I knowwwwwwwww
@purplesparkle87
๐ฃ๏ธWE'RE THE NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK๐ฃ๏ธ 24 | She/They | My "private" account lol @/ariathecowlover.bsky.social is my main idk what I'm gonna post here but hiii๐๐๐ (Might be sad here ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ)
I knowwwwwwwww
To my dad I feel like one ๐
I love you too ๐๐๐๐
I won't I'm just gonna crash tf out ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I'm genuinely gonna crash out rent is late and no one told me until the 18TH???? and my dad hasn't been home in almost a YEAR and anytime we ask him he just screams at us ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I know I should find a job BUT THAT'S NOT GONNA HELP RN
Why is my disability so disabling????? UUUUUGGGGGHHHGHGHHHHHH ๐๐๐
I just feel like such a burden ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I really need to find a job but goddd my mental health and socially anxiety is so bad I can't even talk to people irl ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I wanna do art (even if it makes me a little bit of money it would help) but no one cares ๐๐๐
Why does my dad do this shit?? ๐๐๐
What if I just die???
Why do you act like you're the only one who can EVER have problems???
Why do you always resort to saying those things???
Just feeling numb to it all ://
and she said "so I did what any mom would do and asked Cha*tG*T" HELLO??? AND BTW THE KID HAD CANCER??? WHAT IS GOING ON???
I just saw a video of***
People scare me so bad wdyfm a MOTHER of a baby who after noticing something was clearly wrong (for at least a WEEK mind you) with him asked CH*T FUCKING G*T what to do??? I know healthcare in America is ass but asking fucking A! is INSANE HELLO????????
My head hurts so much I feel like I'm gonna explode ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I feel so alone :((
I'm so sorry I'm mentally ill I'm sorry that I need to do things a certain way or I'll breakdown and have a panic attack I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry idk what to do my chest feels so tight I feel like I can't breath right idk what to do I can't do what you want me to do I'm sorry I'm sorry
God FORBID an autistic person acts autistic ๐๐๐ I'm so sorry I can't be normal
I might crash out omfg ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I got to the place for my jury duty a bit ago and now I'm just sitting here confused ๐๐๐
I just called my mom and she said she would ask her friend to take me so I'm just hoping he'll say yes ๐๐ญ
I have to go do jury duty for the first time ever on Monday and maybe Tuesday and I most likely have to take the bus (it's a little more than an hour away by bus), and I have no idea what I'm doing, and I'm directionally challenged and hate human interaction ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I feel sick and stressed outttttttttttttttttt
I might actually throw up tho omfg why is this my life
What if I just say I died???
Losing my mind ๐๐๐
Emoji guy in despair throwing his hands up in pain and suffering
Finally home but at what cost ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Depression is kicking my ass frfr omfg???? AND cause of the dumbass daylight savings I have seen next to no sun in days ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I'm legit about to start sobbing I just wanna sleep for a whole month straight ๐๐๐
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