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poet, author of Look Look Look: blacklawrencepress.com/books/look-look-look, "Taking Care": https://poems.com/poem/taking-care/

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Black Lawrence Press Back to School Sale. Take 40% off our online store with code BACKTOSCHOOL40

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Cover of Callista Buchen's Look Look Look. An anatomical cut out of the body with words in pink letters.

Cover of Callista Buchen's Look Look Look. An anatomical cut out of the body with words in pink letters.

Hurray for @blacklawrence.bsky.social Back to School Sale! Get 40% off Look Look Look and other titles! blacklawrencepress.com/books/look-l...

05.09.2025 15:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I have a new website!! and I'd love to know what you think :
marypeelen.com

Many thanks to the very excellent digital designer/editor/poet @kristindsanders.bsky.social

12.06.2025 14:06 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Spring 2025 Section 1 | Nine Mile Press

A few new poems from yours truly up at Nine Mile Press. www.ninemile.org/spring-2025-...

06.06.2025 13:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Not sure where this is going, though, yeah, pretty fucking sure. Pretty not pretty as my daughter would say, kinda shapeless and no funeral please, no roses or potted begonias.
Please donate to trolling for fish instead of netting, to Cornell Lab of Ornithology. When I stack breaths, I'm reminded it ceasesโ€” that's the Hurricane Debby of this thing: weakening diaphragmatic storms. Inhalations de-escalating. My nineteen-year-old self didn't imagine this. I was learning bird calls, hermit
thrush
and song sparrow. Keeping a list, but also
wandering
the forest counting the decades forward, a human lite like alpine snow that seems it will never melt.

Not sure where this is going, though, yeah, pretty fucking sure. Pretty not pretty as my daughter would say, kinda shapeless and no funeral please, no roses or potted begonias. Please donate to trolling for fish instead of netting, to Cornell Lab of Ornithology. When I stack breaths, I'm reminded it ceasesโ€” that's the Hurricane Debby of this thing: weakening diaphragmatic storms. Inhalations de-escalating. My nineteen-year-old self didn't imagine this. I was learning bird calls, hermit thrush and song sparrow. Keeping a list, but also wandering the forest counting the decades forward, a human lite like alpine snow that seems it will never melt.

From โ€œSelf-Elegiesโ€ by Martha Silano ๐Ÿ’”

07.05.2025 19:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 50 ๐Ÿ” 13 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Two Poems by Jeannine Gailey โ€” The Normal School I walk outside and above us an open mouth / to the universe โ€“ light streaming towards us, / an invitation.

So happy to have two poems up at The Normal School, a dream publication! www.thenormalschool.com/blog/2025/4/... #poems #thenormalschool

17.04.2025 19:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Coherence
CALLISTA BUCHEN
Two months after the wasp sting, the bruise is hard and small, the size of a button on a men's dress shirt. A faint ring shadows the bruise, and she touches the center. Its hardness grows into
her arm, toward the bone, and she feels the burn under her fingers. He says he doesn't see anything. She thinks her forearm will become a rock if she is not careful. Her body feels further away already.
Some morning when she leaves the house, the rock will break off from her body when she knocks against the doorjamb, forgetting the hardness that pulls against her shoulder. It will fall in many pieces, get lost in the gravel. She won't notice for a long time. Only when she reaches for the bruise, after they have set out their clothes for the next day, after he tells her she is pretty, after he quiets and breathes with his whole body, will she imagine the loss.

Coherence CALLISTA BUCHEN Two months after the wasp sting, the bruise is hard and small, the size of a button on a men's dress shirt. A faint ring shadows the bruise, and she touches the center. Its hardness grows into her arm, toward the bone, and she feels the burn under her fingers. He says he doesn't see anything. She thinks her forearm will become a rock if she is not careful. Her body feels further away already. Some morning when she leaves the house, the rock will break off from her body when she knocks against the doorjamb, forgetting the hardness that pulls against her shoulder. It will fall in many pieces, get lost in the gravel. She won't notice for a long time. Only when she reaches for the bruise, after they have set out their clothes for the next day, after he tells her she is pretty, after he quiets and breathes with his whole body, will she imagine the loss.

