please look at pinned post 🔻⭕️ - ذئب

They are about to do two Lebanon exactly what they are still doing to Palestine and that has always been inevitable. My heart is broken and all I want to do is lay in the sand on the sea playing backgammon like my grandpa did back in the 60s 💔💔💔

Neither my dad nor my grandma (his mother) got to meet my son because neither of them could handle this wretched existence.

Rafah no longer exists. This world is a living hell on all fronts.

we have so many dumpster squirrels. i love they. 🥰

Fuck you, “israel.”

Lebanese (mainly in the North):
“wE’rE pHoNeCiaN”

Or

“wE aRe tHe fRaNcE oF thE miDdlE eAsT”

🥴

🦋:
Let’s see if we can invent an invisible wolf 🤔

Also, maybe DO NOT join the so-called US military ? Just a thought. And yes, I know that it’s a system that preys on poor people (tfeh💦) but I also know plenty of well-off ppl who made the conscious decision to join the fucking military 🥴 because it doesn’t “look as bad” as being a pig. So anyway….

Propaganda is everywhere. Always remember that 🇱🇧💔

(from yesterday)

and my eyes are grey gdi. even the 🐷 lights say so 😤

lots of crying today. and none of this shit has to be happening.

sometimes i feel “strong” or like “i got this”… but lots of different times, even throughout a single day, i feel my heart and mind cannot handle this world 🌍🇱🇧

And finally, this binch made me risk being too late to pick up my hybrid, strawberry, pineapple thingies. I think they're called pine berries. If she would've made me miss those i would have [redacted…]

Those things are DELICIOUS! 😤

because the last thing I needed was to have to pay for a fucking ticket and I can’t stand pigs ofc
…

And goddamn those things were so bright in my rearview mirror. I'm like shut that shit off. I told her I was recording. Maybe I'II post the rest or the first part of the video in the replies, but whatever this isn't even a big deal like I said, I was just fucking annoyed
…

speed limit, so I sped up to go through because I didn't want to hydroplane or slide or whatever and then I see these fucking flashing lights behind me.
…

Basically me explaining to the camera that it's fucking raining out and it was one of those situations where a light was turning orange and I was kind of close to either going or slamming on my fucking brakes … and not to mention the fact I was already going under the…

🚓
She was walking back to my car when I called her a binch & I very much hope she heard it. I don't know why the fuck I said ty to her🤮 I should've given her the Arab middle finger & told her to get a real job😒
The end is my favorite though 🇱🇧
(Alt in replies bcuz 🦋 doesn’t like long alt on vids?)

lots of crying today. and none of this shit has to be happening.

sometimes i feel “strong” or like “i got this”… but lots of different times, even throughout a single day, i feel my heart and mind cannot handle this world 🌍🇱🇧

This will not be 4ever. I thought it’d end a lot sooner than this. But it got worse & the fact that I don’t have an employment law atty is the ONLY missing piece. I’m still fighting and working every day to retain one & documenting, etc but right now we still very much NEED material support🙏

This literally all started bcuz I (legally) said “hey this guy is getting paid more than me for the same job, role & duties…what are we going to do about it?” And now our life is shit & have no idea what to do. I’m doing EVERYTHING anyone could possibly recommend. No support system either - WTF?!

When you’re a kid & adults ask what you want to be when you grow up, I used to say I wanted to be a lawyer for some reason - I don’t even know why. My past-self is kicking my present-self in the ass right now because I would’ve made a great employment law attorney & could be representing myself rn🙂‍↔️

It is disappointing (but not unexpected ) to see creators I used to respect and enjoyed their content on different platforms talking shit on Iran 🙂‍↔️

Propaganda is everywhere. Always remember that 🇱🇧💔

(from yesterday)

Iran is not the enemy you fools.

It is disappointing (but not unexpected ) to see creators I used to respect and enjoyed their content on different platforms talking shit on Iran 🙂‍↔️

When you’re a kid & adults ask what you want to be when you grow up, I used to say I wanted to be a lawyer for some reason - I don’t even know why. My past-self is kicking my present-self in the ass right now because I would’ve made a great employment law attorney & could be representing myself rn🙂‍↔️

Iran is not the enemy you fools.

Fuck you, Chrissy Columbitch.

This morning was weird.

This world is weird (derogatory.)

My torn tendon hurts so bad rn (elbow) & have to make the bed. I’m tired. I can’t sleep in an unmade bed w/o showering. Night showers are ‘spiritual’ for me bcuz I feel like I’m washing the day’s nasty energy away.

Unfortunately it returns as soon as I open my eyes because this world is disgusting🥲