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I wish I was on Twitter so bad right now. Why did one of my exes just send me relationship backpay.. and why are they sending more tomorrow 🙂

Look who’s learning how easy it is to go where everything seems right when everything ain’t right at home

That’s the worst part about it. I never stopped putting in effort. It just stopped being good enough. Trips, gifts, love letters/notes, everyday things to make life easier, investments (monetary, physical, emotional) reduced to a “performance”

To say I’m wrong for constantly complaining about the things I don’t receive making it seem like shit ain’t being done then to turn around and admit that shit stopped getting done.. is 2+2 not 4?

Seems to be a common trend. Meanwhile I’m still putting in effort and you wonder why I feel like it wasted.

Cause now if I made the choice to stop doing shit (that don’t seem to matter anyway) because some other nigga doing it I’d be wrong right? If I use that same logic back somehow it wouldn’t be the same exact thing.

Choosing not to put in effort for your partner (in an enm setup) because you feel someone else is doing it don’t sound dumb?

I don’t see the point in putting in unreciprocated effort. I can’t mentally wrap my head around it and I can’t physically bring myself to be ok with it.

Starting to feel like projection. Is my caring a performance or is your pretending my care matters the real performance?

Once again lmao. I’m a fool for thinking one of these days I’ll be heard?

Every time I think I’ve learned my lesson on speaking on things that bother me. I do it anyway with high hopes and the shit end the same

I genuinely think I’m here in case it works out while she’s actively looking for suitable replacements if it doesn’t

The roughest day and not an ounce of comfort from the “loml”

Hope this don’t make the list of not following through

Guess the schedule changing

Welp. That was my confirmation. Presence really doesn’t matter

Life would be so much easier if someone would just take care of that part for me

I hate having to feed myself. I rarely get hungry as it is but like damn we gotta do this shit every day???

I still bookmark her wants/desires

No longer coddling or dealing with that shit. She too grown to act how she act and think shit cute and ok

I hope she grow out of that shit cause I may be putting up with it but when she finally find the nigga she actually want she might self sabotage tf out of it with childish shit like that

Best. Day. Ever.

11.25.24♾️

If I lose anyone else this year I might crash out

Shit ain’t never gone be good enough

Comparison truly is the thief of joy.

If you date a writer, is your poem less special because they’ve written about someone before? (This doesn’t count for niggas who recycle their shit. That’s whack at) but like be fr? If your experience is curated for you nothing and no one else should matter.

Like if you’re dating an artist for a long enough time do you not expect to become their muse? Are we delusional in the fact that past people have been their muse and, if yall don’t workout or however yall are set up, future people will be?

I don’t like the idea that things you do for people are less special if you’ve done them for other people.

Hot Cheetos and cream cheese
Bbq chips and cottage cheese
Ritz crackers and cream cheese

Meg and Ari Lennox