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@chantellblayne

A girl finding her place in this world | New Romantic | Gaylor | Performance Artlor | 4ever haunted by surprise song mashups✨✨

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one of the good ones, yet directly contributed to my trauma🙄 Dealing with confronting that in and of itself. Trying not to gaslight myself. Questioning E-VER-Y-THING. Everything. Trying /not/ to panic, stay sane, stay safe? Venting again. All of this to say...thank you. Your support means the world🩷

08.03.2026 20:12 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Thank you to everyone who has commented, shared, donated - truly your support means so much to me. This has been a very challenging time for me. I have really taken a step back and isolated myself - trying to focus on healing, and finding a job. Under the same room as the person I was convinced was

08.03.2026 20:12 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

This honestly means everything. I appreciate your support and for sharing. Thank you so much!❤️

08.03.2026 19:58 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

😭😭 Thank you so much KP. I am eternally grateful for your support through this challenging time. This means so much🫂💖💖

08.03.2026 19:57 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I appreciate you so so much. I can't say just how much this means to me. Thank you🩷

08.03.2026 19:56 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

This means everything, thank you so much🩷🩷

08.03.2026 19:54 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

This means the world to me, thank you so much🫂💜💜

08.03.2026 19:53 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Thank you SO so much😭🫂🩷🩷

08.03.2026 19:52 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Thank you so much 😭😭🫶🫶 This has been such an...unexpected situation. I'm so sad this is how it's ending. I truly thought he was one of the good ones. 😞

I am looking forward to moving forward and creating a new future for myself.

I can not thank you enough. I truly appreciate every single bit🩷🫂🩷

08.03.2026 19:51 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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my job. I am going to post the link below. If you wouldn't mind sharing this out, I would be eternally grateful. Any amount will help towards me being able to find a safe and secure home for myself and my cat. Thank you💜

gofund.me/986b0f1aa

08.03.2026 16:53 👍 20 🔁 20 💬 1 📌 9

he was unemployed. Now I don't have a job, I don't have family or friends to stay with, I don't have the money that goes along with essentially starting over and finding a home. This is overwhelming, I am trying not to panic, and just trust that things will work out. I made a GoFundMe after I lost

08.03.2026 16:53 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

for another year as roommates [ I agreed solely bc I am unemployed and wouldn't have the funds to move out or to probably even sign a lease at all ] he tells me he's actually considering leaving the state at the end of our lease which is next month. I spent all of my savings supporting us when

08.03.2026 16:53 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

no family close to me and not many friends in the area. Just before I lost my job, I had been supporting him for the previous 6 months while HE was dealing with job loss and unemployment. I'm kind of rambling now bc I am becoming overwhelmed. After weeks of him telling me he wants to renew our lease

08.03.2026 16:53 👍 9 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Hey friends, I have been pretty M.I.A. the last month or two. Only a couple of weeks after losing my job and my health insurance back in January, my partner of 8 years ended our relationship. It was not a safe night. I have continued to reside in our shared apartment due to no job/income, I have

08.03.2026 16:53 👍 18 🔁 1 💬 1 📌 0

I miss the MySpace feature of getting to choose a song for your profile that will play when someone goes to your profile 😩

25.02.2026 17:43 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

It’s been a whirlwind of a couple of days so I need to get my thoughts together lol. I’m glad I watched the Dream Within a Dream Tour before the 3 Days in Mexico. I already need to watch them both again and actually take notes this time!

25.02.2026 03:24 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

I’ve officially fallen into the rabbit hole. I will be here a while!

There’s so much to say and yet I don’t even know where to start lol. The stage is literally a key 👀

24.02.2026 04:07 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 3 📌 0

I say all this realizing so many others already know what I am only now learning!! I have so much more learning to do.

24.02.2026 02:32 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

This stuff was in our faces the entire time. And I haven't even scratched the surface yet 😭💔

24.02.2026 02:31 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

omg THANK YOU! I've been thinking all day that I need to go back and start watching her old stuff.

My gut just twists at the realization that I sang along to these same lyrics for decades and didn't start *truly* paying attention until now. It really does go to show how surface level people are

24.02.2026 02:31 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

^^If you've read her memoir "The Woman In Me" she talks about how she never had a drinking problem and that hard drugs didn't appeal to her.

23.02.2026 23:33 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I gotta go back and listen again and take more notes. I haven't even made it through the entire album yet.

Track #8: Blur - - - TW: suggests SA & drugging
^^If you can, go listen to this and read the lyrics.

23.02.2026 23:27 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
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Holy shit holy shit....

When was the last time you listened to this album? And go listen to it now! It's been several years since I have listened to this album in its entirety and also since I've really paid attention to the lyrics and the messages.

Many connections to things we're seeing today

23.02.2026 23:24 👍 17 🔁 1 💬 2 📌 2

At first glance I thought this was Jeanette McCurdy! Damn, I didn’t realize the resemblance before!

23.02.2026 20:23 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Super same

23.02.2026 17:40 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Literally listening to this made my stomach twist. Gdi I hate him.

23.02.2026 16:48 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

He makes me fucking sick

23.02.2026 16:47 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
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Just filed my (boo🖕🏼) taxes...my jaw dropped seeing the $$ I've spent on therapy in 2025 alone🤯

WORTH*EVERY*PENNY🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼💅

23.02.2026 16:37 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

You can move in any time!!!! Guests welcome!!😜

23.02.2026 16:33 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Thank you!! I love how it turned out! 🥰🥰

23.02.2026 03:32 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0