated and dealing with that by posting

do you think the people who visit you when you’re on a Ketamine trip know they did

like, no one said anything to me, but a couple definitely not dead people came and visited like they were right in the room and it was fascinating

Update it was kind of wild lol

Today is Ketamine Day WOOT

I expect it to do nothing because I’m a redhead but maybe in a couple sessions when they can max out the dose lol

My brain let me have a sex dream that was fun for a whole THIRTY SECONDS before people started walking in and it stared going awry THIS IS PROGRESS

[obviously obviously I supplied them with supporting links and documentation. I haven’t passed out YET]

*yelling at my children who have come into my bedroom and found me high*

I didn’t ask you to come in, it is 9pm, I take hallucinogens to sleep, I AM IN MY OWN BED AND NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO JUDGE ME

*my children staring*

EVEN IF IT HAS TO DO WITH THE CIA, MORMONS, THE JKF ASSASSINATION, AND EPSTEIN

Building a pillow wall not because I don’t like my wife but because if she touches me the sweating will start again and I can’t find another shirt in the dark

perimenopause is fun because you wake up DRENCHED in sweat and then you’re cold because you’re all wet

also are all jobs as traumatic as teaching is? because I’m getting tired

is there a correct way to say, “good luck in class, I love you” to your child who has to go to lecture for the first time after her professor died

My colleague, who had stage four pancreatic cancer, was teaching as of just a week ago

I just got word he died

Fuck this system where you work until you literally drop dead

Just absolutely fuck it

TFW when your mom sends the dumb jokes to the family chat, but the smart jokes directly to you 😎😎

We do! Solids are hard for me lol, but I’ve gotten some before

❤️

There is so MUCH to scream about!!

*primal crying scream into the void of the universe*

Mine must be in my butt

🎶 my leg? she is spastic. my stomach? so gastric! I want to sleep! Jelova blast it. gonna do something drastic 🎶

So I don’t want to [redacted] but now I’m frozen here 😂

Ok bodies and brains are wild because ONE very funny thing happened and my SI is gone and I’m laughing and laughing, but the laughing made my ribcage spasm, so now I’m frozen in my thigh, rib and arm lmaoo