dr cx 🐰

Every time someone tells me they did something with Claude I’m going to start asking why they work with a war criminal

once again spending a full day trying not to think too hard about AI psychosis for fear i completely lose it

It’s actually FEWER Misérables

afraid I am finding it a little funny the number of people I have seen who seem to think the real life lapd and the rookie tv show are interchangeable institutions

Huge wok of pad Thai made with vermicelli rice noodles bc it’s what I had

Small bowl of chicken pad thai, absolutely covered in spring onions

Every time I am mad at myself for converting to American measurements for the sake of accuracy but mmmm so worth it

so full of love (i can barely eat) - Chapter 1 - oceanofchaos - 9-1-1 (TV) [Archive of Our Own] An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

making pad thai from scratch tonight which of course means i'm plugging my own buddie fic where i have written this recipe out in full for eddie to make in texas for him and chris archiveofourown.org/works/634864...

For real!!!!!

Like truly why am I overthinking every moment like will academia Punish Me for this

Shit fuck it’s the wednesday scaries

Scream please let me be a part of a research project bc I’m smart and good at my job and it’s a job! Please stop asking me to be personally invested in a unique way

It really is!! And like. It’s so hard not to feel like every decision is make or break bc so much of it feels arbitrary

It is what it is but god I wish academia would love me back

truly and genuinely what in it could people possibly losing their minds over?? baffling on all counts

happy bday <3

Ahh yes, the [checks calendar] tuesday scaries

Large jar of traditional Korean jujube tea, in the background I now notice Maggie wandering away disappointed bc she thought i was going to fridge to search under it for springs for her to play with

Putting aside how deeply forgetful I am as a person, this is the jujube tea i was saying to add some spoonfuls to taste of - any brand would work, it’s p sweet, this is just what is at my local Asian shop

Dried jujubes, the semi candied/jellied jujube tea that you get in a jar (will send a pic tomorrow morning), goji berries, raw ginger, hot water. Reuse jujubes/ginger/goji berries for several rebrews, adding more of the jelly as needed or substituting with honey. Ultimately eat the dried jujubes

this is a huge mood, but fwiw I have recently gained a home remedy tea recipe that does seem to genuinely help reduce them (refusing to look up the science in case of placebo) if that would be of interest?

for if you're wondering how i'm spending my vday's evening, i'm drinking v sweet nut moonshine and writing id fic so self-indulgent i may truly be unable to publish it

I need to step up my hater game, clearly...

Welcome to my rabbit hole! Some people review literally each episode individually (and also clearly do not enjoy the show)

The weird rabbit hole I am currently drowning in is the overly serious IMDb reviews on old criminal minds episodes… it’s either people who a) don’t like the premise of the show b) think the writers do real life murders or c) are there for a single ep bc an actor they’re obsessed with had a bit part

the spam comments on ao3 are so funny to me, like you think fic authors are where the money is? do you go to the desert to buy water too?

Yesssss I want the full tasting notes and feelings - tea is definitely one of my feldspars, thinking about it

Ooooh I love a puer, def want to know what you think! How do you feel about oolongs?

so good to know that everyone else is also constantly thinking about what their feldspar is honestly

The pronoun labeler, which was by far the most useful labeler on the site, was deleted by its creator. But thanks to @ripperoni.com there’s a new one available. I highly recommend it. It’s a great way to share your pronouns or see someone else’s pronouns at a glance.

bsky.app/profile/pron...

Genuinely v jarring to realise a new Star Trek show has come out and I didn’t even know…. I personally am losing the ancient texts….

if you saw the version of this without the link, no you didn't and also everyone say thank you @kanervas.bsky.social