Kausza

okay hey tho no matter the state of yourself and the world at least we know that manatees will still exist out there.

wait...

does healing mean deleting art you commissioned/made for people who used to be in your life in some kind of way please respond

fell out of bed and landed so hard I woke up thinking there was an earthquake AMA

Person in a party hat giving a presentation and it says The greatest research skill you can have is being a nosy bitch who wants to find out

;)

Oh my god. I looked at this and hints of your old Neopets work hit me right in the face 😅 This is delightful - wish I could be there to see you speak!!

update i finished them all nearly and just bought a replacement

me looking at myself in the mirror 3 hours after i was so tired i could pass out: wow. i look like shit! hahaha oh well

man i feel fat and useless lol. I guess that's what staying home and being sedentary does to you right. I don't mind being useless atm but def need to eat less and move my body more

prepared to milk, slaughter and sell goats on my homestead in 10 years... the dream!! they make SO much more sense than cows wtf

honestly i hope i am that weirdo who talks to you in the grocery store and i hope i can keep on to that as long as possible. im tuned enough to pick up on signals if u aint feel it but i rlly hope i bring back the friendly chatty WITHOUT anxiety talking to ppl ease

but that is a problem for 8 months from now kausza. tomorrow kausza continues to be free to wander and be fed scrumptious foodstuffs by villagers

i already feel a bit lonely here lacking intimacy, even platonic. not looking forward to moving back to the states where i am going to be, hilariously ironically, so much more socially isolated. and on top of that going back to western toilets. i'm gonna be down bad

sometimes i wonder what y'all think reading thru. i guess there's a reason why there's only 28 of you, which means there's about 3. i think I'm.pretty funny sometimes. on good nights mostly. but i enjoy life these days generally and imma hold on to that

this dude watches over me while i sleep every night. putting in the work to keep me safe from insects. every night. by contrast my ex once booked a tent on vacation that was riddled with spiders, ants and - even worse - earwigs. u see my point

aight music gotta go off cuz i see my gecko roomie and it look upset, i see u man i hear u. no sweat. lil dude is the best i ever got and i ain't about to lose it

cheers

sometimes in life you find yourself dance dancin and pouring yourself a cup of tea at 11:41pm

when ur village crush is married with child bc the only people your age within a 30 mile radius are married with child

dang! i love this guy

sitting inside my room looking at my phone: :(
sitting outside my room looking at this: :)

being an adult is accidentally buying too many tubes of toothpaste and being excited to finish one of your tubes in probably a couple of weeks so that you have fewer tubes of toothpaste in your possession

'where do you want to be in 5 years'
listening to r&b in the bright morning sun of my apartment, a bowl of fresh blueberries in my lap, my cat at my feet waiting for the baked goods i just put in the oven

i appear to be done with my mildly unhinged and self-absorbed soliloquy. it is 12:15am. time for viva pinate perhaps

so anyways back from vietnam which was lit asf, i rlly hope i don't get sent home before i am supposed to but let's see

(ofc i waited for them at the entrance once i got there but holy shit) so i look at drunk me like what a @#$% baller i love that chick. honestly. n i think that says so much about me and all good things too u kno

most recently w/ some friends i was raring to go dance so a small group of us broke off to get there faster, i was like u wanna run they like yea sure so i fastwalk turn around theyve caught up n i let out the most manic and exuberant laugh n start running in for the club dead earnest

anyways i can get a bit manic tho have my priorities very strong about what i want to do but i still do care about people and look out for strangers (mostly women). bc thats important. and i love that. i absolutely love that and i feel like i have so many stories now and i love that too

like making a comment to a vietnamese on the corner as we both eyed a bar to find out the only language we shared was japanese except i could only understand like 20% of his broken speech and we still hung out for a couple of hours, danced and had a great time. he was cuteeeeeeee oh! he was cute

like playing bouncer for this chick at the club when i asked if she was interested in the dude leaning on the counter and talking to her and when she said no grasping him by the shoulders with both hands, turning him around, prodding him back into the crowd and assuming his position next to her

o yea another one jsut here to say that i feel like my social exp has gained 13 levels since 2 yrs ago also i am @#$% wild when i am drunk but like in a good way and i love it. like being prepared to leave a group of french strangers i just chatted up behind so that i can run to the clubs and dance