Igoru

Dark mother, cold mother, cruel mother

(ILY mom)

Once again Estonia's Evil Corp™️ prospected me for a job position I would rather eat glass than take (except now I'm desperate for a job).

Once again, they gave me a HUGE home task that is pretty unreasonable in a short timeframe, that they will definitely use in their products again w/o hiring me

MOMMMMMM give us the Sunday morning cartoon time already

Mercury Retrograde be like:

"YAY I finally resigned from my toxic workplace that gave me burnout!"

And then 5 minutes later

"Holy shit, now I lost my unemployment benefits because I voluntarily resigned and if I don't find a job in a month, I'm screwed"

🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

Love when that happens 🤤

Hey @playhearthstone.bsky.social - thank you for the Core Set for the Year of the Scarab! I love seeing class identity being deleted from the game. Nice that Rogue now has horribly costed plays with no upside or combo enablers, that Warrior doesn't remove boards and Priest is still dead. Great job!

While I'm on sick leave, my current company already looked to replace me. They just announced my job position on LinkedIn. I'm at a loss of words.

Did some art therapy. Was encouraged to use colours to express whatever I was feeling. Today I felt numb, at my lowest low, as if I had sank to the bottom of the ocean or the bottom of a pit. It was almost surprising that these were the (unintentional) outputs

I dreamt of a weird movie: a teenager who was the son of a female stripper and a male sex worker. They divorce and the teenager eventually finds out about their jobs and starts blackmailing both parents to give him more and more money until it turns out the kid is a psycho

I'd hate this movie

At this point, Nuremberg trials are the moderate position.

I'm about to lose my Latino card but I'll say it: I actually started appreciating the beauty of neutral colours. Soft beiges, warm whites and so on. I still love my maximalism and vibrant, hueful colours but sometimes neutrals do bring that sense of peace and reset.

Just found it Tori Amos is coming to Estonia, one week before my birthday!

I'm a hardcore Toriphile and a proud Ear with Feet. Tori Amos' music is so important to who I was, who I am and whoever I will be. Being able to finally see her live is a dream come true to me.

the perennial "is this a good replacement for twitter / can it become as big as twitter" discussion is so confused. hominids became bipedal about 7 million years ago. for most of the time since we did not have microblogging. it's not a necessity it's a habit, if it all goes away that's fine

Ha, same!

Tomorrow I will draw blood, get a foot corn removed, get a haircut. I wonder what else I can remove from my body in a single day.

Mis siis, kui ma ei saa reeglitest aru? Ma kardan, et kuna ma ei oska väga selgeks eesti keeles, võivad inimesed arvata, et olen rumal lmao

Found out there's a board game event on the neighbouring city and despite my B1 Estonian being nowhere near enough, I feel like trying to go.

Things that happened since I last was here:

- I'm burnt out and on sick leave, trying to figure out how to recover and find a new career.
- I adopted a cat! (Or rather he adopted me)
- I developed an unhealthy obsession with Joni Mitchell's "Blue"

Not that anyone actually reads me here lol. But I was away recovering from shingles. Single handedly the most painful thing I have experienced and it's worse than surgery pain or fractures. Go get your herpes zoster vaccine.

Spanish has always been one of those languages I never put a lot of effort into (due to being too similar to Portuguese, my mother language). But now, using it daily at work, Im… kinda enjoying it?

Couple years ago I thought of moving to Spain, maybe that’s a sign I should

Olha, todo meu ranço à comunidade brasileira de qualquer lugar no exterior. É uma gangue de fofoca 24/7 não importa o país hahaha

A daqui da Estônia é insalubre. Tenho amigos brasileiros mas faço questão de que sejam poucos e que também estejam fora da órbita da fofoca

Lily Allen’s “West End Girl” just goes to show scorched-earth albums are the best kind of albums. It almost makes me wish I had a horrible relationship and a messy divorce of my own lmao

I’ll never get Europe. If the daylights saving time lasts for seven months, why not make it the permanent time zone? Or call the other five months the new daylights saving time?

Decided to read here for how long I have been feeling bad about my new job and apparently it’s been from week 2 onwards lmao. Clear sign I should go

32 days for my probatory period to end at work. I’m so done already I’m honestly praying to be let go. Every day I’m counting the seconds.

Thinking about how I ruined my career by being greedy and wanting to be paid a better salary.

Now I’m well paid but unhappy and every day I wonder how things could have been if I had accepted my lifeline outside marketing back in 2023.

I disagree with the definition of Kitsch as something just tawdry/excessive. Kitsch needs to be tied to mass production and consumption in order to be Kitsch. La Sagrada Familia is a stunning undertaking of architecture and engineering, like the pyramids in Egypt/Mexico/Indonesia.

I love HS and have played for almost a decade but I draw the line in their delay to acknowledge a mistake, intentionally design a mistake, charge people money for the same mistake AND not take any meaningful action other than ask for our faith in the future of the game. This is how you kill HS.

This drove me to uninstall the game everywhere and quit HS for good. You can’t sell a product in bad faith. They are treating the current expansion as a dev loan for the next two or three expansions and asking that you please keep playing because SURELY in the future the game will work? Hell no.

The toilet in my office stays inside another closed room and there’s a delay on the light switch. Every time I go pee, I turn on the lights outside, enter, close the door and stay under perfect darkness for like 5 seconds. No light leaks inside. It’s amazing.