i swear it will petrify me here in this place
posture locked, bloodflow blocked, the pain etched in my face
choking down what comes around, im busy drowning in my waste
the battles of the past can never ever be erased (2/2)
@layneisawriter
people often forget that when exploring themselves, its not always picturesque vistas and rosy sunsets. they neglect the boggy marshes and the miserable caves. but i think those parts of ourselves are also fun to discover, just a little harder to accept
i swear it will petrify me here in this place
posture locked, bloodflow blocked, the pain etched in my face
choking down what comes around, im busy drowning in my waste
the battles of the past can never ever be erased (2/2)
the weight of the world borne by a delicate mind
wasted potential from when the stars aligned
tighter and tighter the strings endlessly wind
until i cant even feel what im trying to find (1/2)
thank you so much!! π
A black goat with long hair flowing in the wind wearing robes while riding a black cloud
Cloud Rider Goat #pixel_dailies #Pixquare #pixelart #Transport #Goat #Clouds #LinePlay
I made you a protection bubble Nito. β€οΈβπ©Ή
the winter's supposed to be fluffy and full
the world in blankets of snow
but this time around its sloughy and cold
like some kind of runny nose
you grasp to find some inner strength
exhausted all you broke the bank
and there truly is no one to thank
just how things are, your ship simply sank
its cruel how the hours crawl
when everything around you falls
you cannot seem to breathe at all
but the sun still hangs there, standing tall
the light it burns its taunting you
you know its up there laughing too
piercing rays to run you through
divine and pure, what you once knew
dig into your skin
sink my teeth in
feed upon what little meat
that i can find within
a husk of soul
and full of holes
picked clean they feasted shamelessly
mites always take their toll
stolen days
forgotten nights
endless delays
cavernous frights
i feel like ill never create any more
my mind has been melted and covered in sores
i cant get it back to where it was before
im hopeless and helpless to my hollowed out core
underneath the overgrowth
the ruins of what was once called home
the safest spaces are those that dont
hang over your thoughts or undermine your hope (2/2)
overtop the undergrowth
among the grass in quiet groves
lying in wait and unexposed
a nasty beast, or so supposed (1/2)
i am unable to exhale
damning myself without fail
waiting for that holy grail
my spirit is far too sick and frail
cant feel at all when things are good
feel it all when things are bad
i trip and fall knocking on wood
and pray to god i dont go mad
lost far more than gained
unwashably stained
parades sorely rained
never not chained
as those great metal beasts roared up in the air
i could not do much else but to helplessly stare
at their unholy spawn, that ear-piercing chime
and think "we may truly deserve it this time"
i might start using this account to post poems wrintings i like by other people (with credit of course) alongside things i write
sometimes i have a dream where im crying my eyes out and it gives me the emotional relief that the real world has stolen from me
ive learned that time does not in fact fly
it sprints with nauseating fervor
i spend my days desperately wondering why
my dreams somehow only get further
my blood trudges and pumps
thickly pulsing like oil
a mind hanging heavy, adrenaline dumped
my train of thought hopelessly soiled
2025β’06β’25
I kept drawing because I wasn't satisfied, but I thought there were not changes, so I decided to just upload it.
#μ΄μ¦μΈ λ―Έ #izutsumi #γ€γ
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#λμ λ°₯ #dungeonmeshi #γγ³γΈγ§γ³ι£―
gluttony will damn us all in the end
our thirst for things we cant comprehend
at first it will be reality as shattered
then we will toy with things that we dont know matter (2/2)
we are not meant to know what lies behind the sky
just because we can doesnt mean we should
if we could see what happens when we die
the impact it will have simply cannot be good (1/2)
"it'll stop if you just concede"
it whispers through the pain
"forsake what you wanted to be,
and i can make it go away"
even if you dont want to listen
so disgusting you wont even touch
itll torture you into submission
at some point it will be too much
@talicide.bsky.social pider
#pixelart #cat
Dreaming My Dreams With Youπ©·
#Yumenikki #γγγ«γ£γ #ValentinesDay
Still Night - My first attempt at animation #pixelart
#pixelart
OH and heres the playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/0bx...