Eagerly waiting for the new episode of the amazing digital circus just to get a bit of dopamine, because oh boys I really need it.
(It's going to make me cry, but it's a good cry. Had too many bad of them this week)
Was in an HORRIBLE mood (and while I understand her and she has all the right to it, it wasn't the best for my mental health), jeez what more?? Can I just get a break??
So, my uncle's condition doesn't seem to getting better, my mother complains with me about her ex husband, aka my father (look, she has all the right to do so...but maybe not with me), my father saying he's depressed at my workplace, my boyfriend still acting cold after a discussion, my boss today ⬇️
Original for comparison
Took me way less than I thought TBH
One of those challenges/ practice you have to deal with one in a while to remember yourself you're still a good artist, even if your style is not super realistic: I really needed it.
#OC #art #humanartist
Yup! Rhodon is rose, and dendron means tree!
Or rather, rhodon is ancient Greek, vrodon is more ancient
I finally remembered why I called Vrodon, well, Vrodon. It's ancient greek for rose, the flower. Old me was still clever
Highly admire iperrealistic artists, can I just say how much of this is just technique? I mean I don't see this being more challenging than drawing in my personal style, just slower.
It's satisfying to look at tbh, but...geez, I'm bored
A friend I RP with sent me this guy saying this is how she imagined Vrodon, and gosh yes, so I said "I must draw it!" And she replied "why? Just use this image" you know, I know my art suck, but geez.
So since I wanted to do it anyway as practice, I'm trying to do something realistic, and though I
feet, probably because I dislike them
1 RT = 1 love for my art 😭🙏🖤
old (left) vs New (rght), lessa saturated, I feel it looks way better (also fixed the angle of one finger, and the robe)
Still thinking about a bg
❤️Hey friends ❤️
Im in a pretty tough spot. I need 300usd by tomorrow. Shares would be super appreciated! ♡
I have an ongoing sale in my shop and a ko-fi.
I know times are tough for everyone, so all I can ask for is shares ♡
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www.etsy.com/shop/Meggles...
Remember when I said I wanted a less humanoid mega for Pteromon? I DIDN'T MEAN ANOTHER DRAGON.
But it's cool
LOATHES necromancers, and would probably "thank him" by torturing and keeping him alive
Wren pretty often; after being sealed away in Réalta's realm, Wren has tried to find a way out by appearing in people's dream, and some people might be more susceptible. Vrodon would definitely want to free him, free the avatar of the God who gives people the access to necromancy: too bad Wren ⬇️
I was thinking the other day, after the events of Death Arises, and the birth of Anam, the God of the deads, necromancers must have an hard time, and so this might justify Vrodon being a "different" necromancer, one that uses other people's body part. Also, he is one of those people who dreams ⬇️
After many years, I finally watches Princess Mononoke! Very beautiful indeed!
It was so long I had to watch it in two days, because I was on the tapis roulant 🤣
Like I really like working out, my diet is very normal and affordable, so it's not a burden, it's my life, but suddenly everything feel useless, and I feel helpless, powerless.
Yeah but as you said, it triggers the bug, and the worm starts digging deeper and deeper, and maybe you were having a good day, a good week, and everything starts spiraling down. You feel like you were wrong about being proud of yourself, you're telling lies to yourself, and that kills any joy.
I Wish I had visible abs so badly, causes even if my fat percentage is below 20%, people still comment my body, mostly because I'm short and stout I think.
If I had visible abbs I could just reply by lifting my shirt, and it would be priceless.
Maybe one day...
It will never cease to annoy me how much it took me to get below 20% fat mass, and how easy it was to get back to it. Funny thing is I even wear smaller trousers now lol but back to work I guess. Now I aim at 16% wish me luck
*Vrodon, not Brídín 🤣
To write an evil, and relatable, disabled character. Then I realized we both have something in common: we both hate our bodies, even for different reasons, and I think it could work out in the end.
But what is his motivation in Eriu? I mean, bad people don't need a reason to be bad, but he still needs a goal, a motivation, something. At first, I thought about him replacing "pieces" of himself because he was disabled, but as a non disabled person I feel I don't have the right ⬇️
Pleasure in pain, inflicted on himself or on others. Not even that lasted long, and so he also refused the evil god, and became a godless angel (we plan on transforming him back to an human).
In Eriu, I needed an antagonist for a story I never wrote neither really conceptualized, and he could fit ⬇️
As in this setting angels don't eat, don't drink, don't fuck, don't cry, so even if they can feel human emotions, they can't feel human "sensations", and so he was corrupted by an evil deity who promised him pleasure, and so his passion for medicine became a passion for necromancy, and he searched ⬇️
These past days I was wondering what to do with Vrodon as an Eriu character. In the original setting, Brídín was an human who died out of plague because he stayed with the ill ones to take care of them, since he was a medic, and because of this he became an angel, but started hating this new life ⬇️
