⋆°𖦹 jay ✩.ᐟ

i've also gotten back into writing :3 i'm writing two different things! a fic for my dnd group about our party and then a byler one for fun

update from the last 3 months:

i did go to the waterparks concert and had so much fun. i AM over my ex gf and talking to new people (yay me). i've cut off bad friends and made new healthy ones. i'm focusing on myself, school, and work.

we love changes for the better everyone :)

woah hi hello everyone :D

i forgot about this app ngl but i live and im gonna stick around for a little while again :3

omg yes! my cousin gave it to me and i just fell in love

me when i'm bad with money and always spend it. i'm gonna buy waterparks tickets LMAO

THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING AUTISTIC !!

also i'm back into writing!!! im writing a fic about my dnd party LMFAO

oh my god i finally got my digi photos to transfer and HOLY FUCKKKKK!!! im sharing them cause DAYUM

hahaha lore drop!!! apparently, this past friday night, while i was blackout drunk, i called my ex 😭

she literally texted my roommate like "oh is jay okay?" LIKE HELP???

I DONT REMEMBER CALLING HER AT ALL SO WHAT DID I EVEN SAY!!!!!!!

i could write a whole ass essay on what this song means to me and how it's the most beautiful song i've ever had the pleasure of hearing

(can yall tell it's my favorite?)

making up for the recent sadness, photos from when i went out this past weekend 😝

the way my last few posts have been about me missing my ex, jesus 😭😭

I NEED TO GET A GRIPPPP

a woman in a white shirt is covering her face with her hands ALT: a woman in a white shirt is covering her face with her hands

i want to kms bro. i had dance tryouts and i genuinely thought i did so good, like i worked so hard and thought i literally had the dance DOWN only to literally not get in.

i actually hate it here rn and all i wanna do is text my ex gf about it. SHOOT ME!!!!!!

so i broke no contact..

she read it, didn't respond, but she read it which means im not blocked!!

(this is a win cause when we broke up she said she didn't want to talk to me again, so i assumed id be blocked)

coping with missing my ex by taking photos and just hoping she'll see them!! 😣😣😣

kinda vent post

-

i broke up with my girlfriend a week
ago, it felt like the right decision at the time

now im trying to hold it together at work because i miss her and i feel like i did the wrong thing. i love her, i really do, but it just wasn't healthy at that time. fuck i miss her so much

being single again is so weird. i haven't been single in like... 3 years, i think

oh my fit from g-dragon a few days ago!!! it was amazing to see him live :)

i'm playing the quarry over again!!!

back on campus!! had my first class and i'm free for the day. maybe morning classes are worth it :3

i just watched kaiju no 8 and it's safe to say i'm obsessed. i binged it in a day and i actually want to rewatch it already 😭

i lowkey wanna try writing again but i always suffer from some kind of block and lose all motivation 😭🙏🏻

me when i get back into editing 😫😫

JIN WAS AMAZING OH MY GOD BEST CONCERT EVER

OH MY GOD JIN IS TONIGHT AAAA

my fit for my g dragon concert is almost hereee!!! i'm so excited 😝😝😝😝😝😝

i've been getting so much detroit become human stuff on my tiktok and i'm HEREEEE for it!!!!

i gotta replay it soon

no cheating post your lock screen

i get to see jin in 6 days, i'm so excited. i actually may bawl my eyes out when i hear don't say you love me