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hating my main rn sighs

made a super secret main and I love it sm it's so silly it has its own strawpage & everything !!!

Just 🍇 yearning for someone from his source ignore him :p

Just because my mom has a "reason" to be disabled doesn't make me invalid in my struggles

my mom is allowed to be disabled but im not :/
she's allowed to have bad days where she can't go to work because it's too painful to do anything but I can't
I can't stay home from school or work because it's dangerous for me to drive bc of how tired I am, or I struggle to walk or anything

I GET IT YOURE GAY NOW GIVE ME PFP'S OF ME

everything in this fandom is just 🍇 and his weirdo "friend"

finally making myself a thing on sp........
it's been like a week whoops :p

"🍇 why do you miss that thing"
leave me alone :(((

still missing him I think i need to die why can't he just be here

I dared to be outside without a mask on and im dying wtf

they've talked a single time and never again..... I think you'll be safe if you want to join
no one aside from me, Cin and Vee (my single Instagram oomf) are really active.......

if the people get followed by a deer yk who it is :p

the urges to start over on a new bsky account for the 3rd time are coming in i just really hate myself ig..... (I do in fact, have a 3rd main no one knows about)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
almost all of my oomfs are your oomfs which one is it :((((
(nfta)

when ppl finally get into things I recommend but its been like 5 years is a little crazy like just say you hate me and want me to die atp

and even then it's mostly me and Cin doing the talking :/
atp why do I even bother trying to make friends anymore if they'll just not do anything ever

out of my 105 followers I can only get 5 to join my discord server i think I might actually cry

I typed out that whole thing and forgot to send it....

I talked to Vee and Cyno and we're gonna try and plan cosplans w/ me too.....
it's just every time they plan stuff im not online and they know im not or it's smth I dont like or can't get 😭😭
like pls im broke have mercy im sorry I can't get new cosplays all the time....

and it's always things I dont like or know about like istg they do this on purpose

me when my friends make cos plans without me in a gc im in <3

I also hate my job why keep me if you're only gonna schedule me 15 hours a MONTH.
and in January I only worked like 5 hours....

my mom is upset bc taxes and we owe a lot and im just here like 🧍🧍🧍

I think about the fact im eating food and now I suddenly need to die and starve myself for the next month

you know it's me in front when we start drinking cocktails

I should actually try and keep a log of my mental illness.........

one of the evils came to front and ive never been so happy that Oleander is always here than I am now thank God for Oleander for stopping him we would've been fucked

randomly remembering that my "friends" would kinda joke(??) threaten to touch me. like not just poke or hug, they'd be like "gonna grab your boob"
like okay...... why are you threatening even jokingly about touching me like that......
all my friends know im touch averse.

I hate having a uterus someone take it out of me already