keep going on dates but it just doesn't feel right. there's no spark, just me feeling sick. why is it always like this.
keep going on dates but it just doesn't feel right. there's no spark, just me feeling sick. why is it always like this.
thank you ;; i know that i get like this a lot and it makes it even harder to be social, so it means a lot that you stick by me even when i feel like I'm face down in the mud
i just want to reach out to people without feeling like a burden and i want to live in a way that doesn't make anyone think im an attention seeker
and then i constantly think about how body changes make me so happy but i worry that being trans is me attention seeking. like maybe i could be happy as a woman if i just tried harder. then no one would be disappointed in me.
i know i annoy and embarrass everyone and that knowledge makes me so embarrassed because i don't know how to fix it but i want to so badly, if i even can. i can't tell if my friends i see maybe once a year hate me and are too kind to say so or if im just so selfish i assume they even think about me
#pathologic3 #pathologicgame
man i cant even complain right. i cant even put my feelings to a post. i just want a hug and to not feel like a failure for being trans but i dont know hoe to reach out to friends without it sounding like im attention seeking.
thank you snowyโก i dont know if i'll ever like myself in amy capacity or ever be happy, but it helps a lot to know that someone cares. thank you, you're always so sweet๐
i want community but i am also too shy and selfish for it๐ญ i can't do anything right lol
This is a Nazi move. Stripping people of rights, invalidating their IDs, setting them up for criminalization and imprisonment.
If you don't support trans rights, you support fascism.
not meant as "tell me you like me!!!" but no, genuinely i know that the majority of people in servers i've joined do not enjoy my company
(just more depression, ignore!)
when i feel mt worst, i feel as if i should just leave every server i'm in and hide ๐ญ most people in them don't like me anyway
Something disco this way comes
#DiscoDesire
@discodesirezine.bsky.social
Just two boys having a wrestle!
#DiscoElysium #DiscoDesire
IM CRYING I SHOULD NEVER DO 3D LOOK AT ITTTTTTT ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
ๅ ๆฐใใฃใณ
dorians pussy looks like thsi
#hansry ๋๋ฎ๋ถํฐ ์ผํ๊ฑฐ ๊ทธ๋ ค๋ฒ๋ฆฌ๊ธฐ
Hey, I wonder how the Kyle MacLachlan AMA is goi-
well, itโs official
theyโre looking to make possession worth up to 2 years in prison, 5 years for publishing/sharing
im really upset and idk what to do
i drew some mgs women :) (+snake) #mgs2 #mgs4
just sneakin
still frame from the beginning of Twin Peaks it is February 24th and Special Agent Dale Cooper arrived in the town of Twin Peaks
Good morning
im so tired and just can't keep up with anything. i can't even draw i feel so exhausted.
Morons #mgs
every samry idea i have is โwhat if they were YEARNING and COVERED IN BLOOD and KISSINGโ
this is incredible lmao
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#deadlock #venator