RandFur

more specifically, I struggle immensely to reach my standards when drawing and I also struggle to stay motivated enough to work on things. I've spent so much time with game projects open, doing jack all, I'm not sure how to get myself to do things unfortunately.

But alas,

My motivation - 0
My overly high standards - too many to count

It would've been like: "What flavor of protogen are you?" with variously colored protogens, each having a flavor label. I even had the idea of having a mint flavor and uranium flavor that are confusingly close.

I tried making a meme I thought would be funny, struggled with gimp, and gave up after I wasn't really happy with my ability to draw protogens.

might give me a reason to update my website which I haven't touched in a hot minute.

I suppose that sounds interesting

The compression kind of annihilated the red flowers on the second render but oh well...

A canyon with water at the bottom, bits of rock are poking up out of the water. The sky is purple.

A foggy world, there is moss growing on rocky mountains near the water. On the moss, there are patches of yellow and red flowers.

I'm messing around with Terragen Classic (v0.9) and I figured I'd post some of the renders I've made here.

I've just realized they're 3&1/2In. not 3&1/4in. like I wrote in the image's alt-text... TwT

Three 3&1/4In. floppy diskettes

I now own three physical save icons... I don't have any way to read from and write to them, but I just bought them because I like old tech.

4 eared protogen emoji svg in inkscape

2 eared protogen emoji in inkscape

Floof!!! There's even some underneath the second ear so I can have both 1 and 2 ear variations. I also almost forgot about the fact that the ears are poking out of the emoji bounds :P

So far I'm struggling to make floof that looks good and is readable at small scale.

Yes their ears are poking out of he box, I constantly forget just how long protogen ears are.

A simple multicolor protogen head SVG for getting overall shape and proportions correct.

I decided to try and make protogen emojis in the style of neofox emojis on a whim. I'm quite happy with this initial blockout of the head and face, but I'm not quite sure how to do floof.

They're sick riding their arm like a skateboard.

A protogen model in blender. The protogen is missing both arms, a head, and is riding a in work in progress arm like it's a skateboard.

Going in for round 2 of 3D modelling my fursona. I've gotten back to modelling the hand paws. I haven't the faintest idea how to model a paw... At the very least one I'd be happy with.

cheedes borgor

cheedse borgor

I am slightly tired of people giving me reasons to dislike them. I wish people could just get along and be kind. But we're talking about people here, so it'll probably never happen (at least fully).

I have memories from using one of those dinguses. The stupid TV remote thing that came with it. Truly the "VR at home" experience.

😳

ULTRAKILL cybergrind with a Pumpkin Hill skybox

Did I cook?

I've played a tiny bit of Sonic Adventure DX, and I keep clipping through the floor in Emerald Coast. TwT

My sister just called it the "Autism Pack Deluxe" and I don't think there could be a more fitting name.

A screenshot of the steam shopping cart menu with ULTRAKILL, Sonic Adventure DX, and Sonic Adventure 2. All of the games are on sale.

I wonder if I'm the first person to buy ULTRAKILL with both Sonic Adventure games at the same time.

Then again, I have to hold my hand uncomfortably in the air whenever I draw on my tablet (A microsoft surface running linux because it's genuinely really good for drawing). I have managed better using flipnote studio... maybe I need an artist's glove (or whatever they're called).

I should probably practice drawing protogens more in that case, but I don't think giving up because of two lines over and over, not really knowing why I hate how they look, really helps me get better at drawing...

I wanna create a ref-sheet for my fursona, but every time I try drawing one I get stuck on trying to get two lines good and end up giving up...

Chicken Fried Steak is delicious.

No, I don't have anything else to say. It's just yummy.