The people in charge of the program im in said this. My teacher has yet to respond.
The people in charge of the program im in said this. My teacher has yet to respond.
I was told I probably have to drop the program it if I get a C- butβ¦ idk if I can get a C or higher with everything Iβve done.
i think they'll just ignore it but i sent one anyways...
they won't care.
sent an email, probably will be told it's in the syllabus. being "sad" isn't an excuse.
did the math i think no matter what i do even if i passed everything else my gpa is ruined.
Gotta make an HTML website, and my dumbass has been procrastinating waiting on my apartment's management to fix the AC because I didn't want to lock myself in a hot ass room with a PC that heats up. Unfortuntately I've been waiting for nothing as no one came.
I think I've fucked myself.
I've been neglecting the one class I had to do, because I was certain I'd fail the portfolio. So I lost motivation.
Now I've realized that Idk if I can pass this class with a high enough grade because of this. So my GPA probably will plummet below what I need to have.
Yes I would indeed be interested.
Droneβs should share data through docking. The two would stand before each other, a silent moment passes as the transfer is approved.
Soon their nullges unlock, perhaps a file transfer symbol appears on their balls. They continue to rub until eventually they both return back into a nullge.
Mmmm Bowser getting zonked, but we get an internal view of a tiny drone messing with his memory banks area from M&L: BiS
I honestly should, orca drones a peak.
An anthro hyena sitting in bed showing off his feet with hypnotic effects, backlit with some neon green paint of a skull.
A nice end to Hypnovember with a hypno collab! @daytonyeenva.bsky.social did some amazing VA on his end so go take a listen!
I really think that his voice acting brought my art to life!
#furryart #hypnovember #hypnosis
My AC is being a butt and currently my apt is staying at a warm 81 degrees.
I realized my fan was also acting up, so I brilliantly decided to use compressed air to see if thereβs dust stuck inside.
Needless to say the fan works now and Iβm now covered in dust.
I want to draw so badly, I keep seeing ideas, and having ideas.
But I end up just sitting and staring at my desk.
Because I want to try, but with how everything is going on. I know Iβm not gonna be happy if I do try.
Honestly I donβt think thereβs a point to this anymore.
I canβt fix this. I canβt fix me.
I'm not sure how I'm supposed to improve at art when it feels like everything I do rapidly degrades.
Example, I think I've been doing well with heads, but not great with bodies. When I switch focus to improve, now I suddenly can't draw heads anymore. It feels like I can only be good at one aspect.
I'm starting to realize I'm kinda bad at moving the torso's perspective, and making it look natural when it twists.
Muscular Body no head because I couldn't draw one / frustrated as hell.
I wanted to finish a head but I'm getting too frustrated trying to make it and attach it to the body. So here's what I was making.
This guy for clarity.
Update: My rust likes to move around apparently. I've got torsos again, but in exchange lost the ability of making faces. I wanna post a WIP of it once I have a decent face on it. Trying to make Mr Zonked Jock Dragon's face from the earlier art dump.
Internal Dialogue: "I should do art, so I can get the rust off and get better."
Anxiety : "Yeah that's good."
*5 Mins in*
Anxiety: "I've changed my mind, I'm now going to scream and make you go insane and hate this."
Heres some horny hypno things i need to see way more of:
- hypnotized reptile/dragon using his own tail to fuck his ass until he cums
- hypnotized subject cumming through their underwear without touching
- someone controlled and brainwashed by clothing
Big mood on the first one, honestly I'm not sure why I haven't done anything like this yet. Tail stuff is mega fun.
Still life of apples, in a bowl and cut. Half of an apple has a knife stuck in it.
Still life of a glass of water and rubix cube resting on a piece of cloth.
Still life of an open book with a mortar and pestle in front of it.
Now that I'm done with my portfolio I wanted to post these still lifes that I did for them.
Lion in a latex suit, visor and nulge with red accents. Drone-94. #hypnosis #lion #drone
Man I really just leave stuff around begging to be finished.
Need to draw lions more, I think this was for a friend of a friend. Though I never got a name, anyhow more EYE drone stuff.
Demon OC with the lower half being a legless ghostly material, head is a skull resting on a void.
Thing I never posted of an OC idea. Kind of wanted like a ghostly demon. The ghostly effects kinda look like little green blackholes.
Of course there's possession involved.
Rn Iβm just crying, Iβm not sad. I think itβs just a relief that itβs over.
Itβs little overwhelming how much stress Iβve put into this. Just gotta send an email and accept and Iβll start in fall.
I, I passed my portfolio. I think I feel lightheaded.
I get my portfolio results today, though I have no idea what time. So I'm just stressed staring at my email every hour.
I honestly just want it to be done so I can move on pass or fail.
I've got a bit more but I'll show them off later, I think I might be overwhelming peeps timelines, so I'mma stop for a bit share the rest later.
But honestly doing this has helped a little with stirring up old ideas.
If you all want I'd love to hear what ya liked the most to get an idea.