ugh • year of doing it scared

It’s a crime I’m not just a fairy in the woods

they stole an hour from women

Chat, I was planning on doing laundry tomorrow and deep cleaning or shampooing my carpet, but it’s spring break.

And there’s a zoo two hours away that I’ve always wanted to go and visit 👀 do I do it? This would really be the only day I could.

But also, I want to be lazy lol

an artwork by Spindle of the character/self-inert, Spindle, an elflet with teal/green hair tied up in a high ponytail. She's wearing a yellow top with baggy sleeves, orange bikini top underneath, and sheer/see-through black long skirt, as well as beige flats

Spindle in beach-adjacent fit

tbh, sometimes I finish reading the first book in a series, and I just have such bad fatigue and burnout by the end that I never end up reading the rest of the series oops

Caring about people does not always mean feeling infinite patience.

Sometimes it means recognizing your own limits without letting them change you.

I think one of the hardest things to admit is that compassion can coexist with frustration.

a blonde woman wearing red goggles with holes in them ALT: a blonde woman wearing red goggles with holes in them

Literally think about this movie at least twice a month randomly

a woman is sitting on a bench holding a cell phone in her hand . ALT: a woman is sitting on a bench holding a cell phone in her hand .

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing!!!!!

I’ve tried to get back into using Tumblr so many different times. Like it was a peak part of my middle school and high school years, but I always seem to lose steam?

Perhaps it’s just harder to find a community on there than I remember????

ANYWAY!

it’s kinda nice out today so I hope everyone soaks in a little bit of sun

I hope they spit in his food

dude in the truck just snapped his fingers at the cashier omfg

man why you gotta be rude to fast food workers

no joke this truck cut in front of me in the drive though, like drove around the ordering thing before I finished placing mine, and now idk what to do cause they never ordered?????

also they have a sticker that says “assholes live forever” pft

I have like the whole thing plotted out. The problem is just actually sitting down and doing it 😭

I’ve had so many potential stories I’ve written, maybe the first three chapters? And never finished.

heh get it??? Eating my brain AND its a zombie apocalypse

unsent letters. a radio station. zombies. a road trip. two women falling in love at the end of the world.

that’s the book idea currently eating my brain.

I have an idea for a queer apocalypse zombie road-trip horror with romance

AND I NEED TO WRITE IT!!!!!

Just had one myself and goddamn

Also, I hope everyone gets a good bowl of mac & cheese soon.

I fear that zombie movies are my kryptonite

He was such a patient boy! Just left it on his head until it fell off because I moved.

😭 I APPRECIATE YOU!!!!

I think I’ve just had a lot of self-worth issues lately. I mean, they’re always there, just more prevalent the last few months.

Honestly, I just think I need to take up walking or working out again. I need to feel better about myself.

Merlin wanted to show you guys his new hat.

I'm at that stage where it feels more like a chore than something I enjoy.

i need to get back into writing again

and I feel so damn small.

The fucked up part is that, from the outside, I probably do look successful.

I’m good at teaching. I have my master’s degree. I’m in a leadership position. I’m respected at work.

But comparison is a bitch. It takes a life you’ve worked hard for and makes it feel small.

Fuck comparing yourself to other people.

I have a friend who is happily married, moving to the state I want to move to, leaving behind the kind of red-state bullshit I’m so tired of, and making more money than I do with less experience.

And I feel like such a goddamn failure.