DrawKill

Just amalgamate them and sew them into one being

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Me trying to grab onto my fading distractions and delusions.

Laid in the dark thinking for too long again.

Interesting. 🤔
I'll have to look into the science of that, cause that'd be a lot cheaper.

Will do my best to. 🫡

Oh, like the little iron fishies? I haven't tried them but I've been meaning to find one.

I was kinda just slacking on iron suppliments overall though. I think I've learned my lesson. 😵‍💫

Time to set up an alarm for the iron pills, hehe. 🥹

Me out here wondering wtf is wrong with me for the past week and realizing I gave myself anemia.

Oopsie...

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PMDD making me see the horrors even when I sleep.

Vibe. 😔

Everyday my sanity lessens.

Lunar new year is near... Brown sugar plum candy, my beloved. I will obtain you. 🫳

One of the drugs might possibly turn me into ooze, but that is a sacrifice I'm willing to make!

Everything's a chain reaction of bullshit, just gotta stop part of the chain. ☝️🤓

After experimenting on my body I think I finally narrowed down part of the problem of my ailments. 🤔

...But maybe just a little coma nap first. 🥱

Determination. (ò︿ó)

Thank. I'll hopefully get there.

I've truly been DrawKilled.

It's all there rotting in my PC, has never seen the light of day.

Even made a whole crazy lore for her...

🥲

Y'all don't even know I learned Unity, made a whole 3D ass model with full tracking, a 3D environment where I modeled and textured every single object, learned java script and built a interactable mascot with a local LLM and an animated avatar.

Filled with spite. 💥
I hope it lasts cause now I wanna finish polishing what I was modeling for my vtuber... even if I'd probably be too dead to use it.

Jabbing myself with questionable substances until I'm either cured or die. Either way is a win/win. 🫩

Heh glad to hear you like my arts. That one was a commission I did awhile back. I'm not sure if or when I will take commissions again, depends if I can get myself back into drawing regularly again. 😅

I hate this dog shit disease y'all, get me outta here.

See's a cool Vtuber with all the same tracking tech I was trying to obtain... that coulda bEEN ME!!

He's so true for that.

Nothin' like being blissfully unaware and then logging onto the internet to once again see the horrors.

Wtf, Bandy butters so good- 🤤

True. It's time to get hyped!