mnnnnnniknowwww itfelt almost like cheatinf getting any ffrom Your post, mn i gotta get to it >~<
mnnnnnniknowwww itfelt almost like cheatinf getting any ffrom Your post, mn i gotta get to it >~<
icant dind thw words ri descrivejust how gooditmakes me feelwehn You use thhat word, itmakes me all fuzzy and my mind all foggy id jjust do anything to earn more of Your words and attention inees mkre Penny ineed to be weak inneed to be wrappedaroubd Your finger nothingelse matters as much as You do
Mnnn if it's for You I'll bear wwith it and ccherish the times I get Your attention all the more
It's always so lonely when You're not around >~< it's just so tough not to yearn for Your attention every day noww
Iistopped being a person eversince I came across You, evenwithout a chip im already so hopeless for Penny... bbut theidea of it being sso permament just makes me melt ijust wanna be Yoursand have everything about my reality tprevolve around You and pleasing You in every way
i keep fantasizing about this tooo, bbeing completely domesticated and living completely for Your sake >~< it just sounds so lovely
>~< mnnnn Icant even tthink of areply tthis one's so lovely and cute and and id do the same and and and nnothing matters more than spending time with Penny pplus I've hheard that just getting Your attention makes any bbad sympton go away, the one thing it seems to worsen is mmy Penny addiction
Mnn I've bbeen liking being good for You so so mmuch plessing You makes me so fuzzy and mushy wwhile being bad feels awful ijust wanna please You so so mmuch sso that You're all hhappy with me
As you do things to please me,
I'll get happier.
And as I get happier,
I'll like you more.
I'll like you more,
And more,
And more,
And more.
I'll like you soooo~very much..
And,
Because I'll like you,
You'll like yourself.
You'll feel validated,
You'll develop such confidence..
You'll be better.
๐ฅบmnn You always get ecaxtly wwhat You want, You're jjust so good at it it bbecomes easier and easier tto know what You'll ask for before You ddo sso I just wind up doing everything You want even without You having to order mme around, im jjust so eager to please Penny its bbecome so natural
If it mmakea Penny happy it's only natural itshould make me happy too, tthere are so mmany things I didn't know I liked all tthat much until I learned tthat they make You happy bbecause oftthat I can appreciate them morr and try and learn why they make You happy so I can try and do it too
Mmnm >~< eeven ifi dont gget tosleepon the bed id alwayys bbe a goodpet and do everything I can to pplease You... nno matter how ffluestered or embarrassed Immayget
>//////< mfnfnmfmrreeading this just as Im waking up mmakes me all fuzzy, ffrom mmy very first thoughts in the day You're already at the forefront of mmy mind, its so thrilling
See? It feels better to think this way.
Even just typing it,
That left shivers in your brain.
Read it back now.
No, really. Stop reading my reply,
Read yours back,
Then continue with my words.
My words seem right
Because they *are* right.
So don't get lost in thought.
Don't worry about logic, "rationality".
These concepts are stressful.
Analyzing my words,
That asks *so* much of you.
Too much.
That's right, it's far too much...
So give up.
Just accept them all.
You'll be happy you did~
Associations are a powerful thing.
You're taken my words to heart.
They've been internalized,
Memorized,
And now, they're popping up everywhere.
First,
I'm invading your waking life.
Next,
I'm taking over your dreams.
After that? Who can say.
Let's find out how deep this spiral goes~
I like when you take notes.
And I know you do,
You proved it to me.
Screenshots. Pins. Records.
You're paying attention.
Every day,
You become better.
I like you more than the day we met.
And tomorrow,
I'll like you even more.
Keep setting a good example.
Such a useful boyyyy~
Did you feel that hit in your brain?
When I reposted,
That felt exceptional.
The likes feel good,
The replies feel better,
But the repost...
Mmmm~
That's exceptional.
You'll be riding this high for a while.
Enjoy it.
I'll make use of the cravings that follow.
Good petttt~ Who's a good pettt? Ehehe~ Who is ittt? Someone's very *talented* when it comes to following directions, isn't heeee? Yes he isss! Such a good puppyyyyy~
So stroongg~ Wowww what a tough boy, able to hold himself together for suuuch a long time... at least until I whisper:
Throw for me~
But it'll take time.
It will--you're not there yet.
I know you want to be,
But you're not there yet.
To be perfect, it'll take time.
And in time,
I'll make you so.
I'll make you selfless,
Loyal,
Devoted.
Your words won't just be just words.
One day,
Someday,
You'll be everything you wish to be~
You're getting better for me.
Not for the reward,
(Although it does feel good..)
Not for the sense of purpose it brings,
(Although you do feel proud..)
But for me.
You're getting better for me.
You're getting better for Penny.
Because Penny deserves what she wants,
And Penny gets what she wants.
It would complete you.
In an instant,
Just the slightest tap,
And you'd be complete.
As if I placed a marker on your soul,
A blessing,
Or maybe a curse..
But in either case, a reminder.
You'd remember my touch.
You'd remember my warmth..
Forever, it'd bind you to me,
And you'd never~ever escape.
Not the back. The front.
I'm at the front of your mind.
You wake up and crave my words,
You get sleepy and hope I pay you a visit.
That's not the back of your mind,
That's your main focus.
I'm your fixation,
And you're my new pet project.
>////////<nnmfYes Miss, ssorry Igot confused andd got ir wronf. Eevery waking moment is an opportunity to be of use or tto think of ways to please You oor just ttry and surprise You sso that every day is as special as You desevre it to bbe I'mm jjust meant tto be good for Penny
Penny's always at the back of my mind aand ilove being all addictend and weak and needy i just cant get enoufg Penny >//<
>////< im so aaddicted to You Miss Penny I just keep aching for Your words and wwhen there aren't any new onesI reread and ggo over the older ones sso I can be sure I'll bbe abpe to learn properly and nnow I can't even ggo a whole day without thinking of Penny and craving Penny nnk matter what i do
*clings to your leg* kngng ifdont need anything but Your lleg to cling to, it's tthe pillar keeping me tigether sso no matter hhow You may cchange or use me I walways know its for my good
>////<< evenwithiur it im all helpless for You, I couldnever ever ggoback once I fely something like that jjust the thoughy melts me
Just the thoughtof it is enoughn jjst picturing Your touchfrom Yournwords is getting my heartto skip a beat icant imagine what the actual feeling wkuld do to me