CHIMERACAT ☀️ Sal

She advocated for little treats. My folks hated how ‘spoiled’ I was at her house but looking back, she only ever gave me the time to be a kid when at home I needed to be a mini adult. She saw something in me that deserved kindness and sweetness.

Finally grasped that one reason I’m handling this so hard is that my grandmas house was a reprieve from the stress of being raised by parents with mental illness. It was where I could be a kid. Her passing feels like the final nail in my childhood, gone forever. I’m grieving that too.

Cum flavored diet apple

I kinda fuck with Asian pears tho

some assmunch hacked into my Steam and deleted my friends list???? fuck me. why???

Oooh!!! Definitely checking that out 😊

blender piece/comic depicting an introspective mole

mole's thought

Oh Einsteins is definitely still around! And they do have a decent lox bagel, you’re right

Ooh!! Where at? I wonder if they’re still open

Smoked salmon nova lox bagel from manhattan deli where the guy calls me boss. Oh, and a big black coffee. 💚

That explains it

Ah, I was wondering when my brain would get to the ‘waking up at 5am gripped with blind panic’ stage of grief. Fun.

That’s so precious and this post warmed my heart so much. Thank you 💚

It’s my grandmas ring, I just inherited them after her passing.

I’ve decided to wear these pieces rather than keep them hidden away in a box. She was so worried about finding masculine pieces after I transitioned. I wish I could tell her they’re beautiful and I feel proud to wear them, no matter how feminine they are. Fuck it

Excuse me $4????? CAN?? Of SOUP??????!!!!!

I stg this week has been an endless stream of
‘why do I feel this way’
‘It’s grief’
‘Ohhhhh….’

Fellas, I’m exhausted.

Dude technology was unnecessary cruel to me too. Started showing me ads of ai-generated dementia patients after my grandma passed. It’s fucked.

After your splendid blitz of generosity, I am down to the last *3* of each of these prints! I can't thank everyone enough for welcoming my work into your homes, sharing it, and generally being cool.

Just in case you'd like to help get those numbers to zero:

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Im gonna need a little more time to get back to work as usual I think. I really wasn’t banking on another pointless forever war starting while I was mid-flight.
After learning about the anti trans bills and everything else too. Fuck I need a day.

We have ways of making you cum, Mr Bond.

When Terry Pratchett died it struck me that our door to the world inside his mind was forever closed. Other people could write Discworld books of course, but they would be their own interpretation - not bad but inherently different. I realised each human mind is a unique, limited resource

I feel like a pirate rn jingling in swag it’s kinda awesome

I know right???? This isn’t even all of it. There’s so so so many pieces

I inherited my grandmothers jewelry. remembering she was from a time when women couldn’t have money or bank accounts and this is all transportable wealth really changes the impact of that, especially in these times.
She probably didn’t expect me to wear it but it all fits 💚

Holy fuck I got back and crashed for twelve hours
Fuuuuuck

One silver lining of going through this hellish last week is that nothing feels as big or scary in my immediate small life. Fuck it. If I can get through this, I can get through anything.

I made it. My lil wings are so tired but I made it back.

Flying back home today.

Passage from egypt

Passage from Egyptian coffin texts