i'm the dragon i'm the ball i'm the z

온천욕 🌅🌌
#WUKIL
ⓒ 메엠님

Ffxiv au ra with eastern technomask

I like this new gear but that means I have to put clothes on him

#wip #ffxiv #ffxivart #oc #art

"Won't take away what makes me happy" then cruelly reframed everything as secretly held resentment towards me.

Cheered me on, complimented, watched me spend $$$ on our OC ship they hated me for all this long. I made sure they were always credited and give their spotlight too and yet..

It's a level of gaslighting I never expected from them. Even brought up an OC I've had for 8 years and took parting shots at him and the rest of the stuff we did together.

They said they won't "do anything" if I kept drawing their OCs. I don't plan to but I'm considering keeping one as compensation

thank you Luca 🫂 coordinated is the right word. Felt like character assassination

It's all so surreal. One weird grievance was that they disliked me trying to help pay for their new tires because I was scared their car was gonna be unsafe during the winter???

I just wanted them to be safe but they're painting that as me wanting to keep them indebted to me.

i'm so sorry you had to experience this too 🫂 its just whiplash because 1 week prior they reassured me they didn't wanna lose me as a friend and would always be willing to work things out with me

and then turned cold-hearted. it makes me doubt how real anything was all this time

right 😵‍💫 like i admit i am stubborn and some of their points i agree i need to work on. we've been able to work through stuff in the past but they def let this resentment fester then dumped it all on me at once 😕

i hope they find it in themselves to reflect on this too. we both deserve to heal

I am accepting they will not come back and will prepare for that. It's unfortunate to lose someone so close to you, but you can't do anything if they're willfully rewriting their perception of things to keep you the villain.

This is different from someone being just upset or angry because they've definitely rehearsed this in their head. This is just going to be their truth going forwards especially if they're getting external opinions on this. They don't see me worth keeping around so they gave their final verdict.

I don't think reconciliation is possible anymore because they've fully written me off.

I can understand anger but just the coldness was off-putting. I was reduced to a list of grievances and intentions painted on.

thank you 🥹🥹

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#FF14 #FFXIV

thank you, Lun 😭🫂 it was my time and hard-earned money I freely gave because I wanted their life to be easier...

then to get slapped in the face by that accusation is just awful...
but at least my other friends reassured me they appreciate having me in their life

to me and how i was raised:
doing more = being a good friend/person. that trying to anticipate someone's needs is thoughtfulness

but over here it makes people feel indebted which i can understand but not to the point of punishing me or twisting my motives

sorry to clarify we were currently in conflict over some stuff n were giving each other space. but then yes out of the blue they dropped all of that on me 😭

many of those things they said they pretended it was OK bc they wanted to make me happy. i guess this built resentment but i can't read minds

i was so confused by that all. yes some of the stuff they brought up i agree i should work on but they just assumed my intentions and gave me 0 room to work with them.
saying that my presence was "suffocating" them yet wants to keep their access to me based on their terms..

but i for sure won't tolerate or let this go because it was seriously uncalled for. not constructive at all but intentionally destructive from someone who last week told me they cared about me 😔

thank you so much, bay 🫂 I haven't checked discord since this happened because i'm scared of else they could have said (or not say)

we're always talked through issues before so this feels so surreal they'd act like this. and i'm okay! my other friends have been supporting me through this 🥺

right 😭😭 like am i not allowed a chance to do better or defend myself?

i'm so sorry that happened to you too, luca 🫂 i hope you've found healing

thank you luca 😭🫂 they were my ride or die. i legit would have done anything for them... i hope the person i knew comes back one day

i'm so sorry to hear that king 😭😭🫂 I hate it so much. penting up frustration so they can paint someone else as the monster? i know i have communication issues (asian culture 💖) but it never got this bad...

thank you bo 🥹🥹🫂 it really feels like i'm in a different reality. i just hope to heal from this soon

thank you chau 😭😭🫂 it feels like a gut-punch... i don't know what to do next but i'll still love my OCs despite what they said.

how he gets the strawberry out

found more old doodles

Cassyden is the only person capable of bullying Oresté

old drawing) he's multitasking