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eh sleeping it off sounds better so
gn

i want to feel like a welcome presence but almost everything i do irritates someone so idk what to even say or do ):

torso-up artwork of melia antiqua from xenoblade chronicles. she is wearing a fluffy scarf over a cape and furisode. on the left is an "omamori" charm with the image of a chibi melia riding an Eks (horselike creature from the xenoblade games)

happy new year from melia!
🐎🪽 #XenobladeChronicles

man just. i don't get the point of being vague about people anymore which is rich given i'm saying all this. i'm just tired man if you don't like someone either don't talk to them or just block them or Something.

accidentally clicked "popular with friends" and lmao. okay.

wishing the best for you always love you

Kelly Clarkson - Broken & Beautiful (from the movie UglyDolls) [Official Lyric Video] YouTube video by Sunset Sounds

www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l8g...

yeah

feeling everyone get tired of me, i guess ill just play the game now..

if only i were not annoying, useless, all of the above.

god.

sorry for not being very likable

idk if that applies to me, i do still like her in a romantic way im just not good at showing it i guess.

sorry for the borderline maybe sui(((( thoughts i just got two hours sleep and needed to vent it out somehow.

then my mother can stop putting up with this cats existence and i can stop siphoning all her money just to play games. i don't do anything for anyone. augh.

i'm stupid and i should probably just stop existing probably that sounds like the best option for everyone involved in my life.

saying it here doesn't do anything and talking about it to anyone doesn't do anything so i don't know why i ever say a word at all.

perhaps there is something fundamentally wrong with my maturity level and i can never get past it. who knows. oh well.

this isnt really a rant or a vent its just a musing and idk if it's a normal thing or i just don't have much feeling or something.

this is..feeling more and more like i'm just a friend that just does affectionate things
hrm.

don't even know how to be a partner.

seeing someone from the past just in a friends replies. a. wish i found it easy to forget about people. i'm tired.

it's so awesome.

Paint
Erase
Paint
In the Clair-Obscur

Love, then dream, then cry again
Love, then let go, cry again
Fading lines I can’t erase

getting reminded of how little i mean to anyone

I could take flight but would it be right

can i just stop existing

:(

i wish i wasn't so annoying