sickness sucks, tryna move on from the people who have caused me shit, its not the easiest, but im glad that im not surrounded by the bullshit people anymore, i mean seriously if youd give up everything we have built over 8 years over rick prime coming to fortnite then who fucking needs ya
i...
i feel good today. i feel like i gotta hold of my bearings, it feels..
it feels good
hey uh, would anyone happen to have any advice at all on dealing with high blood pressure? i dont have it or anything like that, but my mothers is really high and shes been put on meds for it and im just worried for her and wanna help her as much as i can.
my supposed best friend just blocked me because of rick prime coming to fortnite
we didnt even argue, i just said i predicted a collab, he said he saw it ages ago, i said it was revealed yesterday, and he left, and blocked me
im so done with shit dude
iv tried eating today, iv not done that well, only managed to eat like a quarter of what i made before i ended up throwing up.
im not gonna give up, im going to keep going, they would want me to,,, but its just so hard
Im having too many bad thoughts recently.
I dont know how to let go properly. And i cant talk with anyone about it. And i actually dont even want to.
It feels like i have no one left. And it makes me want to leave
its no fault to anyone. Iv just had so much happen its getting unbearable
What
i really love macro stuff and really want to celebrate macro march, but i genuinely dont know what i can do, not many of my friends like macro stuff or the stuff i like to do during macro march.
its my favorite fetish month and i cant really do anything with it, with anyone
honestly makes me sad
Oh... right.. macro march. I cant believe i forgot... i guess my heads been that full
...whats an,,, ice cream cake?
il be taking a model break until monday, i do apolagise about the delay
new model for
@aus906tin.bsky.social
of there cute mouse boy aiden!
this one was fun to try a more toony art style on, havent done a mouse in a while, its also nice to like femboys more often, i like those.
Comms are still open if anyone would like one still
thanks for comming me!
new model for
@aus906tin.bsky.social
of there cute mouse boy aiden!
this one was fun to try a more toony art style on, havent done a mouse in a while, its also nice to like femboys more often, i like those.
Comms are still open if anyone would like one still
thanks for comming me!
iv given up on talking about issues im going through. im just gonna be posting my models from now on and informing if theres any news on public models
I was suggested it might help with my feelings but. Honestly it just makes me feel off.
new model post coming in a couple hours
im glad im working still, actually posting models properly again but,, man i still dont know how to figure out what to do, its been nearly 2 months, and the pain of the loss still hasnt died down,,, and with everything else going on, my condition, my stress, my mental health
i just,, idk what to do
Dreams do come true. Now shes belly barging into your kitchen drinking your milk
Shes dreaming shes in minecraft and suddenly became a cat
new model done for @agluttonouswuff.bsky.social of Fang The Sniper
this one was a challenge with how toonily done the face is, but it was fun to make and i think it looks REALLY good, It was fun to do a classic and sheriff take on him
yall want him public?
COMMS STILL OPEN!
Credits:
models in pictures made for
Leon kennedys soon to be public
@mathewh88.bsky.social - fwench fwy
@rushrabbit.bsky.social - Bellwether
@maxstarbound - moushley
Comms are open again. I REALLY need to make some money rn. Im running terribly low. If you would like a model. Or know someone who would want a model Please post this around
I could really use the help
Heres some of my model examples
WILLING TO OFFER 15% DISCOUNT TO FIRST DM
Thank you <3
im really glad you do thank you
hey if you need a model wink wink im available lol
hope this dumb pony/bunny helps as much as possible honey,
i love you
i never made an alex mod no
Still sick and dealing with the aftermath but, i do got a new model post for yall,
another thing i did for @chaothix.bsky.social, i made a design and model of Maple from Mario Golf!
and i even made an original furry design meowple!
THIS MODEL WILL ALSO BE PUBLIC AT 1400 FOLLOWERS! (on twitter)
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I keep needing to take new medications and they make me feel weird and shaky.. i just really want to be normal again i just want to model and smile and be me
Im sorry for the venty post. I just dont have an outlet at the moment. I will be back to posting models soon Just please. bear with me
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I hate that things keep weighing me down. Im trying so hard to move on. To just try and regain a sense of normality. But bad things keep happening. My stress keeps building. In the past couple of weeks iv lost an amazing friend. A family member. Had to break off from a horrible toxic person
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After going to the doctor. It seems that iv been diagnosed with Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome. Apparently due to constant stress, anxiety and terrible sleeping patterns
it would definetly explain the episodes iv been having. Apparently it can go away but theres no definitive way.
