Pup Otto

Turn yourself away from the wickedness I said
Evil comes to play in the image of the dead

Everything that rises must converge

Everything that rises must converge

Addiction is a bitch. Every day is a new day of dealing with it in its small ways, but it does get easier. If this resonates, if you are struggling with something you know is hurting you yet cannot stop using, please feel free to reach out to me. I know what it's like, you don't have to be alone.💜

It took years of therapy, tons of arguments, & so many "quitting" moments for it finally to get through to me. And now it's the easiest it's ever been for me to be without weed. I look back on these images & feel nothing but sadness for the person that I used to be. But also comfort. It's not me now

Sometimes I do regret that things had to turn out this way, but at the same time it *was always going to be this way.* I know what kind of person I am now when it comes to impulses, control. I can't wean myself off of something like this, god knows I tried. Cold turkey was the only way for me to go.

Addiction is such an all-encompassing thing sometimes that makes it difficult to even begin to visualize a reality where you are without the substance, the using. At my worst I truly thought I could not be happy without marijuana in my life, that it was the only thing making me happy. Such a sad lie

Then /// Now

I can never go back to smoking weed, and that is ok with me now. It never did anything good for me, only made me content to stay exactly as I was without growing, changing & improving.

It took so many "last times" for me to actually have a last time. But now it's been 6 months :)

Is this caption referencing what I think its referencing? 😆🐟 (I love the drone too 💜)

its a habit

Puppy?
Puppy Hooters?

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#FursuitFriday #FemboyFriday

That one time this puppy tried being caged 🥺🦴🔐 Otto would love to try it again if I got a better one tbh 👀🐶💜

As opposed to an Otto puo without clothes, here's an Otto pup in clothes 😄 breaking new ground here on Bluesky woof woof 😆🐶

preparing a Ted Talk about how good of a boy he is I think 🧐🐶🗣️

The bespectacled Dog 🥸🐶 woof woof good Sir 👀

When people share insecurities about weight gain / body changes w/ me, I'll reassure & tell them that their body is beautiful as it is, all that matters is that they're ok with it & living the best they can, and support them if not

But damn I can't tell myself the same thing as the pounds go up :/

Disabled pup in a red and blue hood

It’s the final day of #DisabilityPride month. Remember to check in on your disabled friends. We can’t afford to leave anyone behind and let the system destroy us one by one #puppyplay #humanpup #gaypup #gaypuppy #paddedpup

pup-lic urinal
com for @lewdchipmunkad.bsky.social >:3

Omg. That lil pup teddy is so freaking cute I love the tiny little hood 😍🐶

Otto getting tied up at San Diego pride 😳🪢🐶 this was honestly so much fun, this puppy loved getting to be a lil subject for a bit. I have a lot of respect for how intricate some of this stuff has to be for it to be effective 🤭🥴

I loved them so much 🤩 I would highly recommend it!! It's a pretty unique anime and I love all the craziness it offers 💫

That would be so sweet puppy 🥰🐶👀

This was the inspiration 😙 still need to finish reading part 8!!

Throwback to when I got Jojo's themed nails 😍⭐ honestly I miss these a ton they were so much fun, but at least I painted my nails again recently for the first time in over a year and plan on not stopping again 🐶💅

Disabled pup in a blue and red hood, in a small park with a statue of Queen Victoria in the background

It’s not our job to educate the people who don’t want to understand. If they want to be blissfully ignorant and stare, it says more about their close mindedness than people like us who’ll have none of that shit #DisabilityPride #puppyplay #humanpup #gaypup #gaypuppy #paddedpup

You come into the room and see puppy like this...wyd first? 👀😜💜

Arufff 🥰🐶 you're so sweet puppy 💜

Throwback to the actual first night Pup Otto ever came to be...I get a bit nostalgic for these days sometimes, my Master & I really were in quite a different place literally & metaphorically. But I've grown a ton and learned even more since then, & I never want to go back to how I was before :) 🐶💜

This gaymer puppy was allowed to play on the couch 🤗🐶 although I don't know if I'm playing with this game right, it does go in ur muzzle right? 😅🥺

Otto is very happy to be out and free to be himself again, as a better & healthier person and dog. This was an awesome experience for me and afterwards we even walked all the way back through Balboa park in our hoods, pupped out. Never could’ve done that two years ago, but here I am now 💜🐶🐾