i know its been awhile but mostly been taking care of myself working on stuff and thinking bout things and i talked with my therapist today as well bout maybe trying to work out some problems ive been having.
Well another good day of therapy. I think im gonna try a few technquies out for myself. and try a few ideas ive given myself out of this session today!
REALLY SPITTY? i mean that means your 67 times cute
depends im monster gay but i could do with a good latte
Good aftenoon Everyone today i definately abit more better after having talked to my therapist sorry there have not been many updates and also just a not i will be out of town this week with my room mates as i continue to look to better myself and my life.
Good Morning all! its been awhile still workin on myself and been thinking bout things and personal stuff too. Got myself my therapy session this morning hopefully gonna find something to take alittle stress off me!
No you are the adventure
im not only under veiwbot attack but i feel like im personally under attack now and i want to break down and CRY.
Am i really THAT bad? i feel like ive changed but i just wanna know what i can do to show better..
honestly....i hate it right now im almost gonna break down and cry......
So ive move my sessions for therapy this week to sunday cause honestly i had too much work to do this week plus im slowly getting ready to travel to flordia in 4 weeks cause i think i need abit of a break from everything plus room mates have offered to take me to disney and universal!
Thx buddy!
So today i requested an extra therapy session and i think i figured a few things out that i DEFINATELY need to work on.
Well im off to my therapy session getting to see if can make maybe some progress today be back in a couple of hours
I feel like it’s helping bit im not sure im doing enough as im scared…. Lost and confused and in a very bad state
I just don’t know what to do osiris….
I feel scared…. And honestly i want to change and i feel like i need to reach out and ask for help cause my mental state has tanked again…..
Good Morning Everyone. Im abit happy to be able to talk to my therapist this Morning. Gonna tell everything thats happened this week and maybe ask a for a suggestion or two bout activies i could do next week and Try some new things out even though i think i'd be nervous! well lets see what happens
i think for today im gonna relax, stay off twitch for the day, play some games by myself and just vibe. maybe be on telelgram/discord!
Also im proud of myself I made surf and turf!
Also i will post Periodic updates bout my Therapy Sessions as well as my mental state more to prove im trying to go in the right direction
and knowI'm willing to do that and i hope deep down that you will eventually forgive me and let me back into your heart. I know i Need ALOT of Change to inside of my mental State and Myself as well. as of this im gonna take time to focus on myself and take a step back from everything.
i should have admitted it in the first place. And then i tried to defend myself and lied to the community when i should have stood up and taken real accountability and not have waited so long. I know a lot of you don't believe that the other account was me and are asking for space.
I said things that were ableist and racist to a troll who came into my server in discord and doxxed me and I won't to repeat them, as you are already aware of. What i said was. not only was it horrible, pathetic, and gross, i should never have done it in the first place.
but someone has also impersonated an apology and there's been enough time that i know you all deserve to hear something genuine. In November i did something that was terrible, shocked a lot of people, and hurt people.
Good Morning Darius here., I just want to readress some things I didn't properly address a few months back. It is time i readdress everything that has happened since the events of November because it is that time.
I think im ready tomorrow im making a LARGE long post im scared, nervous and more. its gonna address everything including the imposter.
Your entirely correct ferret!. and thats what im going to do via both. social media and discord.
lol liking my own post? @dariusissorry.bsky.social Thats pretty low
i am rowlga i hope you trust.
