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Zanzan (him)

@agenderhottie

Ancestor-summoning poet||writer||diviner Author of The Sunflower Faces East at Dawn, Agender Daydreams, behind god's eyes, a modest mahogany table www.wordsbythokozani.com

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Went to go see my friend today and the way he big brothered me makes me want to weep 😭 I forgot what it's like having someone older than you acting like it
(this is unfortunately also a sad reflection of the impact of having a deadbeat older sister)

09.03.2026 08:08 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a woman in a red dress is sitting at a table with a red cup of coffee . ALT: a woman in a red dress is sitting at a table with a red cup of coffee .

β€œUntil the day is night and night becomes the day”

β€œUntil the trees and seas just up and fly away”

β€œUntil the day that eight times eight times eight is four”

Hoping a love like this finds me!

07.03.2026 22:01 πŸ‘ 13 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Trying to unlearn my sense of urgency in "moving the plot along" in my own life. Any tips?

05.03.2026 14:32 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Something about the house being a little too warm and the fan on full blast always reminds me of when I was little

04.03.2026 14:09 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Taking my friend to sit quietly in a park and paint nature next week as 2 non artists as an act of resistance against surveillance and the AI-ification of everything

03.03.2026 00:09 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Very much the meme of the stickman lying in bed with the infinite loop speech bubble saying must remain gentle

03.03.2026 00:07 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

no more AI "art." i want art made by people because i want to know how people think, feel, live. how a day on this earth is for someone else. a night. and why the heart, though so heavy, still wants to dance. i want art that looks into this mystery. art that connects me to another person who wonders

16.02.2026 01:22 πŸ‘ 175 πŸ” 53 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

Aros we up πŸ€πŸ’šπŸ–€

15.02.2026 11:26 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

An Ace Week during spooky season and an Aro Week during lovey season. I love it.

14.02.2026 06:12 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

sometimes, if you’re up early enough, you can hear them turn the birds on

11.02.2026 09:27 πŸ‘ 3149 πŸ” 520 πŸ’¬ 49 πŸ“Œ 21

Oh my god thank you so much! 😭🩷

10.02.2026 23:21 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I actually cannot believe I'm experiencing sinus/allergy issues for the first time ever how do you stuffy nose girlies do this every allergy season 😭

10.02.2026 23:18 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

you must not look at me until I get into the water

09.02.2026 02:37 πŸ‘ 156 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

I have a silly short story that's kinda a companion to an essay idea and I wanna mix em up and make a microchapπŸ₯Ί

09.02.2026 09:31 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Haha you feel me!

09.02.2026 09:29 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

A small but very deep thing that bothers me about generative AI as a shortcut to practice and work and skill is the basic assumption that it’s impossible to take pleasure in a creative pursuit that you aren’t very good at and I assure you that is not the case

06.02.2026 19:41 πŸ‘ 1580 πŸ” 462 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 29

My usual morning walk, that I do every day somehow took me all the way out what do you mean I needed a 2.5 hour nap after it 😭

05.02.2026 01:36 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

β€œMy seeds will not grow,” said Toad.

β€œYou are shouting too much,” said Frog, β€œThese poor seeds are afraid to grow.”

04.02.2026 20:37 πŸ‘ 272 πŸ” 50 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 7

When my mother told me β€œanything is possible,” I didn’t realize she was making an existential threat

06.07.2023 03:38 πŸ‘ 481 πŸ” 141 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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Was v happy with how this looks came together last night πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ

03.02.2026 22:28 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a black and white typography edit that reads "i am not doomed. i am still curious." there are two white ducks below the text looking up at a duck flying above the text. the entire image is edited to look photocopied.

a black and white typography edit that reads "i am not doomed. i am still curious." there are two white ducks below the text looking up at a duck flying above the text. the entire image is edited to look photocopied.

a little bit of hope means you want to know about the world, no matter what it's done to you

20.12.2025 23:24 πŸ‘ 1323 πŸ” 558 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 6

Kinda devastated that my body just hates sweet treats all of a sudden right now. What do you mean a headache after eating chocolate?😭πŸ₯Ί

03.02.2026 07:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

!!!!!

02.02.2026 13:40 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I am indeed nostalgic and sentimental

02.02.2026 03:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Love this so much omg πŸ˜­πŸŽ‰πŸ₯Ί

01.02.2026 18:21 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

virgo, your ruler, is a creative and optimistic sign and will put your ideas to good use this weekend. you have a brilliant mind at your disposal, so don’t hold back: start by thinking big – then do even bigger things.

29.01.2026 10:08 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I have so many ideas for essays and now I need to be held accountable so I'm asking once again who is open for subs? πŸ₯Ί #writingcommunity

29.01.2026 01:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Obsessed with her

29.01.2026 00:45 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Learning lessons: things I tell myself about how other people feel are not true until they tell me directly and me spiralling about the things I don't know but think I know will end with me getting viciously embarrassed and deservedly so πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ as the people say, growth.

27.01.2026 02:14 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Might fuck around and gently hold myself in my arms because there's no one else around to do it.

25.01.2026 15:53 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0