Book cover; orange cracked ground with the text The Bloody Planet poems by Callista Buchen

Book cover; orange cracked ground with the text The Bloody Planet poems by Callista Buchen

Find my chapbook THE BLOODY PLANET on sale this month at @blacklawrence.bsky.social (just $5!) along with amazing books from so many admirable writers. blacklawrencepress.com/books/the-bl...

#poetry

03.04.2025 19:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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This springtime poem from the beloved Jenny George ๐Ÿฉต

20.03.2025 19:18 ๐Ÿ‘ 18 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Look Look Look - Black Lawrence Press | Black Lawrence Press Listen to Callista Buchen read from LOOK LOOK LOOK // Watch the captioned video on the BLP YouTube Channel

So @blacklawrence.bsky.social is having a sale this monthโ€”find Look Look Look and SO many amazing titles (plus theyโ€™ll make a donation to the National Womenโ€™s Law Center with each book)! blacklawrencepress.com/books/look-l...

09.03.2025 02:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
Make us see what you see in your head,
Emperor.

I see you soldiers under everyoneโ€™s feet.
I see a house of cards about to fall.
I see a parrot in a cage admiring himself in a mirror.
I see a tall ladder meant to reach the moon / teeming w demons and men.

Make us see what you see in your head, Emperor. I see you soldiers under everyoneโ€™s feet. I see a house of cards about to fall. I see a parrot in a cage admiring himself in a mirror. I see a tall ladder meant to reach the moon / teeming w demons and men.

Charles Simic

21.02.2025 21:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 37 ๐Ÿ” 10 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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โœจCOVER REVEALโœจfor my third full-length collection of poems, DIORAMA, forthcoming from Stephen F. Austin State University Press this April! Pre-order links in the comments! Do get a copy!

17.02.2025 19:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 23 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
Ordnance

At the museum I learn I am as tall as some bombs (5'7"). The bombs in question are dumb bombs, which means they do not question gravity. They just land where they land, bury what they can. Placed in rows they look something like soldiers. Dumb soldiers. The placard explains how all bombs used to be dumb, how the term was coined retroactively by whoever made them smart, taught them about lasers, thermo-dynamics, critical theory, all the things a contemporary bomb must know to stay competitive in a growing field.
War was simpler when my dad lived here.
It was called Saigon then & the bombs were so dumb they didn't even know it. All they had to do was their jobs. Christ. This place has no damn AC. The casualties are colorized, the tourists are foreigner than me, & Lennon serenades us on a loop, asking us every three & a half minutes to imagine no possessions. My phone dings.
Take museum with salt, texts Ba. It's propaganda.
Fish sauce, I reply. I send him photos: me standing in front of a nearly
forgotten apartment, an elementary school, a wildlife sanctuary. I allow him to imagine me happy. I tell him on Tuesday I fed mangoes to a ten-year-old elephant. I do not tell him it was recovering from a land mine blast.
I do not tell him his friend groped me last night at the bar, & I definitely do not tell him I am a communist. The world is a list of things I keep from my father. Before I leave, I run my hands over the shell of another sleeping bomb. But I'm not the only one, sings John. We're dumb as hell. Full of hurt.

Excerpted from "At the End of the World There Is a Pond: Poems." Copyright ยฉ 2025 by Steven Duong. Published by W.W, Norton &

Ordnance At the museum I learn I am as tall as some bombs (5'7"). The bombs in question are dumb bombs, which means they do not question gravity. They just land where they land, bury what they can. Placed in rows they look something like soldiers. Dumb soldiers. The placard explains how all bombs used to be dumb, how the term was coined retroactively by whoever made them smart, taught them about lasers, thermo-dynamics, critical theory, all the things a contemporary bomb must know to stay competitive in a growing field. War was simpler when my dad lived here. It was called Saigon then & the bombs were so dumb they didn't even know it. All they had to do was their jobs. Christ. This place has no damn AC. The casualties are colorized, the tourists are foreigner than me, & Lennon serenades us on a loop, asking us every three & a half minutes to imagine no possessions. My phone dings. Take museum with salt, texts Ba. It's propaganda. Fish sauce, I reply. I send him photos: me standing in front of a nearly forgotten apartment, an elementary school, a wildlife sanctuary. I allow him to imagine me happy. I tell him on Tuesday I fed mangoes to a ten-year-old elephant. I do not tell him it was recovering from a land mine blast. I do not tell him his friend groped me last night at the bar, & I definitely do not tell him I am a communist. The world is a list of things I keep from my father. Before I leave, I run my hands over the shell of another sleeping bomb. But I'm not the only one, sings John. We're dumb as hell. Full of hurt. Excerpted from "At the End of the World There Is a Pond: Poems." Copyright ยฉ 2025 by Steven Duong. Published by W.W, Norton &

