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Jay

@blackestknight1

47, ♎️, father of 4, democrat, liberal AF, D&D nerd, dice goblin, POC, and all around awesome guy

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Latest posts by Jay @blackestknight1

IKR? Someone should do something about that 😂

27.02.2026 04:32 👍 2 🔁 5 💬 1 📌 0

Sometimes. Unintentionally 😂

27.02.2026 04:15 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
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My bathroom remodel is 99% done. I’m having it remodeled because of my disabilities

27.02.2026 04:06 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

I’m finding a lot of comfort in completing projects. My garden, for example. I know it’s not hard for most people, but it is for me. But when I finish doing something I feel so good 😊

24.02.2026 13:47 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Sorry if I haven’t been as active here as usual. I split my time between here and several other platforms so I’m sorry, but I’m still here

22.02.2026 16:40 👍 1 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

I’m doing my best to bounce back, heal. The fat cats in charge want us to feel hopeless and give up. Fuck them!!!

04.02.2026 16:12 👍 8 🔁 2 💬 1 📌 0

I do not believe it is a matter of hope…

01.02.2026 21:41 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

😂 I’m dealing with the loss of a TikTok account with over 12.1k followers. I can’t sell anymore yet. I’m just gonna have to start over. I’m the theelevatednerd there. You can look me up if you want. I can’t do video series’s yes, but my content is the same. So if you liked the old account, follow me

01.02.2026 20:30 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Sorry for not posting as often as usual. I’m having some medical issues, but I’m still here! Just followed back everyone

01.02.2026 20:21 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

I’m raising, slowly, but I’m rising…

30.01.2026 16:30 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Ty. I -hope- it’s enough…

29.01.2026 19:15 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Welp…It’s over. I lost the only thing keeping me sane, only 1 of my 4 kids even talk to me, I’m divorcing, I can’t get resources for my disability, I’m finding it -very- hard to find a reason to go on. I guess I’ll just wait to die. Hopefully it happens quick and painless, but with my luck…whatever

29.01.2026 18:24 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

I know I’m pathetic, I know I shouldn’t be feeling the way I am, but I’m just so tired. Nothing seems to happen for me. I’m so depressed…

29.01.2026 17:52 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I’m crying, I’ve spent the last hour trying to get logged back in. I don’t understand, my email is connected, I know my username, my phone number. I hate this so much!!!

29.01.2026 17:50 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I was logged out of TikTok and I can’t log back in. Imagine being disabled and the only way you’ve been involved with the community has been taken away…I’m so depressed 😔

29.01.2026 17:47 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 4 📌 0

So I’m gonna really try to do this social media thing for real. I have 3 video series going on TikTok rn: The apartment garden, Hard-point HQ, and the Feline corner. Take a look and see if you like ‘em. I’m Blackestknight47 there. Look me up if you want

20.01.2026 19:32 👍 1 🔁 5 💬 0 📌 0

The government is about to learn that the only reason a warrior lives is to fight, and the only reason a warrior fights is to win…

09.01.2026 14:25 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I’m done accepting things I cannot change. I’m now finding ways to change the things I cannot accept

09.01.2026 13:46 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

All pales in comparison to the wrath from the person who never wanted to be violent

03.01.2026 21:49 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

No sympathy. If you lay down with dogs, you get fleas. Deal…

01.01.2026 22:42 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

As a black man, us black people need to fuck with cats more. I get black cat owners are built different, but it’s time to embrace those differences…We need to fuck with cats more…

01.01.2026 21:31 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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I’m building the ultimate healer/support/party dad character in D&D 5e. So far I have a saytr, dream druid/mercy monk, with the fey lost background, the ritual casting and chef’s feats, so I can summon an unseen servant to help me cook gourmet meals.
Roscoe…Anyone have anything to add?

26.12.2025 14:11 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Growth means it’s you vs you, and one of you must die…

25.12.2025 05:20 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

3 rules…
Love needs action
Trust needs proof
Sorry needs change

24.12.2025 05:18 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I know I said this before but, you cannot call yourself peaceful unless you’re capable of great violence, if not, you’re harmless. There’s a -huge- difference

22.12.2025 21:16 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

😂

21.12.2025 13:04 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Be warned, I will no longer be “killing‘em with kindness” because -everyone- deserves kindness. I will be killing with silence, because not everyone deserves attention

20.12.2025 21:08 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I don’t mind if I lose any blood on my journey to salvation

20.12.2025 15:42 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I’m gunna be doing a few video series on TikTok. Hardpoint HQ, The apartment garden, and My arsenal of comfort. I’m Blackestknight47 there. Look me up

19.12.2025 23:40 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

16k! It took some time but we got there

10.12.2025 13:17 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0