we could meet down the line after all of the time and give an actual try
we could meet down the line after all of the time and give an actual try
and i’m not gonna miss his shitty friends and nights of their binge drinking
how are you lookin at me like a stranger?
pull the trigger on the gun
just wish that we could fight now, i’d hold you on the comedown
i’ve been drinking and staying up too late, reliving bad decisions
bad nights, new girls, misgivings
you’re a bad holiday, you’re the drug that I take when I want to forget how I’m feeling
guess that space was the thing that I needed, but I miss you
now i’m half of myself here without you, you’re the best in my life and I lost you
meet you down at the bottom, finish your bottle
guess that happened when we got older
i see you every night in my sleep, anticipating every bad dream like falling with a knife, you cut deep
but if you asked me to run away, i’d go easily
hard to sleep, could it be only me?
i never said it but i know that i can’t picture anything past 25
i’m so high but can’t look down, left my past life on the ground
and I held on to every word, couldn’t let you go and called it hope
hallucination, shame, guilt, pain, more pain
and I destroyed every silver lining you had, in your head, all of your feelings, I played with them
you said forever and I almost bought it, i miss fighting in your old apartment
hope you feel better
the whole facade seemed to fall apart, it’s complicated
i almost liked the way you fooled me to make me feel like this would last forever
hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage
you came out of the blue like that
this is what the drugs are for, turn the lights off on the comedown