โ€œAt the museum I learn I am as tall as some bombs.โ€ โ€” Steven Duong, โ€œOrdnance,โ€ At The End Of The World There Is A Pond

08.02.2025 21:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 445 ๐Ÿ” 85 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8 ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
Tim Walz

Tim Walz

We couldโ€™ve had Tim ๐Ÿ˜ญ

03.02.2025 22:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 74007 ๐Ÿ” 10677 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 905 ๐Ÿ“Œ 383

my book came out when the lockdowns started. I barely promoted it. Then when the protests began I continued to stay silent. I felt small and insignificant and unworthy. Iโ€™ve since heard several people say they needed my poems. Please. Donโ€™t keep your art from those who need it. Especially not now.

04.02.2025 01:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 87 ๐Ÿ” 6 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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๐Ÿฆโ€โฌ› Surviving another day with this stunner from Danusha Lamerisโ€™s BLADE BY BLADE. I loved that this book had the darkest hours and the most gorgeous hopes.

25.01.2025 22:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 10 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

So happy for her!

25.01.2025 19:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
IN THE MORNING, BEFORE
ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS


The sky is open
all the way.

Workers upright on the line
like spokes.

I know there is a river somewhere,
lit, fragrant, golden mist, all that,

whose irrepressible birds
canโ€™t believe their luck this morning
and every morning.

I let them riot
in my mind a few minutes more
before the news comes.

IN THE MORNING, BEFORE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS The sky is open all the way. Workers upright on the line like spokes. I know there is a river somewhere, lit, fragrant, golden mist, all that, whose irrepressible birds canโ€™t believe their luck this morning and every morning. I let them riot in my mind a few minutes more before the news comes.

Molly Brodak

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#MaryOliver #Poetry

21.01.2025 00:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 99 ๐Ÿ” 41 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
Text of the poem "Tornado" by Callista Buchen in Baltimore Review's fall 2017 issue

Text of the poem "Tornado" by Callista Buchen in Baltimore Review's fall 2017 issue

Wednesday Prompt Plus:
Need a spark? Hereโ€™s a prompt, and hereโ€™s the link to โ€œTornadoโ€: baltimorereview.org/fall_2017/co...
And hereโ€™s the plus: link to Brecht de Poortereโ€™s huge database for fiction/CNF writers: www.brechtdepoortere.com/rankings

20.11.2024 18:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Praise for Look Look Look by Callista Buchen
"This is a book about mothering like no book about mothering that has ever been mothered forth." โ€”Diane Seuss
Learn more about Look Look Look - blacklawrencepress.com/books/look-l...

24.11.2024 22:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 10 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
QUARTERLY WEST
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Callista Buchen
Pinking Shears
about names / saw-toothed and biting / how language / is like a thread / or how language / is either what / cuts or the cut / itself / I am / cutting the linen / edges frayed / but less so / metallic yawn / like how / to pink / once meant / to pierce or stab / and later to decorate / but also the flower Dianthus / which is a family / of carnations / scalloped edges / and dots of / half-closed / eyes / and pink / has been / a boat / a fish / something / small something / excellent / with / these scissors / at least there is / less lost / a small eye / the fish / the stabbing / of the body / and the word / the new thing / about to be / made

QUARTERLY WEST 8754 73 โ€ข112 Callista Buchen Pinking Shears about names / saw-toothed and biting / how language / is like a thread / or how language / is either what / cuts or the cut / itself / I am / cutting the linen / edges frayed / but less so / metallic yawn / like how / to pink / once meant / to pierce or stab / and later to decorate / but also the flower Dianthus / which is a family / of carnations / scalloped edges / and dots of / half-closed / eyes / and pink / has been / a boat / a fish / something / small something / excellent / with / these scissors / at least there is / less lost / a small eye / the fish / the stabbing / of the body / and the word / the new thing / about to be / made

