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smartest idiot around and available for work (please hire me) | iraqi-american | business contact: asturlaviz@gmail.com | http://patreon.com/asturlavi | https://linktr.ee/asturlavi

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Hey Scott, big fan of your writing and would love to have the opportunity to work with you! Here's a few samples of my works, and more on my website: asturlavi.weebly.com

06.03.2026 03:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Re;MATCH is NOW LIVE ON KICKSTARTER!!!!

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This game has been in the works for over 7 years now, and I am VERY VERY EXCITED that it's finally live!

You can play it RIGHT NOW on tabletop simulator, I promise you're gonna love it โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™

03.03.2026 18:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 98 ๐Ÿ” 43 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 8

what wolfwood does best (forcing in the tragic yaoi at every moment)

also not to sound like a trimax/og trigun supremacist but u are in for a Ride

02.03.2026 20:06 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

such a complex region where events like this aren't surprising to a majority of people, where suffering is the norm and sometimes hope is captured in the image of exploding american military bases, but the civilian death toll will always be a steep cost when fighting powers that deem you subhuman

28.02.2026 20:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

truly fun times to be middle eastern huh

28.02.2026 20:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the way that its been so long that i've forgotten i've drawn that too...!!!! i'm so glad my doodles bring you solace during difficult times :''''') (but i hope things will get better for you too!!!!)

25.02.2026 22:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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arkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............

25.02.2026 05:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and like you said, they're most likely not living and enjoying life whatsoever. just the opposite if they refuse to explore anything beyond their narrowminded view of the world and their dangerous echochamber. like in a religion, you never want to be challenged, just followed and listened to

23.02.2026 23:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it's also just absurdly fascinating that western fandoms seem to struggle with this the most, particularly since, speaking from experience, that education has become cripplingly low and we *are* experiencing the impact of what the pandemic has done to people of mine (and younger!) generations

23.02.2026 23:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i've also seen brief stories of how these very groups that serve to call out and disparage creatives for any morally ambiguous stories they dare to explore, and how there's individuals in these groups that do not feel the same way but are compelled to follow these "rules" of being "not problematic"

23.02.2026 23:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

there absolutely is a colonizer element to this because i've seen how americans speak about how *weird* and how much better their fiction is compared to *other* representation of fiction i.e how western creatives that write gay stories put down the yaoi genre because of its more problematic leanings

23.02.2026 23:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it's fascinating because i feel as though it's not religion itself that pushes people to do this, but they do apply its fundamental doctrines to belittle and bully other queer artists and creatives for not being the "holier and righteous" individual in a way that makes them feel superior

23.02.2026 23:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

stories, in their essence, are supposed to explore the full spectrum of the human experience, no matter how immoral. you're allowed to feel uncomfortable, allowed to even block and avoid certain topics, but what you're not supposed to do is harass and call out creators over this disagreement

23.02.2026 22:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

not sure where this trend in western circles has stemmed from that a flaw or a morally abhorrent trait incorporated into a certain character reflects the artist than the characters themselves. as if artists are all mindless idiots that are incapable of separating themselves from their stories

23.02.2026 22:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"But I hate ICE and support trans rights and etc etc" if you aid in the suppression of art, you are a fascist. One of the textbook markers of a fascist state is the suppression of art it deems "degenerate". If you have one empathetic cell left in your brain, you'll start digging into the history

23.02.2026 19:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 3712 ๐Ÿ” 984 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

been a loyal follower since hades 1 too..

23.02.2026 21:51 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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zagreus photocard (one more to go) #hades2 #hadesgame

21.02.2026 22:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 65 ๐Ÿ” 29 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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pathologic 2/3 doodles, trying to get a hang of how to draw the town's doctors and capture their in-game likeness

17.02.2026 22:06 ๐Ÿ‘ 25 ๐Ÿ” 15 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

i will withhold my peace for now but wow. w o w. i'm really impressed with the creativity of wrongness being presented here

15.02.2026 22:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

love the gothic genre love how it's wildly misunderstood to this day

15.02.2026 22:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

THANK U ARKEE read the book a good while ago but needed to draw a book accurate version of him....

15.02.2026 22:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

starting shit. it's so, so tiring. you can also plead and beg people to do otherwise, to stop interacting with bad faith arguments that are farming engagement, but they won't listen since the algorithm itself encourages this. ughghghhghhg really no neat and tidy solution to this, drives me insane

15.02.2026 22:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

something else entirely. like the fact that even sc week isn't that popular anymore is a glaring reflection of how much yaoi ships in general are ostracized if they don't fit into the neat tiny box of "unproblematic", and even then, there are still things you'd get harassed over bc people like

15.02.2026 22:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

touching grass has truly become a core component in maintaining your sanity and not adopting the reactionary methodologies that a majority of western fandoms have adopted bc c'mon man... it's just consistently tragic seeing what was once supposed to be a haven for marginalized morphing into

15.02.2026 22:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

like why are people so bored in fandoms nowadays that they stir up controversies instead of idk.... making fandom wide events like zines or bigbangs. feel like social media has just now programmed everyone to treat others with insignificance bc of the divide a screen provides

15.02.2026 21:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the only motivation nowadays to log in and post is just to keep up with friends i've already made long before the evisceration of twitter... it just feels like everyone is so reactionary, and if you don't think x then you're probably y and i'm blocking you without hearing you out like. Man

15.02.2026 20:58 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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heathcliff #wutheringheights

15.02.2026 20:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 48 ๐Ÿ” 18 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

while twitter has gotten progressively worse over the years, it genuinely makes me lament how atm there is no social media that feels "social" anymore. it feels like a one-way mirror where you see things but are incapable of creating genuine interactions/relationships anymore

13.02.2026 21:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"don't put all your eggs in one basket" but they forget that each basket is riddled with holes and one breath away from disintegrating, and the eggs you've poured into them will crack upon the ground and you'll keep refilling it to no avail

13.02.2026 21:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

YEAH.... i'm rewatching the trailer as we speak and i still feel like i'm dreaming, wdym we're bringing the belmonts back and not just any belmont it's THE trevor belmont!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!

12.02.2026 23:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0