Evie ✨🌙

Scrambled eggs, guacamole, and salsa in a white bowl with a spoon

Dinner tonight! Eggs, velveeta cheese, guacamole, and salsa

Good evening my loveliest Sky friends ✨✨🌙 8:23 pm here on the west coast. Today was a busy-ish day, thank god it’s gonna be the weekend tomorrow and the 8th is daylight savings time. Most things I have automatically change, but my digital clocks and my stove clock I have to change myself

The AUDACITY to ask a table full of people you JUST MET how many of them are “squirters”

Ellie… that was rough 😅 #BelowDeckDownUnder #BelowDeck

A slice of pizza on a turquoise plate

Maybe not the prettiest presentation or anything, but here’s my pizza slice that I had for dinner. It was a frozen DiGiorno classic crust cheese pizza. I added shredded Colby jack cheese, fully cooked bacon bits, a little red chili flakes, and crushed up Lay’s BBQ potato chips

It really is 💔💔

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Why am I crying about everything today 😢😢 JFC

Yay! Congratulations 🎈

I relate so much 😢😢😢

Wait, what?!? Omg

Hello beautiful Sky friends 🥰🥰🥰

Still feeling heavy, raw, sad, emotional, tired, and drained

10:22 pm here on the west coast. I’m rewatching episodes of Guy’s Ranch Kitchen because it’s familiar and comfortable

I have my snacks, plushies, pens, books, and soft blankets

Hello my wonderful Sky friends and #bipolarsky friends

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Having a really rough time. Yesterday and today, I talked about things that were pretty heavy. I’m still feeling it because the things I’m describing are things i haven’t talked about in 9–0 years. I’m sad and I’m hurting

Chris: “I definitely disappointed Nico with the nap”

“I have a problem with not being able to do things when I wanna do them”

Then you’re gonna have a very hard time on this boat, dude

#BelowDeck

That was always like that with DOOL when I would watch it with my mom. I miss Days 😢 thank goodness I have GH now

#GeneralHospital

As episode ends: “oh my god”

*cliffhanger end*

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A day in the life of soaps. At least the cliffhanger episode didn’t end on a Friday and then having to wait till Monday to see it

#GeneralHospital

And lastly, feeling like parts of me died with every psych unit stay. I also miss life before agoraphobia started showing itself. A lot of grief here today 💔

#bipolarsky

I miss having a quality of life. I miss having a social life. I miss life without being on psych meds and life before i became way too used to being put on a 5150

#bipolarsky

I’ve got my fan going and the cool air feels so nice. It’s 8:31 am here on the west coast. Gonna try to be extra gentle with myself today

Good morning my darling Sky friends ☺️

Monday is definitely behaving like Monday. I was trying to heat up my coffee earlier only to have it spill everywhere so I cleaned that. Then I almost fell getting out of the shower 😩 Im okay, but I’m having some spasms

Image ID: a woman wearing a black shirt with her hair up in a bun while making cookies

Me in my natural habitat ☺️ I was in college still. This pic was taken by my roommate. I loved making cookies for my dorm neighbors

I’ve been on so many of these meds and the ones that I gained the most weight from were Seroquel, Risperdal, Zyprexa, and Depakote

#BipolarSky

Image ID: A woman wearing glasses with her long dark hair in wavy curls

A selfie of myself that I actually like? This is rare for me, I already had weight issues to begin with, then I gained a shit load of weight over the years from being on different psych meds and my confidence, which was already fragile, took a big nosedive 😢

#BipolarSky

Tiffany’s crush on Chef Ben grows with flirty galley moments that add heat below deck. Boatmance energy is strong.

#BelowDeckMed #S1EP10 #CharterFromHeVenCharterFromHell #Bravo #ReWatch

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Hard to choose! Because I like so many 😁 but at the moment, I’ve been playing Jungle, Beck, Slayer, Korn. Im all over the map

Took the words out of my mouth; i was thinking the same thing

I was so stoked to see Mumford 😍

Thanks for adding me back!!

Seeing Colin eat Pringles chips now I want to.

And my heart is breaking for Joao about all the horrific traumas growing up that he endured 💔

#BelowDeckMed

Okay, I adore Colin. Hannah and Conrad are chatting. And saying that Hannah is obsessed with Joao and Brooke’s relationship and he isn’t right 😩

Everyone’s sleeping in the crew mess and all the guys are playing buckaroo on Colin piling things up while laughing hysterically

#BelowDeckMed