sometimes, if youβre up early enough, you can hear them turn the birds on
@roninqueen
Artist with stage 4 colon cancer. Bird thing. Overly wordy. I like sewing, games, playing bass, singing, giant robots and monster movies. Always searching for answers. 100% real human thoughts and work.
sometimes, if youβre up early enough, you can hear them turn the birds on
Text in the style of the Pokopia font that says "17 Β½ birds"
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My other suggestion was "17 1/2 birds" so I gotta make a list and work on that...
A pencil sketch of a moth.
And here is a moth. I love their fuzzy antennae.
A pencil sketch of a bee in a flower.
It feels good to draw a bee. I don't know why they're so fun to draw but they are. π
It was all ads for pills or injections too. I guess that's somewhat to be expected since I was at the hospital?
Guess the hospital can't afford to pay for Premium. π
I almost forgot about this.
While I was in the tube for my MRI they were playing music from YouTube, so there were ads. One of them was for some kind of boner pill, and the little warning section of the ad used the word penis *so many times* that I had to try really hard not to giggle.
I did something I haven't done in such a long time.
I actually slept through the daylight savings change.
Which means I actually did get one hour less of sleep... But I guess seven hours is enough.
Thank you! Drawing makes me so happy. π
I hyped myself up too much drawing and then it got too warm in here and then I had to turn on the air conditioner...
Hopefully sleep hits soon. I don't really wanna sleep all day tomorrow.
A colored pencil drawing of some mushrooms with pink caps, tan stems and red spots growing out of a log.
I asked for drawing suggestions. Here is "mushrooms" from @cipherushex.bsky.social ...still gotta do a bee and a moth π
A colored pencil sketch of my friend's Dark Souls character. He is blue-skinned and wearing a yellow robe and carrying a large sword.
"Hey, draw my guy!" - @lucassindri.bsky.social
TOMORROW
SATURDAY MARCH 7th
@supernovagaming.bsky.social is having her affiliate anniversary and at 7pm est im joining her for a dark souls 1 race!!!
be there or be square!
I spent a silly amount of time today playing video games so after I ate dinner I threw myself at cleaning stuff. Including the cat.
No carbs in cheese! It's my go-to snack now. π
Coconut almost certainly has carbs, not sure how much in the milk though.
Those both sound delicious!
[inventing the hot air balloon] I don't give a fuck where I go
Dude 5g of carbs per serving though. That's a third of a serving of carbs. I basically didn't have any carbs for dinner. That wasn't even on purpose.
Might have some popcorn later. π
The texture reminds me of enoki mushrooms a little. Just really thin ones.
There wasn't that much in the bag so I only made half a jar of sauce and it's way enough. I could easily have eaten the entire bag, there's just a butt load of sauce so I split it up.
Oh they're so chewy. What the hell.
The taste isn't bad. They'd be better in something like hotpot or ramen though. They're not spaghetti for sure.
Finally testing out my konjac / shirataki "spaghetti" noodles. You don't have to cook them separately; they come in water so they're basically as hydrated as possible already. Just letting them heat up in the sauce and dinner should be done.
βΉοΈ sorry you feel like poop, friend. Hope you get to rest and recover soon.
I just checked my sugar and it's at 125. I didn't do too much damage to myself I guess.
Good to know I can eat like an idiot occasionally and it won't totally throw things out of whack.
Guess I'm gonna pick up some rechargeables. I don't have a plug nearby for a plug-in string of lights instead...and I really like the ones I got, anyway.
There's a chance the batteries I used are old too, but I don't think they are.
My little lights that I put up are battery guzzlers! I'm shocked, usually LEDs don't use much power, and battery operated lights tend to have a pretty long life because you typically put them in a wreath and have it on for Christmas for a lot longer than the week or so it took for them to dim on me.
Not gonna lie, I ate my feelings a bit. Had ramen for lunch, went over my four servings of carbs per meal.
I probably won't go over twelve today, which you can have if you eat three meals. I'm only gonna eat dinner later and I don't have much to make that will add up to too many carbs.
I hate not knowing what's next. Genuinely, my brain can make up all sorts of stupid nonsense and make me upset when I don't have the information to fill in the blanks.
I guess I'm gonna have to wait almost two weeks though.
I really don't want to go through radiation again. I don't really know what they'll do, chemo doesn't cross the blood brain barrier so chemo isn't going to prevent anything there. I might have to have surgery.
Apparently one of my sinuses is "thickened" from chronic sinusitis. That's news to me.
Fuck.
My MRI didn't show new metastases but one of my two did grow "mildly" and the other one didn't.
My radiation doctor is easier to talk to than my regular oncologist, and I've got an appointment with her on the 17th. I'll hopefully get good answers from her.