While improperly darning a hole in my son's new red sweater
I start with You Tube videos because I want to get this right, to learn competence as love.
I'm learning to fix this scar, starting a quarter inch away from the hole, repair
anchored in what hasn't yet unraveled, guiding the needle through loops of knit before I turn
and weave vertically, tiny checkboard whole.
He's always loved red, one of the first colors
infants can see, one of the first colors used in art. Past red, we can't see color, though
we feel them, infrared and hot, something like yearning. My first mistake involves the knot. No,
my first mistake is my choice of needle, which is wrong. Then the knot. I'm using thread instead

While improperly darning a hole in my son's new red sweater I start with You Tube videos because I want to get this right, to learn competence as love. I'm learning to fix this scar, starting a quarter inch away from the hole, repair anchored in what hasn't yet unraveled, guiding the needle through loops of knit before I turn and weave vertically, tiny checkboard whole. He's always loved red, one of the first colors infants can see, one of the first colors used in art. Past red, we can't see color, though we feel them, infrared and hot, something like yearning. My first mistake involves the knot. No, my first mistake is my choice of needle, which is wrong. Then the knot. I'm using thread instead

of yarn, but I go on anyway. He loves red like armor, his bureau drawers full of fire, what
he chooses over and over. I close the video.
There are times I have been brave,
but I don't know how to pretend to know what is best. I prick my finger, drop of blood
(if it was there at all) invisible, in this patch I create to cover the gap. I'm not fixing a scar
after all. No, I'm making the scar itself, mapping that which has been lost, acknowledging what is left.
He just wants the sweater back. Later, were sitting at the table and he runs his thumb
over and over the patch, touching it without thinking, a good luck charm, so sure I did it right.

of yarn, but I go on anyway. He loves red like armor, his bureau drawers full of fire, what he chooses over and over. I close the video. There are times I have been brave, but I don't know how to pretend to know what is best. I prick my finger, drop of blood (if it was there at all) invisible, in this patch I create to cover the gap. I'm not fixing a scar after all. No, I'm making the scar itself, mapping that which has been lost, acknowledging what is left. He just wants the sweater back. Later, were sitting at the table and he runs his thumb over and over the patch, touching it without thinking, a good luck charm, so sure I did it right.

Hurray! Super honored to have two poems in the latest Quarterly West, and extra grateful to the editors for a Pushcart nomination. Poetry forever!

27.11.2024 20:44 ๐Ÿ‘ 13 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Itโ€™s pub day for my first poetry collection!

To celebrate, Iโ€™m sharing the final blurb from the incomparable Tiana Clark.

You can order a copy from @ghostpeachpress.bsky.social
ghostpeachpress.com/purchase/ or soon Iโ€™ll have signed copies available โค๏ธ

19.11.2024 18:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 19 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Send me your poems?

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15.11.2024 21:29 ๐Ÿ‘ 53 ๐Ÿ” 11 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Creative writers: come work with us at ASU! We're currently running a search for an Assistant Teaching Professor to teach undergrad CW in-person and online, and to oversee online curriculum development as their service component. More info here: english.asu.edu/about/employ...

13.11.2024 19:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 159 ๐Ÿ” 70 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
Callista Buchen

Bread
In our home, my beloved does
The baking. I have no patience 

For proving, no touch for
Kneading, for knowing when 

Enough is enough. But when he 
Smells like bread, my body

Becomes an oven. Sometimes
There is flour in his hair. Some

Times I remember his long-ago
 job at the bakery, out on early 

Morning delivery, how heโ€™d be 
home by lunch in a cloud of that

Warmth, which never quite washed 
Out, always a little bit sweet.

Callista Buchen Bread In our home, my beloved does The baking. I have no patience For proving, no touch for Kneading, for knowing when Enough is enough. But when he Smells like bread, my body Becomes an oven. Sometimes There is flour in his hair. Some Times I remember his long-ago job at the bakery, out on early Morning delivery, how heโ€™d be home by lunch in a cloud of that Warmth, which never quite washed Out, always a little bit sweet.

Baking is believing things usually
Work out. I am not good at feeling

Loved, I tell my beloved, who 
Shapes the dough, who reaches

For me like I am an answer
Or a recipe, like he wants me

Like I want him. No, he says, when I take small bites, when I try to make

The bread last a little longer. No, 
He says, eat. Weโ€™ll make more.

