vin electric 🔞

i’m so cringe and i’m very sorry for that. rough week, will be normal again soon lmao.

sorry for being cringe everyone i have a few drinks and i become so silly. i just want to put someone else in this position and watch them fold sometimes tho…

this is ironic and dumb^ but also i love being evil hornily fr

i love being evil!!! anyone who wants to be mistreated sexily contact me (but also i’m too tired to be consistent so maybe don’t lolllll)

anyway. do you guys like ur bic lighters circumcised or uncircumcised

sorry for being super edgy lmao i’m not abusing substances dw

i would never abuse substances, i love them too much

i lost my favourite earring at sydney mardi gras. i made it myself with special beads years ago and cannot replace it. also i didn’t even see the parade because of my sprained ankle and the stupid annoying roadblocks making it way too hard and my friend cried about it ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh

australians we need to rise up and use our unique powers to spoil the wordle answer for all our american followers

we need more small to average penises in fanart tbh. it’s cute and fun and hot and i’m just not really into huge cock personally so i would benefit greatly >:)

my life is so cool when i don’t go online lmao… but where else do i tell everyone my random passing thoughts???

life is just doing dishes and laundry until you feel the sweet embrace of death

anyway i don’t really judge what other people are into im just talking about my silly feelings and such

everyone ignore me for several days bc i’m feeling cringe and embarrassed on the internet and i need to go see my people irl so i remember that i’m cool and life is normal

thanks! will definitely check it out later

i use only real examples of course 😇

thanks 🙏🥲

anyway i should probably delete all this because people thinking of me as undermineable makes me feel extremely unsexy and gross but it has been on my mind unfortunately

sorry to trauma dump on main, i just am a dom who has entered scenes with people and then had them be like “no ur not, u want to do what *i* say, i can tell” when it wasn’t what we agreed on or discussed and it has kinda messed me up a bit tbh and now im all weird about my blorbos and stuff lol

and sometimes the idea that a dom who isn’t perfectly confident and strong isn’t sexy just makes me feel bad because of that lol. so. i do see a dom in stede and i kinda see myself in him tbh lol. and im just being very silly at the moment. but i am just a whole person!

i hope nobody thinks less of me for any of that lol. i’ve just had some really bad experiences where people tried to undermine me as a dom in scenes in a genuinely nonconsensual and abusive way rather than bratting or anything, and tried to force me to sub for them when it wasn’t what we agreed,

but it reminds me of the insecurity that assholes who have tried to force me to sub because they want to take advantage of whatever “cracks” they see in my dominance have left me with lol :,) i get why people don’t see me as dominant but trauma left a sore spot which makes it even worse fml

anyway. yeah. seeing my dom self in stede. lots of people don’t get it. i do, and people i love do, and that’s all that really matters.

i guess my sexual fantasy is people seeing the power i can hold despite not reading to people initially as confident or powerful. i want to be seen as dominant, it’s hot! though i know my demeanour is not necessarily in alignment with that. but i get up to so much freak shit you don’t even know!

which is not exactly cool confident fantasy dom of me, so yeah, i doubt a lot of subs find me hot, but i don’t need them to, i only really practice with ppl i know really well. it’s just my power fantasy being interrupted lolll. i can imagine stede as an evil pervert! i’m a polite freak myself!

bc my fantasy AND reality is being unassuming and having been repressed for a long time and then getting to finally be the me i always wanted to be and get a bit evil with it-i do see myself as a dom in stede lol and i must confess i am cringe so i’m like “aw, u don’t think i’m hot? :<“

this is super cringe and it doesn’t matter, but a lot of ppl in the canyon are subs who are thinking about their fantasies of doms and discounting stede and i’m just cringe like “aw man, i wouldn’t be sexy to these people as a dom? darn 😔”

nobody thinks too much of it when i start playfully encouraging you to get started on the shots at the party, and i seem innocent enough that when everyone’s drunk and demonstrating safe choking wrong, nobody thinks twice when i say “oh, let me show you!” and wrap my hands around your throat.

sure, i’m unassuming and polite, but it’s just cause nobody sees the way i grab the back of your neck when nobody is looking and hold you still for a moment when you’re about to go wander off with the others, and i’m sweet enough

because yeah, i don’t come across to people i’ve known for short periods of time as confident or cool, and i do have anxiety! but doms are just people tbh, and as long as you’re not taking your insecurity out on people, you can be dominant and also not the most confident guy in the world!