Neurotic City

Good god that's fucking hot.

The best view.

Definitely interesting to check everything out. Lots of holdovers from the first game in terms of exact cards, but there's some fun new ones with some interesting synergies. Some of these new enemies are brutal. I foresee a lot of balancing tweaks, but probably less since it's not their first rodeo.

First run of the Ironclad went really well, got to the boss of Act 3 and there was a chance I could have beaten it if I had played my cards differently (uhhhhh I guess literally). But gotta learn all the new attack patterns and shit and it was a really strong run.

Should I be very careful with my money, and invest in necessities? Yes. Did that stop me from buying Slay The Spire 2 in early access? No.

But like, the last vidya game I bought, or even really played, was Silksong well over 6 months ago and life is hard and I needed this nice thing.

I need to be bred by you.

Do it.

Then get to Jacques Cousteau-ing all up in that shit.

In honor of getting fucked for the first time in weeks, I took some ass pics for you lovely people. With bonus dick pic in the replies.

Hugs.

I'd love that.

Gorgeous as always.

Thank fucking god, I finally got to suck a dick again.

Bring 'em on.

I'm ready to test the limits and find out.

You have your choice of my holes any time you like and you know it.

I'm down.

That sounds like a dream.

I feel like there's been some major confusion about where fat loads belong so I hope this visual explainer helps set things straight.

So cute.

Agreed.

/mentally ill melodrama fa**otry

I withstood quite a bit of bullshit for a few months and didn't let it crash me out but it's finally more than I can bear and I'm not coping well at all. And the lack of touch, the lack of closeness, it cuts me deep and makes all of that harder to bear. I could go for a nuke to the face, honestly.

I don't know a single other person in my life who has only had just a single relationship like I have. Or even anything getting close to one. I feel hollowed out. I'm also just over my limit with people in general, and life, and how hard it is to exist.

Is this all totally accurate? Of course not. My mentally ill brain is painting it as the whole truth, but my reasonable side knows it's not totally the case. But it's true enough to be a real trend and at almost 40 years old, it's tiresome and deflating.

And as a trend, I'm so tired of putting myself out there, being friends to people, respecting boundaries, setting them up for good things regardless of whether they're with me or not, and always being left behind when something better comes along. No one wants me, they just temporarily settle for me

I'm really burnt out and stressed at the moment, and not having been touched in weeks, and getting close to having something happen and then ghosted or treated like an inhuman object for pleasure that can easily be cast aside is making it all so much worse.

Why does no one want to be with me? Why is it that 80% of the time when I have sex, it's from people who are settling for me because they can't get what they want? Why aren't I pursued by people I feel a genuine connection with? Why am I always just treated like some disgusting mutant?

Why is it always ok to just set me up for something and then abandon me? Why am I never anyone's priority? Why do people use me as a stepping stone to something better over and over again? Why is that when I go out of my way to be kind and welcoming, I'm always cast aside and ditched?