storiSage

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So I gave myself permission the other day to just sit and read.

And now I’m telling you, give yourself permission. You get to exist. You get to breathe. You get to sit in the quiet without the chaos. Because you’re not in the trauma anymore.

I’m a traumatized avoidant, and I have this desperate unconscious need to fill every second of my time by doing something. I think it’s why I haven’t been reading much lately. Because to read, for me, is to sit in the quiet and exist.

Give yourself permission. To breathe, to move, to exist.

win!!!

I really wish I could be a cat sometimes

This was SURREAL. I don’t remember the last time I experienced a moment like this. A moment where I looked in the mirror and actually saw a little piece of myself — and felt confident about it. I have... TikTok video by sage

I had a surreal experience… www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8xa8BQq/

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what if I just posted selfies every day

I’M 4 MONTHS ON T! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎉 Here’s the HRT update in less than 3 minutes. ⬆️ #hrt #trans #nonbinary #ftm #lgbt TikTok video by sage

I started taking testosterone 4 months ago 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎉 Here’s the update ➡️ www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8x8WsBB/

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Sometimes, asking for help makes me feel weak. But the truth is, it takes strength and courage to admit we’re struggling, ask for help, and accept it.

So here’s your reminder — it’s OKAY to ask for help.

It’s HARD to ask for help. And I’m right there with you.

As vulnerable as I try to be with my struggles in mental and physical health, asking for help is one of the hardest things for me to do. Even with as much progress as I’ve made, it still is.

Ask for the help you need. 🥰

You’re not weak for it. It doesn’t make you a failure. It doesn’t mean you’re any less of a person.

Why is it Wednesday already?

So even if you feel like you’re drowning right now, just remember that you’re going to be okay. You’ll be able to breathe again soon.

If you ever feel alone, join my Twitch streams, where we talk about all things life, mental health included. 💜 Twitch.TV/StoriSage

I wonder sometimes if the bad days mean I’m slipping, if they mean I’m stepping backward, if I’m going to end up right back where I started.

But that’s not how it works. Bad days don’t just automatically erase the good ones — or the progress that we’ve made.

Recently, I’ve been doing really well. After everything I’ve been through, I am forever thankful for the good days.

But even in one of the most stable periods of my mental and physical health, I still have bad days.

It’s okay to have bad days.

THIS is what it feels like to start HRT after YEARS of waiting for this moment. 🏳️‍⚧️ Shortly after my medical appointment for HRT, I had an announcement stream… and this is just one clip of many show... TikTok video by sage

this is what starting HRT feels like

www.tiktok.com/t/ZP897rtWn/

I can’t wait for my voice to drop again #noseriously #hrt #trans

Ever get that overwhelming anxiety that makes your whole body do the weird shivers/teembling? Yeah… that’s the mood.

THIS IS HARD TO WATCH (Dissociative Identity Disorder) YouTube video by Sage

this is hard to watch… another glimpse into DID: youtu.be/OZyocv230SA?...

thank ya sm to all who hung out tonight on stream! Had a great time with yall 💜

Awh, thank you so so much. I’m feeling a little better now, thankfully. Trying to take care of myself the best I can!

It was too hot and now I’m sick #chronicillness #heatintolerance 😭

hanging out on Discord last night was so much fun!

THIS is what community looks like. 🥰 And I never knew it. Growing up, “community” meant pretending to be someone that I’m not to fit in with a crowd that wasn’t who they said they were. It was all fak... TikTok video by sage

THIS is real community: www.tiktok.com/t/ZP89h8HQk/

I’m REALLY not looking forward to cleaning this weekend. 😭

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