Untrustedlife

Sometimes the right thing to do is enjoy a chapter while it lasts and then close the book I think.
Gonna try to get back to intense game dev. Wish me luck :p

Figure dout why ive been so drained lately:
My uncle died two weeks ago.
I'm sleep deprived.
I'm burned out.
I'm emotionally investing too hard with very little reciprocation in certyain relationships.
And I'm still grieving.
Of course i'm not stable right now. 🫠
WIsh me luck in fixing this heh.

Whatever you are working on it looks really cool. My godot games are all spreadsheet simulators lel

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It was created in 1991. So it’s actually around 35 years old.

I'm such a menace.

I can feel things extremely deeply, I just don’t know how to say them. Getting past surface-level takes a LOT conscious effort for me. I wish I could train that part of my brain so it would just come out natrully.

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Whenever you feel weird about your relationships, just remember that the most dating-inexperienced person you know is currently being gaslit by ChatGPT about their own relationship status.

Sarding hell my own dog won’t even comfort me right now, I started crying and she moved to the other side of the bed. I am so cooked.

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Just played through wonderland.jar ! It’s fantastic , I like that there are more Minecraft mods doing liminal space imagery now!

I made a modpack about this btw with fully custom liminal cities and lore!

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#indie #modding #mods

Anyway i started working on a new game. No details yet, its gonna be awesome :P

Anyway maybe that was too spicy for a blueksym dedicate dto game dev :P

Like i know its like, life and work and shit but like my brians like "nah there has to be an evil entity stopping them muahahaha" lmao

Wante dto get that off my chest heh.

Like i know its like, life and work and shit but like my brians like "nah there has to be an evil entity stopping them from spending time with you muahahaha"

Been trying to be more socially active lately,and my brain does this dumb thing where if plans are delayed it starts inventing whole narratives like:“they're talking to someon else who isn’t letting them go.” it’s basically anxiety fanfiction, but it’s annoying how believable it feels sometimes.

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I'm on an accidental fitness arc via rhythm goblin behavior.
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Two words, "Soft Secession"
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Kinda?

It's used in DR4X as well (a game he made on steam that I did the art for.)

I THINK this was his first commission from me.

#art #commission

Try my game jam game here!

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#indie #gamedev #thatgamejam

Though admittedly I’m a little stuck on what I want to do for the next session. The rest are easy. And I know how I want this session to end but k font know what to do in it.

Btw I joined a game jam. I have to be done with it by Sunday. I’ve already finished all the hard work and I’m just building the “sessions” now.

I’ve now accepted that I’m down bad lol

That’s what I would do anyway lol

Heh. At least blur out their username.

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Yeah…

classic me 'remember the moment' -> 'dont remember the name.'
i also remember it being cozy AF

I wonder if she remembers that too. Too bad I don’t even remember what she looked like, let alone her name lol.

No clue why my brain stored this.

Like, the only thing missing was an arm around the waist, there was basically zero space between my chest and her back. I’m pretty sure she’s the one who scooted in while I was asleep. Anyway, I heard someone say the word “spoon” in a YouTube video and it instantly made me think of that.