2025:
- My dad was scammed
- We sell our car
- Dad gets cancer
- Uncle gets cancer
- Dad gets stabbed on walk
- We have to sell many things to keep house
- my 16 year old dog dies just after Christmas
2026:
- Losing house in a few weeks
- Uncle lost his fight against cancer

More bad news soon. Why?

I want to learn how to draw and I want to push myself to draw often this year, so I started the year with... honestly I'm not even sure what exactly but I'm glad it exists now lol

Forgot I can post about my video stuff as well! I'm really happy with my organization of the node tree that I used in this shot of my latest video! It's funny now but I feel so silly forgetting there's a switch node which would have saved me so much keyframing pain from manually switching icons.

YESSSSSSSSSSS

Hey berri, I promise (at least from personal experience) people don't notice a ton of issues, because they're not looking for them. They're looking to be entertained. Even if you stumble a little, if you make something fun it'll be forgotten just as quickly as it happened!
You've got this!

Cafe Progress update!
Still got lots left to do but we're getting there!

WIP model while I think about how I'm going to make an aquarium scene.

A render I made for my birthday 2 months ago! I really want to make more things in blender but it's going to take a while. I'm hoping to learn sculpting some time soon