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😂 Maybe if I am late enough, it'll become October again! I still have a mermaid fic I wrote like two years ago for merMay HAHA. One day...

🤗 Yay! Thank you!! I'm glad you do. ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you!! 🥺✨✨

Thank you! I'm glad you think so! 😭❤️

Meant to post the next two parts of the spider fic for Halloween but Halloween totally snuck up on me this year... Was anyone interested in reading it still? I thought I'd feel less weird about posting it if it was October. But. I guess November is still kinda spooky too. xD

A few people have asked where my fics have gone...they're currently hidden away, not fully deleted. I'm going through an "everyone hates you and your work is useless, why bother" phase so. I don't have the energy to know they exist.
Until further notice they have been banished to the caves. ⚰️💀

getting irritated with it. xD Generally, I feel like the...I don't know what to call it. BEAT of the writing? The flow. Kinda like...you know when there are too many short sentences in a row or too many long ones...when it feels balanced, I figure I've edited it enough.

xD I think we have opposite issues. We need to combine our powers here and we will be UNSTOPPABLE, haha!! Do you usually re-read over the chapter a few times? I find every time I go over it, I'm going back in and adding scenes/dialogue/whatever feels right until I no longer am reading it and

😭♥️♥️♥️ Thank you!! So glad you liked it!

😭💕 Thanks so much, Tana!
I'm so happy you liked it. AND YES. I'd been saving that memory for a long time.😂 I considered it for the beginning of the story actually, but kinda liked how it felt like we were looping back to the beginning in a way. A NEVERENDING CYCLE. Thanks so much for reading! 😭♥️

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He's doomed. 😂

I love how you drew him in that first panel specifically. I keep going back to it and I'm like...nice.

🤭 Maybe that's it. They're all kinda cheerful and wild with explosions going off in the near distance that are DEFINITELY not from them. 😂

Precious kitty. 💕 He looks so content and happy here!

HES DELIRIOUS. SOMEONE GET HIM SERIOUS MEDICAL ATTENTION 😂
this is hilarious, I love it

ASH KETCHUM. 😂👍 I also got Edward at the top but even though I love him dearly, I don't feel very Edward-y at all. If I don't filter by anime, it says I'm like Will Graham from Hannibal...who....I don't feel like is similar to Edward at all either? Maybe I'm reading this wrong...

granted that a thing is going to be sexy. Since they don't necessarily know what "sexy" is. xD So they are maybe looking at the relationship, the foundation, the feelings, instead, to lead up to it...and I was like...WHOA. THE SPECIAL ASEXUAL SMUT WRITING TECHNIQUE!! xD

Okay. I probably should've read the comments before I sent that. I see you said you are. OKAY. Someone told me something that changed my viewpoint FOREVER!! I was BEGROANING the asexual thing and they said...the best smut they ever read is always by asexuals, because they don't take for

HEHE. Same, honestly. I kinda always felt I had no right to it being asexual. I wanted to give it a shot to like...fight out of my comfort zone. I was like...how funny would it be for an asexual to write smut...?? HAHA. For some reason, I am thinking...you might be asexual too? Is that right?

Haha, RIGHT. I was trying to think for my next story if I can fit ALL of my physical ailments/issues into Akira but then I'm like...that wouldn't seem very realistic would it, HAHA. That doesn't sound very restful, after all... xD

Endings make me so sad. I still haven't finished Crisis Core since it came out just because...well, as long as I don't finish it, the story never ends. 😏👍
And oh my god! It's so long! 🤭 I will look forward to your final thoughts on the whole story!
And thank you for never giving up on it haha!

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😂 THANKS. I love Evangelion. The show is one of my favorite things. 🤭

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Ehehehe. Thank you so much. 😚 I love that little face. (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

Thank yooou! The boys are finally free of their torment 🤣👍

Thanks!! 🙏🎈

🌜The Moonlit Cage🌛
COMPLETE • 21/21 chapters • 430K words
#akeshu #shuake #deaddove

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That's amazing!! ;__; <333 I always feel like getting a doctor/therapist/etc that fits is roll of a dice, looks like you rolled well! xD And YEAH, haha, it is great to trauma dump without worry. Actually, I still kinda worry, but I guess that's the place to work on it, HAHA.

Update: it was most likely my Strattera. My heart started beating super hard like it was trying to escape out my neck every time I took it. I have been demoted to 60 and now my psych says we probably shouldn't try stims since my heart was reacting this way to a non-stim. UPSETTING. ;__; </3

Oooh, how exciting!!! I honestly love therapy, haha, it feels like a nice little ice cream treat?? xD I hope the person you see totally gets you and you click and everything!!!! Wishing you greatness for your appointment!!! ✨✨✨