Haiyasaka || dingus ||

going back on estrogen again, hate going thru these identity crises

we got it in the end though!

The struggles of PP farming

well... guess who's playing osu on stream later

i remembered that Akatsuki nerfed HR a while ago and I lost about 1000 pp but somehow i've close to 10k pp total again

SO YES WE'RE FARMING PP AGAIN AAAAAAA WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF

I'm finally free to game at my own pace again! Still sick though...

I submitted the second submission for my thesis yesterday so I'm free for the foreseeable future! We're resuming Metaphor: ReFantazio again, hopefully it'll just be hours of grind and chill

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repost if you want your neck bit and sucked on or if you just want to be held and told you’re loved ;w;

hoping everyone in the LA area is safe and sound.

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Hopefully I can conjure enough energy to stream for longer today...

I had a nice soup earlier so I feel a little better to work on stuff. I'm going to be working on my thesis revision for a bit before proceeding with some games after! I'm keeping my mic on so we can chat.

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hellooo sorry for being MIA for a week or so, was in Paris with some friends to celebrate the new year. I'm back now but I do have some work, but I'll take today off just to relax a bit.

We're doing some Genshin pulls and then resuming Metaphor: ReFantazio after!

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I'm just being self depreciating, don't mind me. It's sorta like a toxic trait of mine.

Regardless, the past year happened. I faced it, whether or not I liked it. I'm appreciative to all the friends that are here for me, though I don't know if I deserve you all.

happy new year.

am I supposed to feel indifferent? Don't feel much really. All I can hope for is that 2025 goes better.

I am the world's most inconsistent streamer, imagine forgetting to post about being live ahaha....

we're continuing Metaphor: ReFantazio today! Been enjoying this game so far, it's been living up to expectations.

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I'm late but Merry Christmas everyone!!

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i spent the last few days just dying in bed 💀 thankfully yesterday was a bit better. Trying to squeeze in few more streams for the year before I take a small break!

continuing the side quest grind in cyberpunk, how many quests are there oml
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very nervous today. My thesis evaluation is coming in a few hours so i'm just streaming until then to take my mind off the stuff.

destiny 2 for a bit, resuming cyberpunk after that twitch.tv/haiyasaka

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sorry for not going live yesterday, didn't feel like it for some reason. Finally resuming Cyberpunk 2077 again on stream, I have been the most inconsistent gamer of all time

anyways we're live :)

I don't know how I have 21 followers following me when I barely post anything interesting😅

can't believe we're past the halfway mark for December, 2024 has been a tough year

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i need to post stuff other than going live posts lmao

anyways one hour of osu then genshin/other games, gonna be playing maps that i'm uncomfortable with in order to slowly diverse my skillset

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well i suppose the isp had other ideas, started crapping out the internet like crazy

live again! a bit of osu before speedrunning the genshin event, hopefully we can stream for 4 hours today.

bing chilling as usual YEP
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Gonna start intermittent fasting again just to achieve something. Been gaining weight on and off due to many mental things, hopefully fasting helps take the edge off and also look a bit nicer

I'm live again! more akatsuki derust and resuming cyberpunk after that, just some night time gaming YEP

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don't know why but i definitely overate today... this is not boding well for my weight loss plans :Despairge:

I play relax servers because of the RSI in my left hand, so if I played more it would just make it worse. Playing relax craves my osu itch and it's still sorta fun

I wish my left hand could still tap so I could still play normally on bancho... but as least I still can play and get moments like this

Congrats to South Korea for winning OWC 2024! I wanted to watch it live but it was at 3am and I fell asleep and missed my alarm, rest in pepega

and now my sleep schedule is ruined, but at least i have energy to stream ahaha...
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Ah yes, the familiar feeling of depression at 3am

a cartoon of a girl with gray hair and blue hair ALT: a cartoon of a girl with gray hair and blue hair

Today we stream for longer hopefully! A bit of osu akatsuki derust and resuming either cyberpunk/until then after YEP

I was supposed to do errands but i kinda gave up because i got lazy

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after a month of being a Karen this house finally has internet! been a long day of setting that up, short stream (2 hours or so?) to test internet stability :)

Finally resuming Until Then!
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