The past few months haven't been going well for me. I won't go into detail but a lot has happened since my last post. Despite this, my desire to stream remains. I still intend to pursue my goal. It might take a little longer than I'd hoped, but I don't plan on giving up any time soon.
I don’t normally do these but I’ve pretty much confirmed I won’t be receiving food money for the month of November.
Throwing my Ko-fi link out here.
ko-fi.com/orchidmemoria
Somehow, I feel even worse than the past two days. I considered trying to stream anyway but decided that wasn't a good idea. I'm going to try one more time tomorrow if I feel better, otherwise it will have to wait until next week.
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I felt a lot better today and planned to stream, but was hit with a wave of anxiety beforehand. By the time I had calmed down it was well past the start time. I think I've overcome the thoughts that set it off, so I will try again tomorrow.
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I know it's a bit last minute, but I'm going to reschedule the stream. I barely got any sleep and don't feel well. I'm going to try again at the same time tomorrow, when I will hopefully feel better. Sorry for the short notice.
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The mark of the Nighthunter on Nyx's left upper arm. It looks like a slightly curved sword pointing downward through a crescent moon.
Debut tomorrow!
Lore fact + Model teaser 3/3:
There are few on the moon of Shadowveil who don't know of the Nighthunter. For many, her mark is a symbol of hope and freedom, but it is also a warning to those tempted by power and greed.
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Nyx's lower face covered by a mask. It has a grey metal frame, with darker grey reinforced plating. At the front is two triangular black surfaces with smaller narrow magenta triangles, resembling fangs.
Debut in (almost) 2 days!
Lore fact + Model teaser 2/3:
The mask Nyx wears serves multiple purposes. It allows her to breathe otherwise unsafe air as well as hiding and protecting her face. It also helps to further her intimidating appearance.
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Nyx Noctis's right lower arm. There is segmented plate armour covering her fingers, the back of her hand and her forearm. It is a metallic dark grey material with glowing magenta lines from the fingertips upwards. There is a purple gemstone embedded in the plate on the back of the hand.
Debut in 3 days!
Lore fact + Model teaser 1/3:
Nyx wears a sleeve of armor on one arm that offers defence without sacrificing mobility. It also holds a gemstone that acts as a power source for her equipment and a focus for her magic.
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Tomorrows the day! Void Boi locks in for the Partner Push!
We have a long road ahead of us, but excited to give it a shot w/ you all!
Any and all support will be greatly appreciated 💜
Let's make the Calamity Crew a stream team! ^_^
See you tomorrow!!
#vsky #CalamityCrew #partnerpush
Debut Tomorrow
7PM EST
Get Hyped! Almost there!
What? Double Haiku??
Art by Kimidilois
Find them on Vgen!
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The words "Debut stream" "Oct 17th" "5PM CET" can be seen, over a light-purple gradient covering a Vtuber's silhouette. Several dark purple elements, like chains, a clock and gears can be seen in the background.
Hello darlings~ only 3 days left until I start my new adventure with the full model and plenty other surprises along with a SUBATHON!
17th Oct
5PM CET
11AM EST
11PM PHT
Midnight JST (18)
I'm sorry aussies!
See you there cuties<3
♡+⟳ appreciated as I'm ONLY on bluesky!! No twitter here.
#vsky #debut
PARTNER PUSH 10-17
I'm shooting my shot and I need your help
I've spent a couple years on this platform I think we can do it 🥰
If you like what I put out into this world please consider stopping by for the month/ couple months of me attempting this
Thank you all 💜 more below
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In the top left is Nyx Noctis's logo with the words "debut stream" beneath. Below that in the bottom left is a date and times in different timezones. The date is October 19th. The times are 3pm BST, 7am PDT and 10am EDT. On the right is a silhouette of Nyx's model.
In ten days, on October 19th, I will be live for the first time.
During the stream I will introduce myself, showcase my model and other assets and discuss several topics including lore and schedules.
I'm excited to finally start streaming.
twitch.tv/nyxnoctisvt
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My computer is fixed which means streaming is possible. If all goes well, my debut stream will be announced soon, most likely within a week.
