pam (0/3 ych slots)

well after a brief bout of unpleasantness I have discovered a potential title for this Jun/Emmrich modern AU that I've been slaving away at, which means now I just have to finish WRITING the damn thing.

*sighing heavily* "Yes, yes, I promise I will make the muffins next time, as long as you promise not to swan dive into ... a river of chocolate, apparently."

it's all right, she just has a little schmutz on her face. Just get some soap and a washcloth, she'll be fine.

oh nooooooo

Thank you. <3 I'm usually OK when it comes to handling things, just, you know, moods happen now and then =P

The most frustrating part is that I had been searching for a while and found what was basically the ideal job for me last year. Then the company was bought out and after several months my whole department was let go. I HAD THE THING and lost it through no fault of my own.

thank you mercia🫂

And there's not even any cause most of the time, just the brain going "Nope, don't wanna" and you have to live with it. SO MUCH FUN. 🫂

Oh, I won't argue he was extreme, but I also think it was necessary for what needed to change. I tend to side with the mages anyway, even though I didn't really have one as a canon MC until Veilguard. I did play Solas's romance once and it had its moments for sure, but it's just not my favorite. =|

wooooooot I finished one, one more to gooooooooo

Depression really is a lifelong struggle and even being on something that helps me most of the time doesn't mean I don't have my moments. I just try not to make a big deal of it because everyone's got their shit and I don't want to make people feel bad. But I really appreciate this. Thank you. 💜

B - Anders.

He's my canon Hawke's romance, but I also just... prefer him over the other two. Morrigan's personality has always rubbed me the wrong way and I'm just not a Solas fan.

(feel free to unfollow me if this bothers you lol)

I'm gonna have to open up commissions again just to afford another cameo but you know what, it will be WORTH IT.

why do I keep coming back to the artemus brush for everything. lines. sketches. coloring. everything except my signature. why is it my favorite

that man's ass is motivating all on its own, thank you for this

I managed to get some drawing done before my brain was thoroughly derailed for the night so I'm proud of that at least. Hoping to finish something soon. Like, tonight or tomorrow.

no no don't apologize! I totally get the frustration, believe me <3

Ah, fair enough. I just worry, heh

something tells me that's a good idea, especially since... how long has it been since you injured your ankle?

I did and holy shit. Just. Holy shit.

if by "annoying" you mean "proud of" because it's lovely and an accomplishment, then yes, please be super annoying about it

Well, my day has certainly been improved. That's all I'll say.

why is the scrip system in ffxiv ETERNALLY so goddamned confusing, why do I always have to look it up and it still doesn't make sense, why do they make it so deliberately constantly obtuse

Callin: "Lucanis, what are you /talking/ about? What's in that coffee? ...Oh, Illario started this, did he? That makes sense. Yes, of course I'd still love you and take care of you. But I'm afraid we wouldn't kiss anymore. You need a mouth for that, and worms don't have lips.

"No. No sex, either."

Thank you 🫂

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I'm just feeling super down about myself today and I don't even know why. I have to go pick up a prescription, I keep forgetting and I wish I could ask someone to grab it for me. I have jobs I have to apply for. I can't keep living like this. But all I want to do is sleep. Not great.

a cartoon of a dog wearing headphones and a green microphone Alt: a cartoon of a dog wearing headphones and a green microphone, wringing its paws and looking very tired

Me wanting to offer commissions when I see people looking for them but hating myself for not even being able to work on the ones I have

actually could someone just end me I think I'm gonna curl up on the couch and wait for death

I need energy so I can finish these last couple of things. Yet I cannot seem to summon the energy. I am out of it. I feel so bad because I need to get them DONE. I can only offer my heartfelt apologies.

lrp I will keep banging on about itaku.ee because it's such a great archive/portfolio site, free, easy to use, I have over 500 pieces up there, it allows video, the tagging system is a dream. PLEASE if you are an artist check it out.