Poolsidemuse🌙

Staying quiet is so attractive.

(No, I will not be explaining that any further.)

The end of this month will be 7 years sober for me, and my best advice for anyone starting down this path is sobriety won't fix what's broken or off with you, and it won't make you perfect. It will allow you to truly know yourself, all the good and hard parts and ask you to confront them to survive

My ❤️ and nervous system know what’s good for me. I will never stop looking for the quality people & things, but it’s also not a race. It’s overcast outside. I have soup & potting soil & a collection of impeccable records.

The warm weather is coming. That isn’t for me, but I know what is.

In all seriousness, I pay attention if men love and consume books/films/art made by women. Especially women they’re not physically attracted to. You’d be surprised how many don’t. And you can tell immediately which choices are performative.

The only acceptable man on International Women’s Day:

Related: will be taking a walk later🤗

Today everything was so simple & good. Went out for lunch. Bought a record. Saw a friend. Someone brought me a coffee exactly how I like it: decaf with oat milk. That’s it. This is me:

🧵😏

This one is really going to confound a lot of girlies who have never heard of LCD Soundsystem, I'll tell you what.

I just turned off my fake rain machine to mentally prepare for the new Harry Styles record to drop. This should honestly tell you all you need to know about me.

Expand that last post for MIXTAPE, which is extremely my brand. Do I play a single game that anyone else does? No. Do I care? Also, no.

Hey, I am a woman who keeps my word. I got one. I’ll probably still cry, but what else is new.

10 minutes after seeing the video, a friend texted me out of nowhere and said something very intuitive about signs from people who have passed. Today has some magic brewing.

Sometimes Youtube will randomly put a video of my dead ex-boyfriend right on my homepage out of nowhere. You couldn’t sing for shit, doofus, but you still recorded ten songs all for me & that was pretty great. I was pretty lucky.

I am always my favourite version of myself between midnight and 3am.

Legit bought a PS5 because I knew this was coming🙌🏻

Anyone who talks shit about how long you continue to post about it? Send them my way for a good old fashioned shin kicking.

My duty as a person who has been through a lot of grief? I’m going to be the first person to like your posts about it. Every time you say the hard things that make some people feel uncomfortable? Heart. I don’t even think twice. You miss that person? I do too, and I never even met them.

I prefer “evil flute stuff”, but all of these are pretty expected unless you’re a complete amateur.

she's green - mettle (Official) YouTube video by shesgreenVEVO

Sure, a lot of women are effortlessly beautiful, but did they also just find the perfect song to bottle eclipse moon water to?
(Hopefully not. If so, I'm cooked.)

Got my period right before the blood moon. Nobody is less shocked than me.

a curved moon with a calm face in the night sky with clouds and some prominent stars.

pixel art, created with pablo pixel-o (1986) archive.org/details/Time...

If you need me I’ll be printing out poems on sticker paper.

Fake raindrops. Lolilta Lempicka. Slowed down heartbeat. Window gaze. The snow can stay. “One day” isn’t today.

Witches be plannin’

The way that you know a metaphysical shop is good? Their website looks like it was built on Geocities and their only social media account is Facebook.

You < my scarf.

If I wear a neck scarf ONE more time at work and someone also makes a joke about how I look like an airline stewardess, I will be ✨delighted✨

Weekend plans:

Hello, old friend. Still looking and dressing exactly like me, I see.