Blade of Light ☆

So empty brained and craving so much sleep lately, sucks

Just felt like rambling about it. Turned into a thread

This is probably why I've never fully felt like I "fit in" when I interact with fan communities. And I'm not saying that as if it's bad because I treasure my individuality, but I can't lie if that disconnect isn't highly noticeable
In any case. The news does not change how I do things lol

Worse and it's only because that people are coddled and rewarded for being like that by peers that it's seemingly "ok" to be like that. I feel like sometimes maybe being a creative from jump street just kind of separated me from that sort of thinking. it only just occured to me with this that--

I can't and have never been able to fully relate to fandom's incessant need to make their sole biggest interest their whole personality so when shit like this happens their world crashes down around them. I get having comfort media but that's not, what that is I think lol. I think that's something--

You can't really talk too positively about it without the most annoying person in the room wagging their finger and calling you stupid for engaging with it as if Cygames doesn't also do more than just gacha atp. but also they're not wrong either. so you're just kind of stuck taking it.

Everyone is going on either nuclear option that makes the most sense to them or the most righteous thing to do. No one seems to be like ok well. this series the company makes has given me so many cherished memories that I can live with that if anything goes left. Cuz that's where I'm at with it

I cannot talk about that Cygames AI shit without taking shots at all sides. I'm very disillusioned when it comes to companies even if I do like what they're doing, that doesn't mean I blindly trust them either lol

I've been having very vivid imagery dreams, sometimes based on real life or whatever I was last listening to. Or just placing me in someone else's shoes altogether

It's so funny. I've talked about how I've been having weird dreams lately but I do distinctly remember a section from my dreams last night was just me staying up til 6am and regretting it. So funny

My only complaint is idk why they act like they can't find a tanned Japanese person for the darker characters like Eustace and Zooey. I hate noticing that they're pale lol

AUGUGUHHHHH

That take on Phoenix is fine asf I don't remember if that's in the game or not

UGH

rip gran(?)

can we get relink 2

they really fucking cooking with this stage play omllllll

those effects for orologia coming on stage were CRAZY good

i love her....

PARADISE LOST YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

katalina is so cool.....wahhhh

The soundtrack for this stage play is genuinely fucking bonkers dude what the fuck

The girls squealing so loud is such a huge fucking mood xcancel.com/i/status/200...

ok that was a hype entrance from the society

bro is so pretty even when hes getting strangled they really got the right actor for him

NOOOOO VYRN CAME BACK FUCK

katalina using light wall...so cool....

what da fuuuuuck is dat gran

YAAAAAAAAY

thank god