@ryusaidate
infinite spoilers for the first ai: the somnium files game and maybe sometimes the sequels // i'm panta i'm an adult i'm the number one saito/ryuki fan and this is not a contested title.
my discord is codependentyaoi. you can DM me. generally speaking. i will or will not respond. if i don't respond it's because i looked at it and then forgot not because i hate you. if you keep messaging me i'll reply at some point.
it's a good thing you can't post porn that's good on this site anyway or that'd be a real shame :V
first real oppression against trans men. i have as much facial hair as i'm capable of having OTL. tried the other verification methods because i hate internet safety and they just said "ummm whoops sorry try again later ^_^"
realised my DMs might not be working because (the bluesky motto is compliance in advance) and i really fucking tried with the age verification but i jumped through about 10 hoops to do the whole face scan thing and they 'can't tell i'm an adult' who's suprised! not me!!
and i mean "anyone" if you can download the windows 7 version of ms paint and put down colours to make an image posted no more than two days later than an arbitrary deadline hit me up. this is not about trading goods or services it is about playing toys.
anyway i need like short term scheduled task activities so i don't explode. if anyone wanna do art trade or like that thing where you both draw a sketch and then finish the other person's sketch. that would be awesomesauce
REMEMBER: change is slow and improvement takes slow consistent effort, so never ask for help except as an empty gesture once the job is already 90% done to make other people feel good without the risk of being a burden or a disappointment!
the original end to this was going to be "so you don't need to commiserate or offer advice i start doing things far enough in advance that the receipt will already be printed when you ask for it" but is now also "if i've ever been weird when you tried to talk to me like a person that's why"
i think that's just bad actually. anyway. uh. the point is i'm complaining now because i've been working on it for like 2 months at this point and am now just vaguely annoyed instead of exploding and dying about it.
man i really have just learned to be talked at in a way that isn't good huh. i was trying to think of a way to phrase "i wish people would stop trying to commiserate or offer advice when i talk about my problems instead of simply talking about their own problems instead" that didn't sound bad and i
mwhbuhgwubh. i'm working on learning new things a normal amount & at a healthy speed and it sucks really bad
don't think i'm finishing these so poasting before i forget. :^)
myk itty is on the cat tree next to my desk stretching his paws. he's very cute. he's literally so paws. top ten cutest cats in the world. my god. i'm gonna touch his tummy. update: i touched his tummy. it';s soft and fluffy.
i really don't know where the line is between oversharing and no make only sausage. maybe it's just in the impetus. is there a healthy amount of information to post on the combination public diary/orphan crushing machine.
things are happening just badly and slowly. today's the first day in like two weeks where i slept in because i was having a dream about my yaois instead of waking up after 14 hours of nothing dead tired so there's something
nice painting crop before i put it through the washing machine because it's not going anywhere
interesting sound design you mightve missed in the #tomodachilife direct
i hear cool people are playing neon white right now......... the main point is the leaderboard but there's also a mod to set up 'duels' where you compete on a level for a certain time/number of attempts.......... also fightcade looks sick
if you want something with a low time commitment you could always try ne- *breaks down coughing* i mean A game with ~30 second levels. and a leaderboard. of which many exist. or jackbox is good. also there's a 50% chance any given boardgame has a website clone and the other 50% are on tabletop sim
fair! all activities are "liveblog thing to person who likes it" "game with online mode" "game with score leaderboard" and/or "scheduled bookclub/jam-esque activity". these are the only types of activities science has solved this one
the three options are obtain more activities, saying "so have you watched any movies recently", or sending them screenshots of jokes you don't get about media they like and hoping it's funny. scientists are working on finding more but the outlook is not great
doodle of white and violet from Neon White sitting on opposite sides of a couch. they're both in casual clothing, typing on their phones, with speech bubbles showing what's on their screens. white is making a reddit post titled "My (22M) coworker (19F) is writing erotic fanfiction about me and my boss (40M)", body of the post reads "I can't tell you where i work or what I do, so don't b" (cuts off). violet's screen has a lot of text deliberately crunched to be hard to read but you can make out a capital W and G in place of names, and descriptions of violence
my first and last canon compliant neon white fanart
chat should i post the saimizu tetratto there now or wait until more people follow me. i'm trying to minmax death threats because it gets me off
someone semi-popular reblogged one of my posts on tumlbr....... kill meeeeeeeee....................
as i have said before: if you don't like this, ask me to talk about something you do like instead
discord message saying "current brainspace" and then the lyrics of remember the name edited to say "this is ten percent they should have let me write NSFKD, twenty percent they should have let me write neon white, fifteen percent concentrated power of kill scott cawthon, five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain, and a hundred percent reason to play a better game". all added text is in comic sans including just the first changed letter of "will" and "name"
^_^ tetratto.com/post/2680197...
fun fact: if you don't know what to do for a plot you can just make it about the afterlife and if people are like "this is really vague and unclear" you can be like "well yeah it's the afterlife we don't know what happens when you die"
