been feeling a tiny amount better recently so i might go back to tavposting soon-ish ? i just have a bit much going on brain-wise and i need to get it out Somehow
might as well whore out quile for the feed (/j, probably)
my personal tumblr account so if you see this floating around there somehow theres a good chance its me, id link it but id rather not have this account be linked to it (weird personal boundary my brain set up)
will prob be reblogging it to my sdv account either way . so . shrugs
keep yall updated if more shit happens or if i get this paid off in time
probably in this thread ? if i had to guess ? either that or just in the quotes
so sorry for dumping this on yall after being gone for a bit but brain's been having a Moment(tm)
i also cross-posted this + some extra info (+)
(coughs)
still a little hesitant to shove this here bc i have literally no idea how this is gonna go but miss the shots you dont take and shit like that
$ophelilac
literally anything would be Awesome even if its a dollar ill love you forever /p
i already paid off 30 dollars of this, ill try n (+)
i probably shouldve waited until like . Tomorrow or something to post all of this but i lowkey just panicked and thought " vent about this on the timeline itll make you feel better " which is objectively Not a good first reaction but its what my brain jumped to and id feel weird for deleting it
initial gut reaction is to offer comms as a payback sort of thing but i havent drawn in a hot minute and itd probably turn out Shit and im in a creative burnout rn so i doubt i could do anything writing-wise either
i Havent brought anything up w my mom yet bc its like 8 pm i do Not wanna do that to her at 8 pm so like theres a nonzero chance that im Fine and that this could be repaid w/o issue . but also i am disabled and unemployed so im not quite sure how to get the money Back after this ? like (+)
okay so i Thought after a bit that this was just an admin error on my college's end but Apparently if you withdraw early from a course some of your federal pell grant will have to be repaid and i was Not Aware of this :3 awesome great amazing thank you i Really needed this right now
omg wait thank you so much for saying this bc it reminded me to check the statements on my account
im Hoping its just an admin error because i double-checked my statements on my university's payment portal and everything they were listing that i owed them was 100% covered by my scholarships
im literally panic posting im unsure what to do ??????????? like i literally Just opened the mail thinking it was like some " sorry to see you go :((( " thing
hi sorry to shove this here randomly after not being online/ Just lurking for so long but uh
just got this in the mail . was under the impression my tuition was covered by the scholarships i had .
uhm
the AI features discord are proposing in this survey are insane. tell 'em how you feel.
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finished watching heated rivalry ,,,, im so normal :33333
Gale Dekarios
gave eleazar a mild redesign recently-- haven't had the brain to do a more in-depth photoshoot for him but i Did snag this as a photo for him :3
will give him the proper photoset he deserves asp (probably)
oh my glorb sorry for mild spam i Completely forgot to change my website perms on this new browser to allow it to read html data
okay feed spam over back to the shadows i go lmao
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> ophelia/ olive
- 20 y/o
> he/ it + neos (i dont have a specific set myself)
- ao3 author (archiveofourown.org/users/ophist...)
normal abt bg3 (mostly my tavs), /also/ normal about stardew but i post more about that on my tumblr instead of here (www.tumblr.com/blog/ophisti...)
also sorry in advance for feed spam im gonna redo my pinned now that i have the brain for it
lil update on this
i think it was less of a depressive episode and more me losing motivation to play bg3 bc of mod issues i was having + the whole larian thing that went down
i got the mod issues fixed last night and like . Immediately got back into things so i might be haunting around here more
bro went out of retirement (>id'd as a man in hs, Kinda detransitioned bc i thought i was just being "dramatic" n started id'ing as just genderqueer/ genderfluid but 16 y/o me was onto something) (still genderfluid but a little to the left)
so i miiiight need to redo my pinned
went to the pronoun store and got a refund on a few
crazy what Not ignoring the weird gender blob in the corner does to a guy
this isnt a promo post but i /did/ finally post the two starting chapters for at least One of the stardew fics ive been working on
Allegedly it should show up on my ao3 profile soon for the gafers
sorry for being so quiet, i havent really done much w/ my bg3 writing/ posting bc of what i Think is a depressive episode and hopefully Not me losing the hyperfixation
im alive i promise !!!!!! just been a bit more active on my stardew tumblr than i have been here
*pulls up in the struggle bus* get in loser we're trying our best
these fuckin' losers
