moonrise

you get it 🤝 you always get it 💙

evil blonde with long hair. my one weakness oh nooo

xiv on the backburner because i'm playing other video games.

wehehe he's soooo.... whatever you say handsome.

and here's the alt i lowkey like more.

toxic yaoi unedited sneak peek.

I haven't looked at Etienne in weeks. I should put that man in a situation.

from the archives.

Sooo the solution to my creative block was to listen to some music.

Unedited tiny sneak peek.

Just a bit of a vent on where I've been these days. I know it'll pass, but It's starting to get frustrating is all. Wanting to make something but getting hit with this feeling of "what is the point?" Anyway.

I won't lie, I've hit a big creative wall. I stare at my screen in game, or a blank document, and shut it down. I just don't know what to do these days, and what I do create I'm not happy with.

"My art serves no point" <- That thought keeps popping up in my head. I hate it, because It's not true !!

I've thought about making him similar to a dullahan. If he removes his helmet there would be nothing there, but Etienne would see his own reflection. Dark Knight soul crystal shenanigans and all.

Much to consider. Again.

Esteem is someone(?) who has been part of Etienne's lore since 2021, so he's older than Vrai.

I never sat down and designed him though. Even now, I'm still bouncing several ideas around in my head. I want him to look like Eti, because he IS Eti, but also not.

Secret concept design.

Been cooking up some big lore pieces. I hope I can get them posted on main today 🙂‍↕️

Etienne's reeaally careful when touching him. He knows he's not delicate and it doesn't come from a place of pity. But every touch is precise. Intentional.

So nothing like impact play in the bedroom. And now that I'm thinking about it I'm contemplating how they'd approach bd/sm in general.

You'll never know it because I like posing him naked but Vrai dislikes showing any skin beyond his hands (and even that's a stretch.)

His skin is sensitive because it's heavily damaged by constant use of very, very dark magic. Kinda rotten (inside and out.)

🔞 | lost in the sauce.

🔞 | pent up.

In my hc powerful voidsent aren't immediately pulled through the Rift but are instead hit with a HORRIBLE sense of dread that mounts and mounts until they answer the call. So technically they can resist a summons but it's excruciating.

Either the voidsent heeds it or the summoner gives up.

Vrai's nature as a voidsent means that he can be summoned by any mage powerful enough to complete his ritual.

So it gets really awkward when he's getting intimate with Etienne and he has to take this call he just has to otherwise he'll go nuts he's GOT TO GO.

Been reading Paradise Lost and thinking. OC brain rot.

There's also the angst of Vrai feeling like his gods abandoned HIM when the flood of darkness happened, so he's jealous of Etiennne too.

He's just overall quite miserable to be around when Eti goes home to Othard.

Vrai calls himself a self-made god because his power is approaching godhood sorta as a powerful voidsent.

So I'm not saying he gets "jealous" when Etienne hangs out with the auspices in Hell's Lid buuuuut.

And I love YOU 🥺 Thank you for always seeing my vision and being a fellow freak with me (affectionate) 🤝 . . 💙

thinking about vrai's skin texture again 🤔

🔞 | old alts.

(Unedited but I love him okay he makes me feel impure of heart.)

the center of this man's attention is a very bad place to be.

me and the wol i pulled by being weird and obsessive and a general nuisance in his life.

toxic yaoi.

Oh my goodness. Ok.