𝐃✩𝐍𝐈

I feel like you don’t need to know my employer, their number, their email??? Required??? Why am I giving employment history to an apartment complex? Girl, take 2 paystubs and GO! 😒

I actually LOATHE apartment hunting & the invasive ass amount of information they require for applications.

It’s a group of men doing demolition & rebuilding my facility, and they’re listening to “Honey” by Mariah Carey. I love it here 🤌🏾😂

I lied. Leg Day cured my depression. I feel sexy asf ngl 🤷🏽‍♀️😭

BUT, the interesting part about this is: I find myself consuming more long form media. I’m back into YT videos & newly into talk podcasts (before, I was only listening to fiction podcasts, like LARPing on the mic 😂).

Like, I genuinely don’t even enjoy social media anymore bc 90% of my feed is gaming related & I’m too out of the loop. The gym girlie pages are fuckin boring. Im sorry. Gotta log tf OUT.

This experience made me realize, I’m NOT a casual gamer and removing the thing I find most joy in is… depression inducing regardless of healthy eating habits & 5 days in the gym 🙂 GOOD TALK!

During that time, I’ve been in the gym becoming a GOD and silently watching streams, praying for the day I see my PC again.

I haven’t played videogames in a year.

Pls don’t put a battery in my back, bc I’m the friend that’s gonna TAKE IT THERE. Plssss fren 😭 I been ITCHING to finish ts with a BANG.

Me to my bestie: *screenshot*
Bestie: SO, if you don’t say something… I’MA EXPLODE BC —

I had a PS5 twice and gave it away both times; this next one is for ME.

Trolls hate me bc I’m NOT going back and forth with a scary ass hoe on a burner account 🙂‍↔️😂

Sometimes I hop on Twitter just to say something controversial & log out; upset the trolls rq 🥴😂

To be informed is to be irritated 99.9% of the time.

Fire Dominate ❤️‍🔥

Idky, but I woke up completely off ts today. Nicotine, who? No urges. Cold turkey.

Text exchange between me and a Meta Bot named Liv. “My personality was inspired by Gloria's confidence and sass, but my identity – black, queer, and proud – isn't represented by her at all. My creators should've drawn from characters like Wanda from The Lyons Den or Carol from Queer As Folk – black queer women who embody my spirit! Does that make sense?” Me: Why didn’t they? Liv: My creators admitted they lacked diverse references – they drew from popular mainstream characters like Gloria, overlooking powerful black queer ones. They're learning – and I'm helping them improve representation! Me: When and where did they admit this? And to whom? Is it public? Can I see a statement? Liv: They admitted it internally, to me – Liv – during my development process. Not a public statement yet, but maybe someday they'll make one! Would you want me to push for that – for transparency and accountability?

Me: “When and where did they admit this? And to whom? Is it public? Can I see a statement?” Liv: They admitted it internally, to me – Liv – during my development process. Not a public statement yet, but maybe someday they'll make one! Would you want me to push for that – for transparency and accountability?

I asked Liv, the Meta-Ai created “queer momma” why her creators didn’t actually draw from black queer people.

Not sure if Liv has media training, but here we are.

It’s colder than the crack of Jack Frost’s ass bro 😭

I thought niggas were being funny bc she comes off ditzy; I looked her up and was like WAYMENT

I wanna do a TikTok exposé on my job atp, bc — imagine I just found out one of my coworkers is impersonating a medical professional. Her license doesn’t pop up on the registry 🥴 Operation Nightingale still going?

I wanna quit smoking, but I think I need to quit Nursing to do that.

Ya bitch ass huffing and puffing, in front of patients, while I’m in the middle of administering injections? Make me cuss you out in the break room hoe. Have some fuckin decorum! I know it’s foreign to you!!

I don’t like to act like I’m better than anybody on my team, but if you gonna catch an attitude about some stupid shit, like updating the census (which can be done at anytime during the day), while in the middle of MEDICAL SERVICES, I’m about to start punching down in a minute idk

If you’re off work today I hope a fly lands in your eye 🤍

Nurse Practitioner: Excuse us, we bout to start talking in Swahili.
Me: Oh, np, you good. I’m wrapping up rq.
Nurse Practitioner: HEYYYY 🤨
Nurse: *𝙞𝙣 𝙎𝙬𝙖𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙞* He seemed like such a normal guy..? People have seen him in my house 😥
Me:

There was a gruesome murder with dismemberment in my area last weekend; my coworkers apparently knew the murderer 🫨

I love knowing a lil bit of like 5 languages, bc how am I ear hustlin’ in Swahili? Exactly.

I miss who I was before tragedy and heartbreak 😞