Baking is believing things usually Work out. I am not good at feeling Loved, I tell my beloved, who Shapes the dough, who reaches For me like I am an answer Or a recipe, like he wants me Like I want him. No, he says, when I take small bites, when I try to make The bread last a little longer. No, He says, eat. Weโ€™ll make more.

Husband has been baking bread this week, so bringing back this love poem for him that first appeared in last fallโ€™s RHINO.

14.11.2024 04:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Would love to be added!

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Am old and weird, if there is space!

13.11.2024 23:49 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m going to keep it real and hope I donโ€™t get accused of overstating the issue; childrenโ€™s liberation is the key to the future you want. The active, and often dismissed, oppression of children is near the root of what ails us as a nation.

13.11.2024 13:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 1439 ๐Ÿ” 329 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 38 ๐Ÿ“Œ 52

Iโ€™m here!

13.11.2024 00:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
DEAD STARS
by Ada Limรณn

Out here, thereโ€™s a bowing even the trees are doing.
 Winterโ€™s icy hand at the back of all of us.
Black bark, slick yellow leaves, a kind of stillness that feels
so mute itโ€™s almost in another year.

I am a hearth of spiders these days: a nest of trying.

We point out the stars that make Orion as we take out
  the trash, the rolling containers a song of suburban thunder.

Itโ€™s almost romantic as we adjust the waxy blue
  recycling bin until you say, Man, we should really learn
some new constellations.

And itโ€™s true. We keep forgetting about Antlia, Centaurus,
 Draco, Lacerta, Hydra, Lyra, Lynx.

But mostly weโ€™re forgetting weโ€™re dead stars too, my mouth is full
  of dust and I wish to reclaim the risingโ€”

to lean in the spotlight of streetlight with you, toward
  whatโ€™s larger within us, toward how we were born.

Look, we are not unspectacular things.
 Weโ€™ve come this far, survived this much. What

would happen if we decided to survive more? To love harder?

What if we stood up with our synapses and flesh and said, No.
 No, to the rising tides.

Stood for the many mute mouths of the sea, of the land?

What would happen if we used our bodies to bargain

for the safety of others, for earth,
 if we declared a clean night, if we stopped being terrified,

if we launched our demands into the sky, made ourselves so big
people could point to us with the arrows they make in their minds,

rolling their trash bins out, after all of this is over?

DEAD STARS by Ada Limรณn Out here, thereโ€™s a bowing even the trees are doing. Winterโ€™s icy hand at the back of all of us. Black bark, slick yellow leaves, a kind of stillness that feels so mute itโ€™s almost in another year. I am a hearth of spiders these days: a nest of trying. We point out the stars that make Orion as we take out the trash, the rolling containers a song of suburban thunder. Itโ€™s almost romantic as we adjust the waxy blue recycling bin until you say, Man, we should really learn some new constellations. And itโ€™s true. We keep forgetting about Antlia, Centaurus, Draco, Lacerta, Hydra, Lyra, Lynx. But mostly weโ€™re forgetting weโ€™re dead stars too, my mouth is full of dust and I wish to reclaim the risingโ€” to lean in the spotlight of streetlight with you, toward whatโ€™s larger within us, toward how we were born. Look, we are not unspectacular things. Weโ€™ve come this far, survived this much. What would happen if we decided to survive more? To love harder? What if we stood up with our synapses and flesh and said, No. No, to the rising tides. Stood for the many mute mouths of the sea, of the land? What would happen if we used our bodies to bargain for the safety of others, for earth, if we declared a clean night, if we stopped being terrified, if we launched our demands into the sky, made ourselves so big people could point to us with the arrows they make in their minds, rolling their trash bins out, after all of this is over?

In the classroom for the first time since the election. โ€œDead Starsโ€ by Ada Limรณn seemed like a good way to start todayโ€™s discussion of The Carrying. Iโ€™m grateful for this poem, for so many poems.

12.11.2024 16:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 56 ๐Ÿ” 8 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Since the poets are here now, hereโ€™s a poem of mine that just came out, thatโ€™s kind of dear to my heart. โค๏ธ

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