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@caspersnothere

I’m here until I’m not. https://m.soundcloud.com/error404nothere

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Amen

25.01.2026 06:03 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I am DISGUSTED by this country. I am DISGUSTED by our government. I am ASHAMED to live in this country. What happened to Alex Pretti is MURDER. Remember everyone, Canada is accepting US refugees, no questions asked.

I am very deeply upset right now.

#murder #ice #ripalexpretti #canada #police

25.01.2026 05:56 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Hopefully things change soon.

I remember my mother telling me “it’s ok, just say what’s on your mind to this nice person.”

All it ever got me was judged, treated differently. I never got the help, just someone writing on a clip board.

16.01.2026 17:53 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It’s just really sad this is the way things are.

16.01.2026 17:46 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It’s a strange world out there.. people want you to open up about your mental health, and then get upset and judge you for it. I don’t open up because I have nobody and don’t trust.

#depression #ptsd #bipolar #lonely

16.01.2026 07:48 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

#depression #saddness #pain #dissociation #stressed #lost #help

14.01.2026 01:04 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Sweet dreams
I lay, solace prayed
All but, my sanity paid
My mental health played
For breakfast I had eggs and bacon
I stabbed the yolk with my knife
My blood staining the plate
My brain screaming “make it stop”
Watching myself fall
I cut down a tree today, but it didn’t hurt.

JN, 2026

14.01.2026 01:00 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

This is the reason I use Bluesky. Private and decentralized.

10.01.2026 21:38 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Idk who needs to hear this, but I love you. I’m proud of you. I’m proud of all your wins, no matter how big or small. I know you made mistakes, or maybe you feel lost or low, but it’ll all work out. My DMs are always open.

#healing #depression #friend #therapy #crisis #bipolar #lonely #sad #listen

06.01.2026 23:54 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

One girl said his name.
Twenty-eight years meant nothing.
I stood there disposable.

JN, 2026

#anger #loss #emotion #betrayal #friendship #family

04.01.2026 22:06 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Philippians 4:13 - "I can do all things through him who strengthens me.”

It’s been several years that you’ve been gone. I hope you’re looking down smiling. You are missed.

#christian #loss #thinkingoutloud #grief #bible #notalgia #friend

30.12.2025 16:07 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I wish I was the new girl
Or boy, or whatever society makes of me
I want to have value, not like a valuable person, but like a diamond
Sparkling in the light, sometimes colorless
A picture is worth a thousand words
But I just want to be worth one.

JN 2025

#selfesteem #worth #life #depression #heal

10.12.2025 20:34 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

It’s been a steady decline.

01.12.2025 04:29 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

With the winter coming in, and holidays, remember it’s a hard time for some people. Mental health isn’t an easy topic for most people to talk about, myself included. Be mindful, don’t dismiss, and be opening of people who try to vent or open up. Be safe everyone and know you are loved.

01.12.2025 04:12 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

JN, 2025

#writing #poetry #happy #theraputic #music

29.11.2025 19:04 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

The night shade
Captures your smile
Kind of like autumn leaves
And the post photo op scarlet sun
Skin like cotton sheets, love like a wild fire, enveloping everything you set sights on
I saw you write a letter last night ending with “Forever Yours”
But all I write in response is “I’m Forever Yours”

29.11.2025 19:02 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It’s beautiful really
Eyes showing only apathy
Nothing short of a pathetic semblance
Of a blasè man
Hidden behind ivory curtains
Also hiding any quality of life
Or happy investment of time
Sitting on his phone
Writing rhymes to cope
To wit, is anything real?

JN, 2025

#depression #healing #stoic

11.11.2025 00:08 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Like knives to skin
My bones are ground
Powder, ribbons of flesh
I bleed out my eyes and ears for your touch
With every pill that I take
For every mistake that I’ve made
I find a new way to cope
But you’d never open your eyes.

JN, 2025

#depression #addiction #poetry #writing #pain

05.11.2025 23:43 👍 4 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

The wind blows hard
Screaming, screeching
Intimately, immeasurably loud
But like my thoughts
Quiet and serene
Senseless, meaningless
Tranquil.

JN, 2025

#poetry #writing #mentalhealth #trending #popular #music #depression

05.11.2025 21:03 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Hopefully he had a helmet on

05.11.2025 04:49 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

2x Pint X’s, don’t think I’m a weirdo

05.11.2025 04:49 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Probably gonna use this account for writing and all that good stuff.

05.11.2025 04:23 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0