Darrien

Stream Schedule for Week of 3/8: Sun/Wed/Thurs/Sat - Off Monday - Clone Hero Viewer's Choice Day - 7PM Tuesday - DK64RCC New V5! - 4PM Friday: P4G - 4PM

Stream Schedule for Week of 3/8:
Sun/Wed/Thurs/Sat - Off
Monday - Clone Hero Viewer's Choice Day - 7PM
Tuesday - DK64RCC New V5! - 4PM
Friday: P4G - 4PM

...it's now officially a month till my birthday. Fuck.

THERE HIM IS, THE BOI

Large reference sheet for a Red colored Nightmaren character. MEant to serve as a reference for both the Vtuber and the character in the DnD campaign hosted every wednesday on ZozaVT's twitch channel. Features a turn around in four parts, front, two sides and back, to default expressions, a mask-less appearence, and the various states of being. Being motion while flying and floating.

Reference is done, the work toward a rebrand is in the works~

But until then, enjoy what will be the coming future! Mystellen's full, PROPER reference sheet!

#nightmarenOC #vesselOC

The motivation to not only better myself for my friends but for me. I'm sorry if I was more than you bargained for when you befriended me, but I'm actively seeking to get better now so I don't drag you down. Sorry for the long ramble, much love.
-Darrien.

length because my sadness is too much to bear. That's what broke it for me. I love all of my friends and whoever sticks around me. I know for a fact that if I fucked up or if they need distance they'd tell me, yet the paranoia kept saying otherwise. That's how I gathered up the strength to seek help

people, dragging them down, constantly seeking social interaction or being vindicated for my fears. I try my best to hide that aspect of me, but it's been seeping out more and more. To the point where the paranoia has gone from offending people to pushing them away. To having them keep me at arms

This'll be the last post about this:
I present as a jokester, someone who likes to make people laugh, and I am. The outward appearance is a fun-loving joker who just wants to make people laugh. Inside I hide massive amounts of inner turmoil. I'm someone who is constantly worried that I'm offending

Tabassco is more like it.

Key things I'm hoping to get out of this visit:
-Ability to open up more to people
-A semblence of being able to know what's wrong with me
-Just being able to be...me. No masking, no rollercoastering..just me.

Gotta admit. I'm scared for Wednesday. I already have a hard time opening up to *friends* with how I'm feeling, let alone a total stranger. It's necessary but doesn't stop me from being terrified.

Me poking you to make sure you're okay.

I'M A WORRYWART WHAT CAN I SAY

Fuckin christ today is an unquenchable thirst day. I've been drinking water non-stop, feelin like a fuckin sponge. AAAA-

God I fuckin hate Inventory time. It's fuckin BORING RN. AAAAAAA-

Did you hear they sent 5 Gum out to every household before they counted the population?

It really stimulated the census.

I'm feeling very overly punny today.

I apologize for nothing c:

I still curious on how you...PULLED THAT OFF.

Ever since making the psychiatrist appointment I feel...determined. I feel a weight gone. That weight that kept coming back. I'm hoping it stays off.

OP explaining they accidentally, casually ripped a knob off their bedroom door

A picture of someone swearing after ripping the knob off a door

When Paige accidentally forgets her own strength.

| #ErratumX #BrianGriffinPlush #LordxGuardians #TTRPG #VesselOC |

Yeaaaah can't doomscroll anymore...too tired. G'night all, much love 💚

Energy levels depleted, need to lie down intensified xwx

Darrien's My9Games list: Final Fantasy IX, Persona 5 Royal, DK64, DKC2, Payday 2, Sonic Adventure 2, Breath of the Wild, Billy Hatcher, Sniper Elite 5

Yeeeeah...my list is a bit out there, but these are games I'd play any time no matter how off I'm feeling. Just love em.

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I DIDN'T NEED A REMINDER.

FUUUUUCK TOMORROW IS ANNUAL GRUMPY FUCKER DAY

THE FAST AND THE FURRY-OUS *wheeze*

Stream is cancelled fully today, however we'll be joining @rextheguardian.bsky.social for some Sonic Racing: CrossWorlds over on his channel so keep an eye out <3

Thank you Void, it's lovely~!
Rayne is definitely not happy about this. He's upseeeeet that he's wearing this(doesn't help Darrien is mocking him from within..) but he secretly loves the fit. Would hate to be the poor soul who sees him like this...he doesn't leave witnesses to these kinda things.

Apologies, we're running a little bit behind today! Will update if the situation changes~