syncheart is a dead project

it’s been fun but i want music to be a hobby and syncheart is something i would’ve had to take seriously in order for it to work

i wanna do a project where i don’t have to take it too seriously for it to work a following would be nice but blowing up is scary

i’ve never thrived academically so that’s why i’m saying it, i can’t wait to take a year or two off to relieve the pressure.

i cant beleive im graduating college tomorrow. personally i hated college, was probably the worst version of myself. regardless, i’m committed to being the best version of myself.

listening to tay-k brb

if shane dawson had kept the cat thing to himself he’d still have most of his career lol

can anyone tell me if this app is dying

content cop in 2025 is nuts

i think i’ve gotten to the point where I know how cruel humans can be to the point that i don’t care about content warnings and can mindlessly stomach anything and i’m unsure if i should get professionally checked for that

i think i’ve almost recovered from the post-covid angst i’ve had for years

god protect jack black’s soul

maine is basically canada ur good

i think in order to continue music i have to stop being a sociopath who’s self centered asf bc he has no friends

i remember childhood online safety where we were told that we weren’t supposed to disseminate personal info online but beats me

social media has turned into a shock factor playground and slop content farm.

cant believe i wasted 11 years (half of my current lifespan btw) of my life off this junk. would’ve been way better without it.

now it’s not even fun or engaging to use. it’s just ass. delete meta, use it on web only.

deleted instagram for my phone im finally free

this is an outdated opinion that i only stated because of my own shortcomings and self-limiting beliefs.

i probably should’ve never had any opinion on this, i only said this cos of jealousy in the underground industry. it’s something i’ll admit i need to work on. it’s on me to have a better mind.

i realized was sorely wrong actually. it’s my bad for not trying hard enough and trying to run away from my goals to seek comfort. i only said this cause i was trying to sound introspective or smart.

the urge to travel to japan and spend an extra semester abroad

thank you luke tennyson for getting me into japan i wanna be rebellious in japan

i hope i don’t get blacklisted by this take didn’t submit to bitbird had school and work

i realized the compilations, although good idea starters and stimulators, tend to stagnate individual artist growth rather than grow it due to dependency. most growth is outside of compilations, by just releasing music.

oh shit i just deleted instagram the world is better

wow

for clarification, exercise is GOOD. work tf out, i know i should do it more often too. it just baffles me that these ‘alpha males’ will overtly praise overweight president, a flabby tech mogul, and a guy who sounds like his larynx was cut off for their “contributions to health”.

if you read to the solutions about physical health, the most ironic thing is that this is coming from the president who cosplayed as a McDonald’s kitchen employee for working class sympathy points. You know, the fast food place that’s quite unhealthy. Also, Trump is a dying obese man himself.

i would implore everyone who has a dream to watch my hero academia (i’m on the 8th episode)

after some years i still haven’t really made too many friends in music, hahaha

what if 2hollis made a song where the only lyric was ‘2hollis’

why is there a flying angel baby telling me to take a shit

also mandatory ableism is bad reply don’t be ableist cunts

to the autists, you aren’t compelled to feel a certain way about your autism, whether you believe it benefits you or disadvantages you. but keep in mind that that is how YOU perceive it. don’t let your neurotypical bad actors around you tell you what to think about it.