It has taken far longer than I had hoped, but now that it's finally happening I am both very nervous and excited for what is to come.
#vtuber #envtuber #vsky
I haven't streamed yet, but I plan to start very soon.
twitch.tv/nyxnoctisvt
I play many genres, though mostly shooters, roguelikes, and RPGs. I also make games!
My favourite colour is purple and I think tentacles are pretty cool.
More wholesome than lewd, but I'm not entirely sure.
👁️ I GOT TIME TO PERCEIVE! 👁️
If you want a care package of adorable Voidlings delivered to you front door drop your twitch channels below! (No links needed if you don’t wanna!)
Warning: once you’re raided by me and my kiddos, we’re very hard to get rid of~💜
#vsky
I graciously had huge help from a good friend this month for main bills, but it's been offset by a total BS surprise bill that I can't ignore, right before rent. I am pretty much beyond stress and nothing is selling. I know this'll be probably impossible by the 1st but I'll take any help I can get.
Unfortunately, shortly before I finally had this realisation, my computer stopped working. I'm trying to get it fixed and as soon as it is I will start planning when my first stream will be, but I'm not sure how long it will take. (3/3)
However, I have realised that I will never feel ready and I will always feel anxious, and I have realised that those things are normal. The only way to get rid of the fear is by moving past it. I have only been wasting time, so I will not waste any more. Even if I fail, I'm going to try. (2/3)
I'm going to stream.
I have said several times that I want to do it, but it still hasn't happened. I have been waiting to feel ready and hoping I would grow less anxious over time. Neither of those things have happened. I have let my fear hold me back. (1/3)
To anyone who needs to hear it, please keep living. As someone who has often wondered if it's worth it to go on, it is. It may seem impossible and it may take a while, but things will get better.
From an ace lesbian trans girl who wasn't sure she'd make it this far, happy Pride.
I'm very late(for reasons I will explain soon), but...
Happy Pride! 🏳️🌈
It took me a long time to realise who I am and feel ready to be myself openly. However, in the short time since I started fully embracing my identity, I've been happier and more hopeful than I ever was before.
#Pride #PrideMonth
Nyx Noctis's tail protruding from her lower back. It is long, thin and mostly light purple except for the darker tip. The back of her boots and part of her coat are also visible. The coat is black and dark grey with three large vertical purple stripes. There is a hole in the coat that the tail comes through.
Due to the environment of their moon, shadeborne have several evolutionary traits helpful for traversing rough terrain and evading predators. One example of this is a tail, which assists with balance and can be used like an extra hand if needed.
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Nyx Noctis's head from the eyes up. Above her pointed ears are two small V-shaped antennae, protruding outward and curving upward slightly. The bases of the antennae are purple and the tips are glowing magenta.
As a shadeborne, Nyx doesn't communicate verbally. Instead she uses her antennae to create and detect darkness fluctuations, which form patterns equivalent to words.
They are undetectable to humans, but technology can translate the patterns into a spoken language.
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A close up image of Nyx Noctis's eyes. The eyes have black sclera, with magenta slit pupils. She is wearing thick dark purple eyeliner and her skin is medium purple.
I don't have a planned debut date yet, as I still don't have the confidence to commit to a set time in advance. However, I will be posting teasers of my model leading up to the full reveal, most likely during my first stream.
Until then, the Nighthunter watches.
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #ModelReveal
I now have everything I need to start streaming. The only obstacle left is my anxiety. However, while I work on overcoming that, I'll be starting to post more consistently very soon.
There are several things I'm very excited (although very nervous) to reveal.
#Vtuber #ENVtuber
Happy #TransDayofVisibility!
I get anxious about being perceived, even more so HOW I'm perceived, but I won't hide who I am. That's what some people want us to do, and we can't let them win.
Keep being YOU. Especially when they don't want you to.
Trans rights are human rights. 🏳️⚧️
#TDOV #VTuber
I'm going to try to start posting and streaming before the end of the month. Anxiety makes it very difficult, but I know it's not going to get any easier until I do it.
Hopefully this is a good first step.
