I’ve been fighting with this, because technically, Willow is half voidsent. The light, realistically, would just balance her out to be ‘normal’. However, I love angst, so she does have light poisoning scars. I want to play around with it more, though
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A slow burn, and a *very* slow one at that. Willow and Estinien didn’t officially get together until EW, and even then, Willow stayed a little distant as she felt guilty - that she didn’t deserve him.
It took a while, but they’re happy with where they are now
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It is my (and by extension, Willow’s) birthday!! :3
Took some cute screenies of her to celebrate! 🌸
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For Willow, she doesn’t really feel anything about it. If it’s kill or be killed, she will fight for her survival.
Later on, she tries to avoid killing if she can, but she still doesn’t feel strongly one way or another about it
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Willow has 3 major love languages, that being acts of service, physical affection and gifting.
She only really does physical affection with Estinien, but the other 2 are for close friends and family
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Willow stared out as a Lancer, being taught by Ywain and serving time as a Wood Wailer before becoming an adventurer. She picked up DRG later on, a small spot of DRK in HW, then by EW she picked up RPR and that’s the job she will continue to have for…probably ever lol
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I think the biggest argument Willow ever had with another person was with Estinien in HW.
The two being parallels to one another, she tried desperately to get Estinien to give up his hunt for Nidhogg, which he stubbornly refused to. She understood why, but then felt awful when all was said and done
Willow would want her final resting place to either be under the boughs of the Black Shroud or in the snowy wilderness of Coerthas. Either suits her fine.
She wouldn’t want her resting place to be an easy place to find, either. Somewhere secluded, sacred, only for those who truly knew her
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Yes!
I don’t have an official name for them yet, but Willow’s father formed a cult that ‘worships’ Diabolos, ie he is using people to try to weaken the seal on the voidsent. Still in the drafts with it all ngl
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Willow, personally, would not want to have children, especially given the nature of her conception. Additionally, with the kind of life she leads, she doesn’t see children in the cards for her and Estinien. He doesn’t mind, as he also is averse to having children due to his mix with Nidhogg
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Willow isn’t good at expressing herself, so when she sees a loved one or friend is upset, she isn’t sure how to approach it at first. Eventually, she’ll go to them and see if they want to talk about it, or give a comforting shoulder squeeze.
If it’s Estinien, she’ll just hold him until he feels ok
I also want different body types and models for all races/genders, but it would also be cool to have more customization with all the races, ie au ra face 4 but with au ra face 1 horns, dyeable horns, etc
Also, adding preexisting races like padjal would be cool
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Took Willow out to see Little Ladies’ Day, I think she had fun
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Haven’t shown updated Willow yet, so here she is with her voidsent in her place of trauma xD
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She’s so cutieful in this outfit I can’t
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Willow is into chocobo racing. She wouldn’t say she’s the best at it, but she puts a lot of thought and passion into it
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Willow doesn’t find her birthday to be a big deal, but she doesn’t mind a small celebration with those close to her. Maybe something simple like a walk around one of her favorite areas, picking up a sweet treat on the way to or from
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I’ve changed Willow a little bit, but I’ve settled on red hair and green eyes. The different colored eyes started to throw me off, and while she looks nice with black hair, I find red more pleasing to use/play around with.
I won’t lie, Laevatain from AE also inspired me
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Fuck it I’m doing my own thing. If it flops it flops, I don’t care anymore. I just want to get it out there - my soul screams for my colors to be spilled
Sorry for doomposting a lot lately but god damn I can’t believe my life got even worse
Starting to think maybe I’m not cut out for fandom and I should just stick to my own original things…
I hope none of you know the pain of having to close and then open the day after at your job…twice in a row
Real life is draining me and I’m unable to be creative and I am hating it
I wish I could get better at writing and drawing and everything but I’m scared I’ll never be as good as everyone else I see
I think, before I post more about Ardus and Cienna, I should probably warn that their relationship isn’t ‘conventional’
Their relationship is my take on a dark (but healthy) romance. Both are consenting adults, and both partake in actions that can be perceived as toxic to an outside view
Got a comic idea that goes along with a song…might make it…
It’s not Estillow tho, it’s my OCs…
Stole this from a post I saw on the trashfire site we ran from (stealing is shameful, I know)
But this is so Ardus and Cienna to me…he doesn’t fear his own death, but hers would destroy him…
I won’t lie, I’m under too much stress to really post about things rn
I want to engage with others and have that sense of community, but it’s really hard to with all that’s going on for me irl
That, on top of me being burnt out on FFXIV stuff, I’m unsure what to do to get back into it…
“I think I’m burnt out” I say as I then color a sketch I made earlier
These are my OCs Ardus and Cienna and I very care them 🥹
#oc #ocart #nsfw #traditionalart #art #wistyarts
*blinks with autism in my eyes*
I think I’m burned out
Writing smut…that I’m never gonna show anyone…because it’s my OCs…
